excelsior the album soon
thank u for supporting me, I love you

speeding down 95 in a jeep
all that fame shit turn em to a fiend 
let me hear that money talk talk cheap
but I still need a check every time that I speak

where tf u at bro?
where tf was u when I was tryna get a peep
used to be a team now its just me 
nowadays in bed counting sheep like

I'm just tryna sleep
vivid dreams since I stopped smoking weed
rock with me baby everybody eat 
they hate me put me out in the street 

glock switch with the mf beam
I don't rock with u pussies im too mean
they all switch that means a mf free 
yo ex man he a mf freak 

she don't wanna take 2 i take 10 
remember we was just friends back then 
everything panned out 
now we in the penthouse 
I got two twin glocks
imma let em blam now

gOoD gRiEf

oh i am such a mess i thought that i got over this
this ain't about a bitch it's bout my twisted fucked up head
i'm reliving my own hell every time i close my own eyes
i could say i'm happy but we all know that's a lie

not even love could save me
trust had broke me
i don't know what the fuck i want
i feel like
i'm just wasting my time
i don't feel right
baby, i'm getting high

oh i am such a mess i hide my thoughts from everyone
these patterns i detest i have no place i have no one
i'm fracturing my head to bits i know i'm in the wrong
i lost my will to live but it's okay i'm not the one


oh i am such a mess i thought that i got over this
this ain't about a bitch it's bout my twisted fucked up head
i'm reliving my own hell every time i close my own eyes
i could say i'm happy but we all know that's a lie

Terminally Depressed (Prod. Sky)

there's smth within ur heart
every fuckin time i'm left in the dark
i feel static in the sparks
maybe it's just love so i'll just let it impart
whole new feelings in this rotted corpse
i'm the fucking problem, of course
it's just my nature, of course
i've tried to change it by force
but it's just nature, of course

so just show me what u would do
we could die right here to prove
our love to eachother
prove our trust for forever
and chain our souls via tether

i hate that i love u
cuz ur heart don't work the same
n i hate that i trust u
cuz it always just ends in pain

there's smth within ur heart
every fuckin time i'm left in the dark
i feel static in the sparks
maybe it's just love so i'll just let it impart
whole new feelings in this rotted corpse
i'm the fucking problem, of course
it's just my nature, of course
i've tried to change it by force
but it's just nature, of course

show me what u would do
we could die right here to prove
our love to eachother
prove our trust for forever
n chain our souls via tether

my nature (dubby)


I made a problem that no one could solve
Watch how this pill hit the cup and dissolve
10 seats wont even fit half of the team
I could of got u from over the screen
I got a problem but no one to call 
And I hold some memories deep in these walls
Where were u baby when I was a wreck
Where were u baby when I was a mess

I did some things for the guys I know
Most what i say girl u should not know
I made some calls and I never heard back
So I made the call to never call you again
Still im a stranger inside my home
I got a closet thats full up with bones
I got a vacuum thats full up with blood
Plus I got some bodies thats covered in mud

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

Take my Hand and Come inside
Lets gets Fucked up Lets get fried
Ill take Yours if  You take Mine 
I get U get We get high
Ill show U a Perfect night
Touch up Ur Make up Girls dont cry
Cameras Flashings I go blind
Ill wait On you Till I die

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

ceiling fan man (jabarionthebeat x bitton x kuji)

prod. by @rod

@rod
yeah i blame it on the drugs but it must be something else
writing lyrics bout my life with a gun on top my shelf
i dont got no one talk to man i really need some help
i just dont wanna put my feelings all on top of someone else

everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i just wanna fucking die let me slit my wrist
need to clear my mind need to reload quick
got the high beams on 110 in the whip
blocked your number because 
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i really hate to wake up and just feel like this
i dont really miss you but i still reminisce
when i would hit your phone and every shot was a miss

@wraithwilldie
I guess I’ll sit up in my car
Puffing loud in rerolled cigars
When you look back, is it ever fondly?
I get cold and nights just get long
I get sick of making these songs
When nothing hits the way that I want
Nothing feels the way that it was
I don’t think I’m fit for the part

@rod
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i just wanna fucking die let me slit my wrist
need to clear my mind need to reload quick
got the high beams on 110 in the whip
blocked your number because 
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i really hate to wake up and just feel like this
i dont really miss you but i still reminisce
when i would hit your phone and every shot was a miss

@wraithwilldie
You know
Everything about me
And you pick me
All apart
I’ll go
Everywhere that you go
Until you burn it
All to tar

@rod + @wraithwilldie
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i just wanna fucking die let me slit my wrist
need to clear my mind need to reload quick
got the high beams on 110 in the whip
blocked your number because 
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i really hate to wake up and just feel like this
i dont really miss you but i still reminisce
when i would hit your phone and every shot was a miss
(2x)

@wraithwilldie
I said to stay away because I can’t give what u take
I’m compressing and my head thinks maybe we just need a break
Okay?
I gave it all away
I tend to face the flames
I never bend, I break
So say it’s all okay
I guess you found the fucking cracks up in this armor
I harbor all the hatred you have given for a whole year straight
Yet you negotiate
The price upon my fate
I’d trade it all for heaven
But you will never take

clearing my head (web)

ty ne'erdowell goat for always helping me fix my dogshit mix

lyrics

-Wraith-
Girl don’t you know that
The words you have spoken
Throwing emotion
Are heavy and potent

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

I guess we don't get a happy ending
After all
All that happens always has to have the 
curtains fall
All the tragedy I kill away with alcohol
Try to numb the fucking feelings ‘fore I end it all

Dead on an impulse
Hate all my wishful
Thoughts cause I’m sinking
Right through the soil
Right through the armor
I thought I could guard her
Just another missed call
I can’t ever bother

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

-yungcray-
all the damage that you done
you pierced right through my chest plate
I could never let you go
but if I did I might fade
ur the last piece to the puzzle
ur the key to get out the maze
and in my dreams I see the fire
im trapped below the rubble

I cant seem to help myself
I get into this trouble
is it hard 2 love me now 
got bruises on my knuckles
this shit seems 2 really get the fucking best of me
I cant seem 2 help myself
I get into this trouble

a new high
I said imma reach a new high
a new lie
that you're telling under blue skies
its alright
I said imma do my best to try
a blue night
I said imma reach a new high

I really want whats best for us
but you just think about yourself
you don't care about it
but its all I think about

theres no escape from this place 
I think we'll die here
what is love
its just fake
you said you'd try here

recoil /w yungcray (dash)

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

I put money on top her back she arch so deep its breaking physics
These guys get so bitchy they think we friends cause we in business
I had done held my tongue like way too long these guys some minions
Too much fake love here in this game I think I hit my limit
Bari sent thru some beats im tryna blow right past my limits
I put numbers up on the board u not gonna see me in the scrimmage
Really its fuck these guys they only online to get some gash
How u not embarrassed when u crying and pushing trash
I see u right now I promise that beak is getting bashed
Now its no more favours sorry my love its not gon happen
I take care of myself I couldnt take care of fucking bad friends
We used to be family but this money got him acting
We used to be family but that shit had turned to past tense
Ok now im locked in
She ask me if I geek up I said often
And right now
I avoid the come down
I need more thrills
I dont even go out
My house full of blue pills
My house full of cracked seals
This shit surplus here like tylenols and Advils
Baby u know u stressed kills
Im just tryna curb the graph
This Molly hit my head and get my spinning like a laundromat

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

no more favours (jabarionthebeat x haze x yakree)


I touch down and im hitting you first I had thought Missed me more
Maybe im way too deep in this shit and im reading it wrong im sure
Im cutting off this rot inside of my life so losing friends
Lets see how deep envy running inside these broken men
Took me a while to get where im at so im stingy in giving it up
I took too much at the party im good tho im probably throwing it up

