Sad/love🖤💔

thoughtform collective - March 2021

Soundcloud song 2

feat. @deathzionn
produced by @splashgvng
thank u so much! 💕

pieces of u feat. zion [prod. splashgvng]

no point in givin up (prod. SoulEater)

Devils Eyes w/ Carlby (prod. sorrow bringer x Horosha)

finally 20 years old, it's kinda crazy. going back to some sad emo music for my birthday, hope u enjoy!

produced by micco

thanks for listening <3

i love u, sorry [prod. micco]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

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LYRICS

I know how scary all of this can be-
The love and the distance and just how everything fits together
And the terrifying thought of what the other might be doing
But-
You're really gonna have to trust me when I say this-
I truly do love you
And everything will be OK

When we hold hands going to the store, I make wrong turns as it pours
I don't need anybody else

When you go and fly states away, and I'm left here wishing you had stayed
I don't need anybody else

You may not be near me today
But I'll follow the stars and find my place
Back into your arms loving embrace
You may not be near me today
But I'll follow the stars and find my place
Back into your arms loving embrace

When we're laughing until we cry or binge drinkin' all the night
I don't need anybody else
When all seems gone and we've lost our way, I'll guide us back it'll be okay
I don't need anybody else

I just wanna make you smile
Cuddle up for awhile
Got our clothes in a pile
Messing up our hairstyles

Take my hand walk a mile
When you're gone the phone will dial
We can break any trial
Why I love you? I'll compile

You make me feel like the sun's always shining
Your laugh helps me see the brightest silver lining
You don't always know it but your love's redefining
What it means for galaxies planets to be aligning- yeah

You may not be near me today
But I'll follow the stars and find my place
Back into your arms loving embrace
You may not be near me today
But I'll follow the stars and find my place
Back into your arms loving embrace

You may not be near me today
But I'll follow the stars and find my place
Back into your arms loving embrace
You may not be near me today
But I'll follow the stars and find my place
Back into your arms loving embrace

Pinky Promise

Sorry I'm so late to giving you guys this one on here...I must've forgot. 
08/11/2020

It's been brought to my attention that a lot of people resonate with this song and find it to be very special to them. 

I couldn't ask for anything more from my music.


thanks for listening guys, plenty more tunes on the way.

I hope you enjoy them 

xoxo lostghost

rescue me-{prod.IOF}

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

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IF I DIE ALONE

cypress grove

eyesore

artwork by : @spookygang
prod by : @splashgvng

Crosby  Adams's Album

f o r g e t (prod. splashgvng)

Smoke Right [prod. by NINTY8] by dESPAIN is available now exclusively on SoundCloud 

Lyrics:

Say you wanna see me again
I can roll up
We can smoke right again
Not the same kid you knew back then
Too paranoid now
Can’t leave the bed

Tell me something tragic
Baby tell me something sweet 
Fuck that sounds kinda like the day you met me
Huh?
Don’t wanna lose ya
Can’t get ya off of my mind
Switch it up yea
We change up with the times

Baby girl with the blunt
Whatchu smokin?
Top shelf already know
Ain’t got no stress
That when she said 
She only like my old shit
Well that too bad we about to be rollin

You can run with us
You can roll with us
I don’t know if you even worth the trust
Throw those hands up
Lemme hear your voice sing along like

Say you wanna see me again
I can roll up
We can smoke right again
Not the same kid you knew back then
Too paranoid now
Can’t leave the bed

Call me a criminal 
It’s prolly something chemical
Wrong in your brain
Tellin you I’m this way but
Let’s just smoke
Put the past by the way side
Anything to keep you 
Right on my mind

Here we go again
Saying this is end
Losing my head
I don’t wanna leave
Cause you know what’s best for me 
I, would rather smoke
I gotta toke for you with me
Smoke right, throw it up if you’re with me

Written & Recorded by: dESPAIN
Instrumental by: NINETY8

Smoke Right [prod. by NINETY8]

Smoke Right [prod. by NiNTEY8]

Like A Burden w/ Carlby (prod. THERSX x Horosha)

prod and mixed by spookygang | lyrics and vocals by wethher

Lyrics:
So take it this sorrow of mine
Just break it and all will be fine
You made me cover my eyes
Then changed me over the time x2

These forest fields oh they were the worst
They reminded me of your beautiful curse

That you laid upon my weary head
Forgetfulness was my own sin
That I couldn’t comprehend or manifest
Your the sorrow bringer in my chest


So make me feel
Again what’s real
Forget my appeal
It never sealed the deal

So take it this sorrow of mine
Just break it and all will be fine
You made me cover my eyes
Then changed me in a matter of time

cover my eyes (feat. wethher)

thank u to @wethher and @sydcxx for being on the song

produced by underwood

thank you for listening <3

new dimensions, new intentions (ft. wethher and sydcxx) [prod. underwood]

Damage (prod charlie shuffler x nash)

Alone (prod taylor morgan x blackwinterwells)

Urgent (prod thislandis)

Loaded feat Brennan Savage (prod thislandis)

Call My Phone feat Lil Tracy (prod thislandis)

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock, and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact