produced by xona

-lyrics-
im worried on what i do 
battleground where i fought for you
betting steps on my life, I’m tuned
to the harmonies that ensued

new year, who’s me.. huh?
nothing’s different, knowing me… no-
you’d pull the trigger in front of me, god
within these trenches where we meet “love”

~

you would KILL ME in a sec lose track of your senses
deep end- WITHIN MY ROOTS
you would LEAVE ME IN A SEC UNDER PRETENSES
you’re so NERVOUS UNDER THIS PRESSURE

feeling awful to my stomach (oh)
you make me sad and you love it (oh you love)
i suppose i feel off it (so off)
but it’s the same since of august

mm oh i don’t want you now
we don’t even click and that’s something profound 
Ill keep my mouth shut, no attempt to make a sound-
but i can’t keep still when you’re killing me around

~

you know when you talk to me
we can’t be tight or we fall by piece
and ember’s all through my chest
it’s the weight of me that kills the rest-

god..

velvet

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Cyaa

you started to make a lot more sense when you lost your role in the movie
i came to your house and you plainly said that i still looked so woozy 
im running in circles but making a square
if you really knew me, you'd know to be there
im backing u up on all that u say
you take it/you’re taken for granted everyday
youre crawling away, youre crawling away

@audiachain put lossy

Rowan

goodbye movie

Goodbye movie

My rockiest

when you're sitting
i don't feel a change
i'm a villain
but i'm out of range
am i livin
in a box of a sage
are we on the same page
i think that you're in danger

germs are crawling in my eyes
you don't seem that surprised
i'm sorry that i tried
i'm sorry that i tried

i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me
i’ll be beggin on my knees
you’ll be foldin on my crease
when i’ll be serving overseas
you won’t be cryin over me

canalave overseas

Canalave overseas

19 and feeling blue, and i don't know whats gotten into you
so sick of all the bullshit and lies
so sick of all the fake love
so cry
i won't be there for you, even if you want me to
can't face the complications
i don't want negotiation
so

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

i'll light up a cigarette for us
is that your idea of love?
i just wish you'd pull me closer
cos' i'm only getting older
and it hurts to say you're fake
but i can't say it any other way
hope my memories fade
don't wanna see you today

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

bluff

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

did you put on your makeup?
then i will too
i didn’t say you could wake up
but i will too 
didn't believe me for a second
but i understand
what can i do to make you recognize 
my hands
i try, you try to make me feel better
you're right, your eyes are making me redder

but i tell a lie that brings you home
and you fell at night when you were alone
i hate myself, like i’m still so conceited 
but at least i know

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried
when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

merit-7

Merit minus seven

produced by grayskies

@xona
@grasior

-lyrics-
the world turned black and white
hold control be ready to fight
paranoia taking over your brain
are you scared to die this way
life wont be the same
lost all hope to die in vain
wrong or right i cant go back
its life or death in this no mans land

but im scared
of who ive become
im scared
that I might be like you

who decides where we go down in this road
pile up, the rest of what we’ve honed
nobody could save me
it’s awfully, all on me 
but the gas on your hands
a creation of a man 
to atomize the land
build it from the sand
on your hands
on my hands…

but I’m scared
of what I’ve become
I’m scared
that I’m like you

you got me on the low 
and I can’t find a way
to leave a broken plane
you caused in disarray 

they’ll all fall
for the ones near
me, to bring calm...

dollar flu w/ grasior ✩ (grayskies)

bugboi: https://soundcloud.com/unaake

these drugs bring me to life,
your bitch pussy bring me life,
smoke that dark and evil kush that bring your gma back to life,
nigga life inside my sights,
roll with ghouls i roll with sprites,
this drink bring me to life,
these drugs bring me to life,

oh you a fan?,
wanna fit in like an insert,
you aint win the fuck a fan contest,
fucking loser,
hate a suck up bitch,
get ya own swag,
my whole grind 1 of 1,
got my own bag,
stuck yo chin out like you dream,
get yo shit knocked like a bitch,
i got chrome heart on my jeans,
im so drugged i move like glitch,
got a green skull on my beam,
had the points i bought the skin,
smoking flesh im smoking guts,
necronomicon my blunt,

these drugs bring me to life,
your bitch pussy bring me life,
smoke that dark and evil kush that bring your gma back to life,
nigga life inside my sights,
roll with ghouls i roll with sprites,
this drink bring me to life,
these drugs bring me to life,

