7/28/22
prod. @everythingmackk

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

cause i don't wanna force who i am
as i pour another cup, with trembling hands
over half of my life's being made without plans
i get it; if i made a choice, 
i'd surely regret it
but most of all my worries,
i can't fit them in the pensmanship
you simply wouldn't get it
even if you really listening
the center of my soul don't only glow
it's also glistening
my demons start to part as i'm
pouring the nitroglycerin

it only feels like i'm here when i'm
stun-locked in third gear, and a 
dozen million miles away from reality
i hope forever ain't forever
unless it has to be
cause i don't wanna go out in misery
let go, of whatever this meant to me
fuck that
imma go on a killing spree

emma, i'm sorry for everything.

it's my fault you let me go
met in the seventh grade
we went separate roads
cause of some stupid shit i'd say
i just tore up all my clothes
courtesy of missing your face
if i finally break this mold
i'll thank you some day

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

this ain't just a knack
it's a passion
double shame on you 
for thinking all i do is actin'
part of me is straight
the rest is being held captive
living in a cavern where arachnids and bats been
constantly refracting

yeah, but i'm not worried about it
i'm entangled in this string
tryna gnaw my way out it
you had liked a post of mine 
a while back when i doubted
if i was truly good for nothing
based on how low the clouds been...

clouds to crows

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

Latley (Prod.Cross)

all i need

ty 4 listening

Lyrics
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You don’t know me at all
Wait til you witness the fall
I’ve got these scars on my arms
From where you tore me apart

Just wanna get in the car
And drive as far as I can
I’m just a shell of a man
I’m just a corpse tryna stand

Kill the pain
But it’s hard with these hands of mine
I shake too much when I grip that knife
I don’t know how the fuck im supposed to live my life
I don’t mind but I don’t mind

You could tell me that this lasts forever but I
Wouldn’t lie you shouldn’t lie

You could tell me that it’s now or never but I
I’m Trapped inside, I’m trapped inside 

Say I’m okay but I’m sick of it baby
I miss the times when your voice didn’t break me
I think I’m sick of my own hesitation
Constantly changing, I fucking hate me
Hoping this dagger will save me
Dripping this blood off my wrist
I feel like shit
I got a stain on my fit
Finding a vein and I’m hitting a crit

You don’t know me at all
Wait til you witness the fall
I’ve got these scars on my arms
From where you tore me apart

Just wanna get in the car
And drive as far as I can
I’m just a shell of a man
I’m just a corpse tryna stand

Kill the pain
But it’s hard with these hands of mine
I shake too much when I grip that knife
I don’t know how the fuck im supposed to live my life
I don’t mind but I don’t mind

trapped (godonline)

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

lyrics

are you really sorry, i don't believe it
i've been out on the road, catching feelings
watch me lose my fucking mind
girl, i'm drinking all the time
i said i'm going to change my life
i guess we both like to lie

i don't think it's the same, girl, i'm trying to drown my pain
you're just sinking in the sorrow, that is not my fate
girl, i've lived enough for you
don't want to die just because it's true love
yeah, that just sums it up

what control do i got when i'm in your void?
you cut me up to bits and pieces, i'm just like your toy
are you not bored of this?
because i'm sick of this
i wasn't born for this
this is what they mourn for

you can heal up, if you wanted to
you're powerful
i know it's all love, deep inside of you
but i'm warning you
if you take this path, you better see it through
many lives have suffered when they're stunned to move

that's enough
i've suffered enough
we've suffered enough
trust me, i know, in these seas it gets stormyit gets rough
hurts at first, but there is beauty in this stuff
look up to the saints, and they will guide you through the mud

sinking

sinking (thesoundclown)

watch the music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EV4yZaTOfPE

written, recorded, and produced by foreign forest & lilidentitycrisis

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5ONJcPsbDjaFTPSzWVvIis
listen on bandcamp: https://foreignforest.bandcamp.com/track/empty-hallways-ft-lilidentitycrisis

lyrics:
[foreign forest: hook]
stuck in my head
feels like always
tired of all these
empty hallways
miss the feeling then
well the one that I had back then
tastes bittersweet
it's red velvet
way I miss you
I can't help it
I cannot pretend
can't get you out of my head
x2

[foreign forest: verse]
tears running down my face
it's okay I didn't shower yet today
all my problems go away
and all the pain
rushes straight to my brain
sorry if I need a moment
it's my problem and I own it
I love you and you know it
but it's not enough I know it

[foreign forest: hook]
stuck in my head
feels like always
tired of all these
empty hallways
miss the feeling then
well the one that I had back then
tastes bittersweet
it's red velvet
way I miss you
I can't help it
I cannot pretend
can't get you out of my head
x2

[lilidentitycrisis: verse]
can't get you out of my head
'cause all the things you've said
i'm waiting outside
i want to be in your bed
i'll be by your side
in case these things they go red
in case these things they go bad
yeah i got your back
i will be better off
with having you back
you told me don't get involved
you told me don't get attached
and now i'm sinking in love
and i don't want to look back
and i don't want to look back
because i know you're the one
and i don't want to fuck this up
even though it's already done
because sometimes i fuck up
and sometimes i'm like hold up
and sometimes you're like shut up
so i look at you like what

empty hallways w/ lilidentitycrisis (music video in desc.)

don't want this to end

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. [swan dive] (hollowprpl x ash.)

12/4/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
I been changing up all my pictures on the sideline
I don't wanna die baby
No, not this time

We been moving faster
Imagine our homestead
You're the only girl on my mind
On my brain stem
Did it on a whim
And this time we'll do it right

[VERSE]
Hey, I don't wanna change up or switch up our story 
Even on cold nights with raining or storming
This flashlight will guide us through anything that might

[BRIDGE]
Sorry for the past, all the anger and envy
I know you're the one cuz

[CHORUS]
I been changing up all my pictures on the sideline
I don't wanna die baby
No, not this time

We been moving faster
Imagine our homestead
You're the only girl on my mind
On my brain stem
Did it on a whim

[OUTRO]
Slay all your monsters and dragons again

Homestead (neverforever)

I make music sometimes
blew!Team! we da shiii!

<333 @333collective 😈

Homestead (neverforever)

Cap.Kyle