[Verse 1]
I was static in a body made of noise,
Fractured glass reflecting empty toys.
Every whisper carved a line inside,
And I smiled while another part of me died.

The walls would hum with lullabies of pain,
Each verse a memory, each note a stain.
I begged my name to stay, but it bled away,
Till silence said, “You can be someone else today.”

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m cracking—slowly smiling through the split,
The mirror laughs—I think I needed this.

[Chorus]
Tear me down, I’ll build what’s left,
Out of echoes, scars, and breath.
Light me up, let the ashes speak,
Carver was born where I used to bleed.

From the void I made a face,
Painted joy on a broken place.
I am ruin, I am art,
The child of my own shattered heart.

[Verse 2]
They called it madness—said I’d gone too far,
But madness felt more real than they ever are.
I stitched my laughter from the sound of screams,
And wore my trauma like a crown in dreams.

The void stared back—it didn’t care,
So I painted it red and made it stare.
And somewhere in the smoke and haze,
A voice said softly, “Now you’ll never fade.”

[Bridge]
Do you see me now?
Do you love me now?
I’m everything you feared,
And nothing that I was.

Tore the halo, cracked the spine,
Danced with ghosts I called mine.
From the grave of who I’ve been,
Carver breathes beneath the skin.

[Chorus]
Tear me down, I’ll build what’s left,
Out of echoes, scars, and breath.
Light me up, let the ashes speak,
Carver was born where I used to bleed.

(outro)
Now the laughter isn’t fake,
It’s the sound of what I had to break.
In the dark, I found my art—
Carver lives inside my heart.

Where I Used to Bleed

[Intro]
There’s a hum beneath my skin, a trembling sound,
The world fades out, no sky, no ground.
Every heartbeat’s just a countdown tick—
The void’s whisper says, come quick.

[Verse 1]
Woke up choking on the weight of the void,
Every shadow whispers my name it’s annoyed.
I run but the ground keeps splitting apart,
A crack in the earth mirrors the crack in my heart.

Walls bleeding black I hear them crawl,
A thousand voices but none to call.
The moon’s a liar it grins and sneers,
I count my sins but lose track of the years.

[Pre‑Chorus]
Don’t look down they said don’t look down,
But the abyss wears a crown.
Don’t look down they said don’t look down,
Now I’m wearing its frown.

[Chorus]
Shadows of the abyss,
Calling me down, calling me down.
Shadows of the abyss,
I’m sinking now, I’m sinking now.
It’s a dark embrace,
No escape, no face.
Shadows of the abyss,
Calling me down, calling me down.

[Verse 2]
The mirrors lie, they show me twice,
One’s a saint, the other paid the price.
I try to scream but my voice is dust,
A silent choir echoes my mistrust.

Hands like smoke grip my wrists,
Pull me deeper where the sun resists.
I hear the melody of broken bones,
A symphony played on forgotten thrones.

[Bridge ]
I’m falling slow through dreams decayed,
The stars all blink, then fade away.
You asked for truth, you begged for peace,
Now drown with me, let suffering cease.

No heaven left, no soul to save,
We share this fall, the same dark grave.

[Breakdown ]
Down! Down!
Feed the fear that pulls me under!
Crown! Crown!
The abyss laughs, I hear the thunder!

[Final Chorus ]
Shadows of the abyss,
Calling me down, calling me down.
Shadows of the abyss,
I’m sinking now, I’m sinking now.
Every wound a vow,
Every breath a sound,
Of breaking hearts that never found
Their way back out.

[Outro]
Maybe the fall was all I missed…
Maybe the abyss was always bliss.

Shadows of the Abyss

[Intro]
Step right up, the world’s a mess
Twisted mirrors, chaos dressed
Laughing shadows, clowns in your mind
Welcome to the circus, sanity declined

[Verse 1]
Crushed beneath the weight of every thought
Skull’s a drum, my madness plays untaught
Riffs like hammers, smashing through my chest
Darkness grins, I’m failing every test

Ash and ink, coat me like a plague
Screaming riffs, the riffs, they never vague
Heartbeat’s a bass drum in a tomb
I’m the chaos composer, welcome to your doom

Yo, I tripped on my shadow, landed in lava
My hat’s on fire, but I still say “ta-da!”
Banana peel on the floor, I slip with flair
Punch a ghost in the face, it didn’t even care
Socks mismatched, my shoes are neon pink
I growl at the moon, but it just winks
Fling spaghetti at the ceiling, whoops—oops!
This is my life, my brain’s in loop-de-loops

[Chorus]
Brain meltdown circus, step inside
Where shadows bite and dreams collide
Laugh or scream, it’s all the same
Carver runs this unholy game

[Verse 2]
Veins like wiring, sparks ignite
Guitars scream, tearing through the night
I stomp the floor, it cracks beneath
Demons dance, gnashing teeth

Glass shards raining, slicing my mind
Yet laughter echoes, cruel and kind
Every chord a hammer, every drum a roar
I’m chaos incarnate, ask for more

Cat in my pocket wearing a tiny crown
I tried to sit but the chair ran out of town
Microwave broke, popcorn’s now alive
I whispered to my goldfish, it gave me a high five
Rubber duck army marching down the hall
I karate-kick the fridge, almost made it fall
Ice cream on my head, rainbow-colored goo
I rap this nonsense, and somehow it’s true

[Bridge/Breakdown]
Skull implodes, universe cracks
I ride the lightning down twisted tracks
Twirl in madness, the pit’s my stage
Fury unleashed, can’t cage the rage

[Final Chorus]
Brain meltdown circus, welcome home
Where nightmares dance and fools may roam
Laugh, cry, rage, it’s all the same
Carver rules this insane game

[Outro]
Step right up… slip on a ghost…
Trip on your brain… roast… toast…
Chaos… cupcakes… spinning in my head…
hello, now go to bed…

Shadows of the Abyss

Carver Upqik

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