i h8 u!

parker songs I can listen to

beat is privated sorry guys

lyrics:
do you hate me?
do you hate yourself?
do you blame me?
do you hate me?
do you hate yourself?
do you blame me?

dug your fingers through my mind
left me with holes, some i can’t find
sometimes i wish that i’d’ve died
sometimes i miss those stupid nights
and i don’t mind the tears i cried
or any of the times you lied
my hands are tied, my brain is fried
sorry i made you my whole damn life
“when you’re gone i miss you so
without you to get me high, i feel so low”
yeah, that’s the way the story goes
more than anyone else you should know
my affections were not just for show
you take a piece of me everytime you go
loved the purple lights, made our bodies glow
never learned to return what’s been borrowed

do you hate me? (prod HVLX)

https://youtu.be/qjyf9cV57Jc?list=RDqjyf9cV57Jc

lyrics:
i think i lost my head again
almost woke up dead again
laying in your bed again
waiting til i shed my skin
why the hell would you let me in?
waiting to begin again

again and again, im getting tired of letting you win
over and over, all you do is pull me closer
it’s just rinse and repeat, im getting tired of being sweet
again and again, you’re the worst fucking friend

i think i lost my way again
got me craving pain again
coat me with disdain again
love my body, hate my brain again

bleeding on the floor again
begging you for more again

again prod DIMEBAGGI£

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3knURdzIwtY stranger prod roses

lyrics:
you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it

emotions swirl around like dust
rained so hard i turned to rust
fallen back on broken trust
fade to black in broken lust
red green eyes blue on the bus
you smoke me out and drink me up
take me back when teeth were cut
you’re my only one, this is only once

fill me up and bleed it out
erase my pain fill me with doubt
b70’ bars or in the ground
either way you’re not around
hurts so bad now we’ve been found
we’d laugh out loud up in our cloud
pretend the end won’t come around
i’m sorry have i let you down?

you’re the stranger
you have changed 
you’re the remainder
made me your entertainer

pink red lips are smiling now
white blue in the lightning now
good green in my pipe ri now
citing our fights while i write ri now
everything is so frightening now
rib-cage keep on tightening now
sharp white teeth are biting down
realities dividing now

stick a needle through my eye
i told u i would never lie
u saw me, how i died that night
n never cared to make it right
i’m up so high fly wit the kites
dont speak now, i don wanna fight
tired of this shit, takin the pipe
then kick me out your room at midnight

love me then like nah you're lame
n act like i’m the one to blame
ill tat my face and change my name
you know i’ll never be the same

cus you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it?

stranger (prod. roses)

Piggie

https://youtu.be/Jg5Pl31cVtA?list=TLPQMTYwNzIwMjO9GG0-atKObQ

wasted, faceless, i give and give, and you take it 
wasted, baseless, bittersweet, i can taste it 
faking? faking? now, why the fuck would i fake this?
i'm breaking, shaken, but you don't care unless i say it

i try (i try) i fall (i fall) i fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y

wasted, tasted, the gum covered, dirty old pavement
amazed and im dazed and the whole world is covered in a haze, yeah
misplaced it, your vape yeah, i promise you i didn't take it
cus u take it, taken it, never give back what you've taken

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y 

you do, what you want, not like i can stop it
i did what you wanted, now they're tellin me to drop it..

i've cried (i've cried) won't fall (won't fall) i'm flyin (i'm flyin i'm flyin)
don't think (don't think) i'll ever (ever) know why oh y o y

wasted, wasting

wasted (drunk demo) prod by GrizD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5j5ITYOcBs

you ate what was left of me
disaster, memorized the recipe
i wish i could remove the memories
sugar sweet but i got cavities
cinnamon powder, fill up my lungs
swore to god, you were the one
stick a knife in me, i’m fucking done
you taste like your vape and old hard gum

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

you know all of my birthmarks
discovered in the back of your car
store my leftovers in a jar
you never have to reach too far
you’re an oven, i turned you on
burns and scars cover my arms
you said you would do no harm
but you disarmed me with your charm

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
the secrets hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

sickly sweet like old caramels
all you do to me is give me hell
thought that i would never tell
withholding cries until i yell
cut myself into juliennes
im playing a game that i’ll never win
i’ll always let you back in
wish you were a better friend

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

candy heart demo (prod tunnA Beatz)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zUMn9ptqbM


oh well, oh well, i keep going back for more
oh well, oh well, my insides are torn
oh well, oh well, i guess i’m a whore
oh well, oh well, you’ve become a bore
i wish i could get this out of the way
i wish i could wrap it up, save it for another day
i wish i could just run away
i wish i was completely gay

i wish i could just be ok
i wish i would’ve fucking stayed 
in bed
i wish i stayed in bed
i wish i never gave you head

i am never alone
i’m not alone, you won’t leave me 
therapy may be helping
therapy isn’t helping, i don’t think
why am i, still trying?
why am i trying? you hurt me
sorry that i keep lying
sorry i keep lying, it’s so you won’t leave me


the sky was green
and my eyes were red
there are things unseen
better left unsaid
now i’ll never be clean
so i watch my skin shed
you were always so mean
messing with my head

now there’s no way out, no way in
got me playing a game i can never win
yeah, no way out, no way in
dunno how i get in these situations

i wish i could get this out of the way
i wish i could wrap it up, save it for another day
i wish i could just run away
i wish i was completely gay
i wish i could just be ok
i wish i would’ve fucking stayed 
in bed
i wish i stayed in bed
i wish i never gave you head

oh well, oh well, i keep going back for more
oh well, oh well, my insides are torn
oh well, oh well, i guess i’m a whore
oh well, oh well, darling you’ve become a bore

wasted (drunk demo) prod by GrizD

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