Poppin all these pills
Yea I swear they prop me up
Yea U thought she was special
But My life force she suck up
I’m a Dead man walking
I’ve been living without luck
All the visions I’ve been seeing
Knew how life was from the jump
I just drop to my knees
Watch my hands
You’ll see em bleed
What might happen after
I allow through fiber of my being
Can’t be me it’s only we
Through my teeth they speak for me
Hear the snakes they hiss to me
Can’t see the current in the sea

these drugs bring me to life,
your bitch pussy bring me life,
smoke that dark and evil kush that bring your gma back to life,
nigga life inside my sights,
roll with ghouls i roll with sprites,
this drink bring me to life,
these drugs bring me to life.

necromancer feat bugboi (rikuda + glorykeyz)

heylog - 9MM *unreleased*

prod by me
thank you to @chalyre for some backing vocals <33

- lyrics -
I've been tryna get some rest but my room feels really warm
struggling to sleep cause outside i hear a storm
keeps me pacing in my head when it lingers for way to long
barely see the sun when i write all of these songs
put my hands up to my face getting ready to stand guard
oh my vision's getting blurry i can hear the ring its hard
if i never trusted words would i be in such a mess
if i never trusted words would there be any progress

i feel my lifespan getting thin
might just take it on the chin
now im trying just to win
cause i feel it in my skin

look around see a setting of a home
you see the butterfly see em when they roam'
i see you blister see the brightness in ur eyes
why you smiling when you jsut saw it all die
does the vision never bother you from hope
many blurry lines that you never sought
what is life where you coming from 
what's the time
not you and i

overheard who is spoken to
"just a friend" doesn't sound so new
never honest just as i knew
brought it up and ur cover blew
what's the name of the guy that you knew
asking for closure its due
feeling dread to the guy you boozed
maybe he would like the news

hold out your hands maybe i wont be that upset
see a pattern baby ima need a cigarette
who you think you are talking like you know us
keep on lying baby maybe us wont turn to dust
keep in mind you never fought for us
see a body dead strung just a shell a husk
sing or hum do whatever that's gon comfort you
can't deny whatever will come for you
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

strung

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untitled - stardvn

whatever

don't listen to this on soundcloud: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/the-dreamcatcher

written and produced by colliding with mars
performed by colliding with mars
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
video shot and edited by adrelix

lyrics:
 [chorus]
I wanna go to sleep
But instead I’m lying here
And my heart won’t stop racing
I’m lying here
And I don’t want to debate the what if’s
I don’t want to recall the dumb things
I don’t wanna cry
I wanna go to sleep

[verse]
I could not tell how good I had it
How lucky I was to be the captain and I
lost it all by a landslide pulling all the 
wrong strings to the landmines and now all of my
greatest moments are tinged with sadness
all accomplishments are damaged I am
Nothing more than a man that’s made mistakes
Nothing more than a part to be replaced

How long til you hate me ‎
I really wanna know how long it’s gonna take
Cause at the end of it all
Everyone would rather have me uninvolved

[pre-chorus]
Ooo [choir]
Ooo-ooh
I don’t wanna be here so bad
So badly

[double chorus]

[verse]
is that really so hard?
I don’t wanna see your face no more
I don’t wanna cause no pain no more Ooooo (Vocal run)
Why am I so silent
Why do I keep trying
When can I just fall asleep

I’m a nuisance to the people that I love
I’m in my head and I’m not enough I wanna 
shine like a star that’s dying wanna
Be someone you see is trying
I wanna be on a billboard in Times Square
I wanna pay my bills and donate the rest
I wanna be happy again
But most of all

[chorus]
I wanna go to sleep

Goodbye movie

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