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Maybe I needed a hand then now im good on my own shit changes
Cameras inside my vision like
Im going blind just walking to stages
Soon as I get my mind we so brutal
We so mess
Soon as see that red light I know u start getting undress
Everywhere I go
Everything I do
Everything that happened
Lead me right to you
Everything they say
Everything they use
It dont hurt at all
Im so bulletproof
Where ya wanna live
Where ya wanna move
I could buy the house
Baby ill take care of you
Know its word of mouth
But words is what I use
Its my fucking job
And im good what I do

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

frost on my grave (jabaronthebeat x melo x beatsbykimpe)

lyrics
Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

No I never was supposed to have enough of you
But closer only helps as much as patches do
I swear I’ll try it all for you
I’ll bare the weight til
These weary legs fail
The wires tangle
And I’m stranded, mangled

I’m doing all that I can
What is it all for
All for the damn war
I feel the blood on my hands
I feel like less of a man
why do we do this
Wasting the meaning of human
Already know that I don’t wanna do it
Girl 
Raising the blade isn’t worth what it’s proving

Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

swords (hero x emptychest)

prod. by @wraithontheporch

@AVXiD
look where we are
funeral suits in the back of the car
tastes like tar
but i like it
oh i love it
i wander the dark
feeling this hitting my heart
(i love it)
peel off the flesh like its bark
(i love it)
you know that i’ve been marked
(i love it)
i'm stuck looking up at the stars
(i love it)

i smell blood in here
can you tell me why that is
the scent of rotting tissue
blows in thru the window

@enyusroom
the organs, they fill up this ball pit
visions they haunt when i’m shutting my mouth quick
(empathy slipping away)
is that what i’m made of?
am i just really a monster?
i’m fading like smoke in the cold
was i ever solid or constant?
i followed to dig up my tomb
i feel like i’m holding the grudge here

so stop it now
watch me
wipe off the blood from the biting
i'm closer now
to the edge
to bury those screams in the silence

the hunger for blood made me
change how i move on this earth now
rip me apart in two
drain out the source as the lights drown

funeral suit (wraithontheporch)

deadwood forever, deadwood even in heaven

lyrics
How did time get away from me now?
I always hoped that it’d be better than this
She’s in love with the ghost of me now
I never thought that I’d be something to miss
Losing composure
When you’re pulling me closer
Can we stop with the faces
Faking every emotion
I feel better at distance
At least better than coping
Baby everything’s broken
Who the fuck are we joking?

Thinking I need medicated?
Baby I’m done with the pills I’m just dealing with stress
Never believe when I say I’m depressed
You say I’m blue and should come to my senses
I see the posts in my mentions
Why don’t you stick to a message, huh?
Don’t even cover intentions
Stick in the knife and I see u enjoying the blood

How did time get away from me now?

Don’t even care what you said
Don’t even care for the ending
What are we trying to mend?
Nothing is worth the protecting
I’m so fucking close to the edge
Baby I’m sick of pretending
Quit being friendly
You’re fucking deadly

(Time falls down
To the bottom of the well I drown)

How did time get away from me now?
I always hoped that it’d be better than this
She’s in love with the ghost of me now
I never thought that I’d be something to miss
Losing composure
When you’re pulling me closer
Can we stop with the faces
Faking every emotion
I feel better at distance
At least better than coping
Baby everything’s broken
Who the fuck are we joking?

Maybe time will heal the wounds
But fuck it better fix it soon
Cause I’ve been slowly losing sanity
I trade it all for you
All the change up in the wishing well
It’s never coming true
I give it all for you
I give it all for you
After everything you did to me
I finally see the truth
I still fall for you
I still fall for you

(I still fall down)
-
P.S. I spend a lot of time tryna write well so thank you for reading <3

times up. (prod. dash)

i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

Terminally Depressed (Prod. Sky)

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