Produced by @leftquiet and me :) 
Out on Spotify :P

who are we 
to some degree
everything I touch Will break 

These things I think 
I shouldn't blink 
Death might be the only way 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain

CRAWL

I hope you enjoy this release!<3

prod. melik
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODLBPj_sP4I
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/47fqcL9SMXob9zKScCBvvQ?si=df25a24d4d1849ad

lyrics:
(chorus)
I gave you my love
And I gave you my heart
Can I give you everything
That I ever wanted in my life
Cos I love you so much
And you never understood that :/
In my head I can only hear your voice
Now I remember that
you left by your own damn choice
Now I'm stuck inside this shell
and I wish I could get out
Why couldent you just think about it twice
that you wanna go, I'm coming for you now

(verse)
I know it has been some days
And I still think about you :/
Staring at my phone
Messages you sent to me
Eat me like a cannibal
The way you ate my heart away
Make me realize I'm at fault
For everything that I said

Ohhhhhh-

I read your messages so much
That I remember every word
That you said, it's twirling round my head
Il take this all to my death
Motherfucker you were bad

(bridge)
I miss you, I cant change that
I know I suck
Why don't you leave me now

(chorus)
I gave you my love
And I gave you my heart
Can I give you everything
That I ever wanted in my life
Cos I love you so much
And you never understood that :/
In my head I can only hear your voice
Now I remember that
you left by your own damn choice
Now I'm stuck inside this shell
and I wish I could get out
Why couldent you just think about it twice
that you wanna go, I'm coming for you now

regrets

Spotify ♥

regrets (melik)

Out on Spotify
@sinxi <3 
Self Prod 

Lyrics 

If you want to lie, tell me that you lie for me
If you want to cry, tell me something nice to me
Numb these feelings that you never learn to miss
I know feelings turn to shit, in this way that we stay up

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

I need someone in my mind that's going to love me back
I need someone on decline that's going to wait for that
Everything you ever say
You don't need no wedding ring
You change seasons in a day
You look at me you say
Wake up, took the day drugs
Love you till you speak to Satan
Then you break up
Tell me lies longer than acres
will break curse
On this leave your feeling vacant
So vacant, guess I got to leave

(Sinxi)
What you saying to me
Think you better calm it down
I just said I was on my way
Irritated by the words you say
And it ain't going to get any better
I been losing all sense of self
So it doesn't mean you don't recognise me
I been going for way too long
And I know that its so disheartening

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

CURSE (feat. Sinxi)

I hope you all enjoy this one, I love you all <3

featuring @erxn_music
prod. probelad

lyrics:
(chorus: i'm yxno)
I can feel my eyes lose its focus
In my own mind there's no notice
I can see myself fall down to my lotus
It's so dead, in my head, it's all dread
Need a way out, or better myself
And find someone, or keep saying
It's all gonna be okay, so I lay back down
I'm not in your lair and I hate this now
Feelings all erased, I hate this place
I feel like no one even cares anymore
Drown myself in anxiety I keep losing now

(ERXN)
I guess these thoughts thats in my head they need some help
all these thoughts I keep on asking to myself 
it Takes so long I guess my feelings never help 
They never help 
I think my eyes too black to see any where I go 
I need someone there to take me where I need to go 
Everywhere I look I see demons left and right 
I need somewhere else to go somewhere I can go reside

(bridge: i'm yxno)
I feel so lost, and I wish you saved me love
Say it's all a game say it's all a game
Cos you couldnt even talk to me
Instead you cheated on me
Say it's not fair, say it's not fair

(chorus: i'm yxno)
I can feel my eyes lose its focus
In my own mind there's no notice
I can see myself fall down to my lotus
It's so dead, in my head, it's all dread
Need a way out, or better myself
And find someone, or keep saying
It's all gonna be okay, so I lay back down
I'm not in your lair and I hate this now
Feelings all erased, I hate this place
I feel like no one even cares anymore
Drown myself in anxiety I keep losing now

I need a way out

I need a way out w/ ERXN (probelad)

mix/master. @imyxno
Produced by Isolated / Gamma Prod; Anton Wolf p/k/a aton (Collaborator)

Lyrics:

[verse1]

we were chilling in a park in the afternoon
downed some drinks in the middle of june
glass half full of vodka sprite
we aint got no obligations in sight
tonight's the night i feel alright
we cuddle so close, yea we're uptight
looking at the stars, they're so bright
that's when i wondered what are we tonight?

[hook]

uptight in the park at night
with no one around and the moon so bright
yea you looked so nice that night
and that's when i thought about us alright
so maybe we should reunite
to start a new chapter off our lives
this could be our moment of height
so please lets just go on a flight

[bridge]

lets meet at the fireplace we always went
our hearts so broken theyve got a dent
the dreams we had they stayed undreamt
so let's meet up and put up a tent

[verse2]

babe please just pick up the phone
you're not here so i feel so alone
i think we should meet at the fireplace
i'm ready to show u that i've changed
one day we'll be together in a higher place
i just need my thoughts to be rearranged
without you i am so lost
hope that you show up, keep my fingers crossed

[hook]

uptight in the park at night
with no one around and the moon so bright
yea you looked so nice that night
and that's when i thought about us alright
so maybe we should reuinite
to start a new chapter off our lives
this could be our moment of height
so please lets just go on a flight

[outro]
hey haha i think you missed my calls...
anyway.. if you see this,
i'm down at the fireplace we always went..
you should come so we can talk

fireplace (prod. saintsoul x atononmymind)

check out my socials :)
instagram: www.instagram.com/caroelinn/
all socials: e-z.bio/carolin

(prod. enchpannt x mst)

lyrics:
[Hook]
all em fake friends around me lately
they broke my trust, ever so greatly
feel like ill  be alone at eighty
just cant seem to find real people lately
tell me what did i do to you?
say did you find somebody new?
or am I just sitting in a queue
for them to finally leave you

[Verse1]
tell me am i your second choice?
is it still that way when i roll up in my Royce?
roll another j roll up on some grams
yea I'm honestly so sick and tired of all of your scams
i been feeling like i need someone to hold me
i been feeling so god damn lonely
so tell me do you actually like me?
am i just somebody or your VIP

[Hook]
all em fake friends around me lately
they broke my trust, ever so greatly
feel like ill  be alone at eighty
just cant seem to find real people lately
tell me what did i do to you?
say did you find somebody new?
or am I just sitting in a queue
for them to finally leave you

[Verse2] 
yea fuck it im done with you
after all the shit that i did for you
after all the shit we'd been through
heck even after our first fucking tattoo
stuck to u like super glue
but u just washed it off with some god damn shampoo
yea u ripped my soul apart in two
tell me honestly right now, this what u always do?

[Pre-Hook]
god i feel so broken
feel like i have awoken
yea u broke my trust
yea u turned it to dust

[Hook]
all em fake friends around me lately
they broke my trust, ever so greatly
feel like ill  be alone at eighty
just cant seem to find real people lately
tell me what did i do to you?
say did you find somebody new?
or am I just sitting in a queue
for them to finally leave you

[Outro]
after all i fucking did for you
after all the fucking times i'd been there for you
this is what you gave me
this is what you fucking did to me
fuck you

fake friends (prod. enchpannt x mst)

<3
instagram: www.instagram.com/caroelinn/
all socials: e-z.bio/carolin
prod. sorrow bringer /\ mix/master. i'm yxno
Lyrics below <3

[Hook]
lately i been getting no sleep, insomniac
got me worrying bout my health like a hypochondriac
fucking hell i feel so damn stressed
but all these fucking streams make feel so blessed
life really out here putting me to the test
I wish everyone would just be pretend to be impressed
make smoking the weed my damn side quest yea
yea this fucking shit might lead to my arrest

