i started this like a month ago for a project thing and i finished it today so its up now
this was going to be a collab but then i forgot and did more and its a solo oops

lyrics

I refuse to sit around and watch my life run out
I need to do something more but I’m all burnt out
I’ve been tryna make a difference but the world hurts
But if I sit around all day it only gets worse for me

It only gets worse for me
Feels like my life is counting down like one two three
Relying on ecstasy
I wanna get out I just wanna be free

Its kinda tough for me to open up again
Dont know if its worth it I just want it to end
I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core


I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

Its to hard to tell
If its real or if its not
Everything is complicated
I might just sit here in my spot
But

I could be uncomfortable
I could be uncomfortable

Is it real is it not
Im just stuck here in my spot
And while the world keeps moving on
Im just stuck here making songs
You dont know the half of it
I think im nearly done with it
I couldn’t really give a shit


I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core
Wanna
Make use of the tools that ive got and I
Dont want to waste the time that ive got and I
Keep running in circles 
Wasting my time and losing all of my inertia


I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core

I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

Is it real is it not
Im just stuck here in my spot
And while the world keeps moving on
Im just stuck here making songs
You dont know the half of it
I think im nearly done with it
I couldn’t really give a shit

metaphors

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