Great job! screams are amazing. keep going Carlby 💔

again and again ft. thebreathingbackwards (taylor morgan + saint tomorrow)

iCarlby EP coming soon...
Produced by @horoshavibes & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals & lyrics by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
When you ask me how I’ve been
I can honestly say
I’ve had better days
Here’s to plenty more up ahead of me
With blurry eyes and a clouded brain
It’s hard to keep straight
Current reality from memories

I’m not so sure
I’ll live to see tomorrow
Or pay back what’s been borrowed
So I’m holding onto this feeling
And even though we all go
I don’t plan on leaving

(Horosha)
No I don’t plan on leaving

Because beyond this frame of mind
I see something out in the distance
When clarity is hard to find
I know true growth comes from persistence

Put steel in your bones
We’ll make it through the storm
Because we all have tired souls
But I promise you
We’re not far from home

(Carlby & Horosha)
No I don’t plan on leaving
‘Cause not matter how fierce the storm
I know there’s something to fight for
And even though we all go
I don’t plan on leaving no

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Even Though We All Go, I Don't Plan On Leaving (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

produced by soloft
mixed and mastered by me

time is a blessing but cursed all the time
what i would give to rewind 
all of the nights where it felt so right 
they hit like a brick every time 
i still hate going outside 
sometimes I wish I was blind 
still choose to ignore it, but never forget it, and yeah I regret it 

tell me right now
tell me right now
is it nice on the other side of this hell?
i know calling at the worst time’s suicide
let me find out and I’ll tell you what it feels like 



i got a problem with spending my money before it deposits
that is an easy one, i have a thousand, don’t know how to solve them 
please do not tell me you love me if you’re always busy
no ring when im calling 
yeah, not gonna lie, a lot of my dreams involve bridges and falling 
i walk around with my anger a lot 
know it’s not healthy, im learning to stop
i been working OT
chasin a check tryna figure it out 
don’t really feel in control of my life 
and that shit don’t sound right 
only my best in the cover of night
kill every beat and I don’t even try 
on my mind in the middle of the night 
wanna die at the thought, can we go for a drive?
catch a vibe, smoke in the sky
nowhere near great but im feeling alright
all out of time
still gotta try
nothing to lose
so here goes the dive

i'll tell you what it feels like (prod. soloft)

feat. @lilskeleskrrt
lyrics:
Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Time to move along 
I broke my heart so here’s another song 
Numb the pain, I’m gonna need all of the drugs 
Escaping the memories that I’ve held on for too long 

You say I’m better off dead
you live with regret 
you always made it about the sex 
and laying in bed 

Baby yeah I’m feelin upset 
Got pain to forget 

You always said that I’m the best 
Got you out of breath 

But then, you left

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Delete me Tell me you don’t need me  Screaming, tell me you ain’t anything 
I wanna feel it all 
Drown it all in alcohol 
You’re not upset at all 
Yeah, I hope you fall 
We can put it out 
Baby don’t watch me then 
I’mma hold it down 
Waiting my whole damn life 
Now you’re reading I’m a mess is something I said 
We were laying in bed 
Now you’re wanting me dead 

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

So just delete me

Delete me

delete me (feat. Skele)

not the same w/ love jai (@drmabeats x @michaelharrison)

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ

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ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

Oh oh
I'm not sorry for the way that I am
I'm fine being an idiot for you
I had you in my hands but you slipped right through
It wasn't part of the plan but what else can I do
Except wait and wait and wait and wait and wait oh yeah
Except wait and wait hate waiting on you

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD

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THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD [p. backyard]

beat prod by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x breakupbreakdown

bulletproof vest + breakupbreakdown (p. wisssery)

prod. tracyxo x joshbae

see me blowing rainbows
i dont care bout you hoes
im on my ten toes
ran around this dome
(if we're talking bout it,)

i dont give no shit about a ciggarette pack
i dont care about frozen time
uh huh?
i dont care about golden why?'s
uh huh
this shit bothers me
i dont wanna deal with the shit in my head
i just wanna smoke white runtz till im dead
thoughts come up from the bottom of my mind
aye, i gotta climb back up, i gotta wake up
i dont wanna be late!
i dont know what to say :(
i dont wanna be anyone i try and replicate
5:00 am, waste of time, oh my god..
6:00 am, and im tired as fuck

it still wont wake me up
thc in my gut
faded or nothing bruh
this preroll is all for us
we're living like we're still dumb
who am i kidding?
no one does it better than you.
no one will bother me anymore
dont lie
dont try
dont cry to me anymore
i painted the walls exactly like i wanted to
the stripes i made were pink and blue for you
will you be okay..?

(you were only a momment away)

dont, even bother
coming back.
im sorry,
but im not.
I'M TIRED OF THIS COLD WAR!
I'M TRYNA HELP MYSELF AGAIN!
I'M TRYNA BE ANYONE

up,
i gotta wake up ')
DONT WANNA BE LATE
I DONT WANNA BE ANYONE I TRY TO REPLICATE
FIVE AM WASTE OF TIME OH MY GOD
SIX AM AND IM TIRED AS FUCK
AND DONT WANNA WAKE UP.
ah...
ah...
can you run that by me once again :(?
ah..
ah
i dont know, how else i will-
(find some comfort in my home again)
THIS ROCKING CHAIR DONT FEEL THE SAME
THE PORTRAIT FELL AND SOMETHINGS CHANGED

the portrait fell, & something changed

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Even Though We All Go, I Don't Plan On Leaving (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

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