[verse1: CARØLIN]
yea lifes been so tough lately
it honestly scares me so greatly
smoke another j to feel sedately
got me on that shit on the daily
got me sipping on the god damn bailey
got me playing songs on my ukelelele
i just need someone to not fucking play me
i just want a god damn loving soul to save me

[verse2: i'm yxno]
Am I better or am I worse?
I love you too much for u to leave
I feel so safe around you babe
Can you tell me u love me now?
My soul around a pine, 
Please intertwine yours with mine
So I can say that I feel so fine
You're the only reason I'm here
I wanna stare and stay in ur lair
I was ready, drowning all alone
Nobody cared
will you b my everlasting flame
so I can hold you close to my body
I promise I wont go stray away 
I promise to be here until I die
Oh I love you so much

[Hook]
lately i been getting no sleep, insomniac
got me worrying bout my health like a hypochondriac
fucking hell i feel so damn stressed
but all these fucking streams make feel so blessed
life really out here putting me to the test
I wish everyone would just be pretend to be impressed
make smoking the weed my damn side quest yea
yea this fucking shit might lead to my arrest

insomniac w/ i'm yxno (prod. sorrow bringer)

I hope you all enjoy this one! I am now planning on releasing every 2 weeks for a while since I have a few songs ready! <3

prod. dercept & 5head
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JElBQN5slDI
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1WSbx9sJKhdkEWLp6JLEu7?si=6525ee8b389645ed

lyrics:

(chorus)
Oh I think I fucked up, fucked up
I don't wanna die, I dont wanna die
Can you maybe walk up, walk up
I been trying not to lose my focus
I am wondering if you even notice
Heart deformed like a dead lotus
Don't walk on so quick, I feel so sick
You seem so scared of me, am I even real?
Can you maybe seal the deal?
Before I release all of this
And turn into a ghost
Maybe then you'd understand

(bridge)
Baby I needed you the most
Cause now I feel so lost
I knew you couldn't save me
And you only broke me down

(verse)
break me down, break me down
and you only send me shivers down my spine
and you wanted me to lie and to say that im fine
cos yu never rly cared and I knew it
i just wanted to be nice

Send a shot into my brain
I only feel this pain
I wanna go while it rains
I know you wanna see me faint
As you wished me death anyways
In this day and age, I feel so lost
Only 21 and already wana die

(bridge 2)
Already knowing
That I'm gonna die early in this life
Heya dont go now, I love you more
Oh baby I forget about her
No sense in a way this spares

dead lotus

dead lotus (dercept x 5head)

hrop enjoy new song) my fav yet <33 :D

socials -> https://capybara.love/Carolin
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/caroelinn/
(prod. luffysome x sorrow bringer)
mix/master @imyxno

Lyrics:
VVVVV

everytime i think about you
i cry myself to sleep
i dont wanna ruin our friendship
but i cant change the way that I feel 

yea i love you so much
but i dont think you know
its just fucked up how i scared i am
to fuck up
i need my demons to shut the fuck up
if they wont ill go get drunk in a club ya

fuck i am so broken
I need u by my side
yea together we could get high
we could lie down together and look at the sky
we could be forever until we fly
im just scared of you saying goodbye

when im around you i feel so fucking alive
for the first fucking time in my lives archive
having you around just makes me strive
this fucking feeling i cannot describe
cause with you i just feel so alright
i just wanna cuddle you so tight
can we just re-write our story and drink dirty sprite?

yea i love you so much
but i dont think you know
its just fucked up how i scared i am
to fuck up
i need my demons to shut the fuck up
if they wont ill go get drunk in a club ya


misery loves company
you know thats what they say
got me tearing up in all of this shame
i'm gonna be the one  to blame

il0v3uSM (prod. luffysome x sorrow bringer)

lyrics here: https://genius.com/Belis-check-hit-lyrics

CHECK HIT (prod marvy ayy)

20 y/o from Germany :) she/her
Business Inquiries: caroelinbusiness@gmail.com
all of my lyrics are 100% organic & self written! <3

insomniac w/ i'm yxno (prod. sorrow bringer)

CARØLIN

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