
lyrics

I drifted somberely into the trees
disappeared suddenly took all the memories
Doused us in kerosene
I started pulling out my rotted teeth

cope with it, smoke thru it
break my fucking spine, do it
tear up my insides, spewin 
tryna take my time, knew it
nothing but a pawn
killed a night, took his horse
Rode up to the castle and came knocking at his door
welcome to the nightshift 
sleep was never that inviting
all these dogs have took to fighting
why was bloodshed so inviting to u 
blood falls down, drips from my nose
it's a stark contrast, dark red in the snow
hands worn down, right down to bone
u can hear my pain in the things that I damn wrote

decks

so they pulled out their knives and they want me to run
I couldn't live with the web I had spun
danger is my best friend
I wasn't ready for the end

take my life, all the words that I have spoken 
I have sacrificed time for people that are broken
and I no longer want to be here
pressure resulted in fear
and now I sleep and I wake and I fall back down 
how the fuck do I say how I'm feeling now?

so conscious of what I've done 
this life is awful and fades to nothing. 

chess ft. decks (jolst)

does our love die?
prod. @silversxo
ep coming soon...
hope u enjoy <333

lyrics:
so tell me when the night stops
does our love die
maybe just the heartache’s
worth it for a short time
if it were up to me
i’d avoid this feeling totally

if maybe for a second
i’d be honest
the guilt that i’ve been feeling
would respond with
a lack of uncertainty
i’d avoid that feeling totally

so what if
i moved on for the better
twin beds & ties both severed
unconsciously both knowing
this ain’t gonna work forever
been dealing with myself and
i’d just rather feeling nothing
i can’t just carry on
knowing ur out there
like its nothing

drawn shades protect my body
never felt so uncomfortable
im trying to stay strong but
being alone makes u wonder where ur life goes

ever since [silver]

spotify & apple music

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Produced by: lil XipZ x Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ x teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Mastered by: teddyboi
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Intro: teddyboi]
yeah idk what i did but i really seem to fuck up
everythings to loud can you please stfu
you dont get it like me
pray that someone else kill me im like please
said i got a pyramid on top of my head
lots of percocet and codein all over my nightstand
best friends with Vyvanse and best friends with nicans
it over yet i cant im sorry but i cant

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
i want you to kill me
just end it all quickly
im tired of feeling the worst

im lost inside the haze
im lost inside a maze
babe come look at my face
im the worst

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
I know I'm the worst
Babe
I know that it's thirst
Babe
It's always the same things
Getting up in my way
Anxious tendencies
ADHD 
On the worst days
When it was our first date
Loved you from the first date 
I'm the punchline of a joke
At the end of my rope
Dead end of the road
Broken boy that you don't know
You only know me in the flow
You only know me when I grow
You'll never know me like for real
You only know what imma show

[Bridge: Danny's Adventures]
break me down, break me down now
hear me out, hear me out now
can not forget, still have no regret
anywhere you wanted to go i would take you there
oh yeah anywhere i go i cant leave you there
youll leave the rest behind

[Verse 3: lil XipZ]
thought that i could move on
i guess that i was wrong
dont know what im feeling
id say im feeling numb

you loved to see me at my worst
id say it isnt true, but it is and it hurts
feeling like my hearts gonna burst
next time you see me itll be in a hurst 


[Verse 4: GetBetter]
idk his lyrics

[Verse 5: JadedLoner]
She got me down on the floor
Damn near begging for more
I cannot stand this whore
Rather feel the blade soar
Over my wrist again
Now she’s calling my friends 
No I’m not feeling great more like I need a break 
And I’m 

Feeling the worst 
Even calling you first 
Catch me slip on that verse
Name dropped that lil bird
I’m the one that she stuck on 
I am hurt
If everyone wasn’t dying 
Probably pop me a perc 

[Outro: Crizzy White]
Suffering
Im mutilated
Spill my guts 
I'm recreated
Only live a lie
That's why I'm so dead inside 
I took the bottle to my brain
I said I'm ready for the ride
It's full throttle in the rain
Clip the bridge and fucking die
I'm a psychopath 
Insomniac
A broken boy
A fucking act
A filtered noise
Through broken glass
Of screaming thoughts 
I shouldn't laugh
But everything I hear 
I fear I'll feel it the morning 
I hold it way too dear
And near the tape is now recording

FeelTheWorst (w/ teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x getbetter x Jadedloner)

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

Listen on Spotify!

Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

**SOUNDCLOUD TOOK DOWN THIS SONG ALONG WITH A FEW OTHERS BECAUSE OF A BUG, AND REUPLOADED WITHOUT ANY LIKES**

prod. Boyfifty

Lyrics - 

when i walked back home
on that frostbit night
and the wind hit cold
while my chest felt tight

i was so distraught
fixating on your lies
i wrote this song
to get my thoughts aligned

amazed how I
couldn’t see the
truth behind
all your reasons

wait for a sign 
I can breathe
I’ll be alright 
if you keep me

hello?
could you please me help me dear
i know
I’m not the most sincere

below
my failing self esteem
come home
I need you next to me

(peaky blinders scene in the break)

frostbit (prod. boyfifty)

they claimed it was unhittable
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

faces freestyle (prod. eric godlow)

just uploading some stuff that never made it to soundcloud <3

lyrics: i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

you’re so far
i’m stuck in the middle of the hardest part
accepting the distance
mending a broken heart

i trusted a little too much
love lost
but i’m still feeling bitter
so the loves not gone
cause i’m still fucking thinking bout
the shit you on

wonder what you’re doing now
but we don’t talk
i guess i see the reason now cause 
i’m so caught up
fucked up and missing you 

i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

spotify

i'm scared

prod by me
ft. @evergardens
Lyrics:
(oh you never cared)

Get out of my life
I don't wanna see you no more
Tear apart my body, leaving me with sores
Tired of hearing that you're bored
Save your shit for the next, cause I'm not gonna take it
You must be delusional for wanting to take him
But when you text, you don't want to leave me vacant

Now, when you leave are you just gonna call his line?
And, thanks for wasting my time
I never thought you would lead me down
Oh, I'm such a let down
Oh, but that wont bring me down
I'm gonna get that frown off your face
Because that look's corrupting my life
Way that you view me sometimes :(

Tearing all these pictures, I don't want to see them no more
Oh, and i'll leave you at the back-door
Cause I don't wanna see you no more
So i'll leave this place that we call home

What makes you think that i'd give a fuck about you?
Never did you wrong, but I know you cant relate too
Just comes to show, how you're degrading
And now you're just (fading)

As I run between the lines
And no more are we intertwined
I'm glad i'll never see your eyes
Cause you were nothing why'd I try?
I'll never go where you are
even if that meant i'd die

running away from this
leave it in the ditch
all u ever did
lie to me again
u spewing shit to the ground
thats all thats coming out ur mouth
time spent alone
stings a little more now

its fine i think i need to calm down
lose my mind no i cant shut it down
near the end ill make it somehowwwwwwwww

vacant ft evergarden

Guitar by @yungspoiler
Additional guitars & percussion by @horoshavibes
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS

First Church Of Kwik Trip (Prod. yungspoiler & Horosha)

(he4vy) 
runtz in the wrap 
still got racks in the safe yuh
sippin green for the taste uh
(funny vocal chop)
look at how the money flow
just look right how i move it
hate it when they cap, if you get paid you gotta prove it
basic fundamentals of this shit dont play me stupid
fight it 
i gotta fight it
its tatted on my face why try to hide it?
sparkin it up and ignite it
speakin to me? i dont like shit
saucin they still tryna bite ittttt
uhhhhh
like its whateverrrr
said i dont careee
thats how i feel nowww

racks in the safe ft. MACEYFACE (toyema x neather)

Nothing matters if you still have to pay bills

Do I Still Have to Pay These Bills_

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

First Church Of Kwik Trip (Prod. yungspoiler & Horosha)

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