prod. @irby <3

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lyrics: 

im feeling...
so demotivated...
and i hate it...
i hate it...
i...hate it...

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

maybe i could end this all?
cuz lately that is all i want...
i swear to god there not much more to this
i know that it is kinda morbid but...
i dont rlly wanna stick around to watch it all play out

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

i dont wanna keep on like this now...
i dont want to
would you rlly blame me if i tossed it all away? 
i dont want to...

i dont want to x6

demotivated  [+irby]

I Miss U

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

i shoulve bit my tongue
spewed blood all on my gums
your words shot out like a gun
never thought you'd make me run

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 

i'd give my life to see you smile 
and if i could i'd do it now 
just promise me that somehow
everything will workout 
do u remember our first date
we hid near a shop under rain 
i held you close u felt my pain
i loved u ever since dat day

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 


this left me with a wreck inside my head
this left me with a wreck inside my head

i'll move out and move on (acey)

Six Feet Deep  (Ft. HkFiftyOne) prod. KingTheta

skin

i can't sleep without u here
i can't sleep without u here
i don't know if it's the right place
once again i'm in my head trying not to break
'cos my heart's in an overdrive here and i'm wasted
but you promised me everything baby, i don't wanna wait
and it's hard getting better when you keep me here so low
and lately i've been tryna find my way out of this choke hold
i'm lost in the memory of when things were better
and baby you should know since your heart is so hollow
i'm clinging on to pieces and the pill's hard to swallow
and you could try forever yet you'd never get the message
and come on now baby
we could find a saving grace
that will fix the issues facing us
when we choose to ignore
i'm lost in the memory of when things were better
and baby you should know since your heart is so hollow
i'm clinging on to pieces and the pill's hard to swallow
and you could try forever yet you'd never get the message

without u here

2022

sewerperson - jerk snippet 8/5/22

Seems like the smile of yesterday...
Is now a million miles away...
Seems like the warmth has turned to ice...
And seems like winter's here to stay...

Seems like the time like grains of sand...
Is slipping through our weary hand...
Seems like we're doomed to pay the price...
And seems like we're too poor to pay...

Seems like the game of you and I...
Is clearly ending in a tie...
Seems like the gods have rolled the dice...
And seems like we're not meant to play...

Seems like the time like grains of sand...
Is slipping through our weary hand...
Seems like we're doomed to pay the price...
And seems like we're too poor to pay...

Seems like the darkness of our night...
Is draining every glimpse of light…
Seems like the sun rays won’t suffice…
And seems like there’s no coming day…

Seems like the time like grains of sand...
Is slipping through our weary hand...
Seems like we're doomed to pay the price...
And seems like we're too poor to pay...

And seems like we're too poor...
to pay...

Lyrics by Wissam Chidiak (2011)

available on streaming services:
https://www.thebeardoes.com/project/gos

i'll move out and move on (acey)

casperrr