songs i've produced

So what if I leave you 
Still stuck in my head cause I need you
I hated the sequel I wonder if I didn’t call would I see you
So whyd she go and lie to me
I keep my head down I’m running from what’s inside of me 
And I can love you but honestly my anxiety 
I’m cutting wrists to avoid that there’s nothing of me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
Leave me in the bottom of a hole
Staring down a barrel with my soul at stake
I wanna fade away
I wanna die today
I tried yesterday

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

So, Go (prod. jolst)

(prod. moneo)

shoutout soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for makin this wit me 

enjoy :))

lyrics:

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x2
don’t go around blamin’ the world for this; for me 

I am an extra in your movie 
don’t try and argue I’ll just leave 
we both know that we aren’t perfect we’re far from it 
far from roots we’ve grown a bit  

loving you something else.
I need a second chance, I’ll rip my heart apart from night to day.
I miss ur face could you please say the 3 dumb words that mean so much
it’s hard to hurt when you’re leanin on a crutch 
but baby, please 
don’t tell me that it’s all a fkn dream

skele:

bleed out 
i watched you fall 
just look at me now 

please don’t scream out 
i couldn’t take that sound 
you were all i had 

i’m so bad for you 
all the things i’ve been through 
always drag us down 
is it too late now 
i’m so in love with you 
anything i could do 
i would do for you 
i would cut thru my skin oh my god 
spilling out over the ground

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x4

pavement

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pavement w/skele

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｕｓｋ　ｅｒｏｄｅｓ，　ｏｒ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｇｅｔｓ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ

produced by @cartermetro & @gualabeatz

hey, 
workng on a lot; it's been difficult to come by many things lately, 
but i'm really trying to get there
thank you so much for all your support
thank you so much for listening
thank you for being here
take care of yourselves
i love you
drink water 

i don't wanna lose the emotion
i don't wanna sweep it under the floor
'kay girl fuel that substance
like, somehow it knows you need something more
i don't wanna feel real love yet
'cauese love ain't love, it's knowing your core
and i know you know that you're running
better shape up 'fore you keep that

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird

when my neck goes stiff i try to stretch it
get some leverage into heaven
seen a lot of angry faces, disappointed my decisions
cold bed, lost friends, time spent just forgetting
sharp pains, dull fate; stimulate the seven senses

oh my, don't cry, feel fine that you're falling (2x)

fuck time killed over cheap thrills
like wine spills for some dopamine
i still that i'm unreal, so i choose to be who i wanna be
not swept up like room dust, when it turns dusk and i can't see
how i once felt, if i did well, for the person who had wanted me

never really know if it's a drill
am i really dying? wish i'd know that
write it all on the will
this windowsill really goes back
when all i had was to heal
now all i have is to collapse
coffee cans over pills
hands quake from the cold blast

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

40 minutes pass uh
hot water still rolls off of back yo
never can relax, i
step out the moment the feeling retracts
now i feel in mass
got nowhere to go, so i'm making a track
easy as that
you know that you feel it so fade in the grass

neither fight or flight 'cause i'm aware of my abilities
i'll chalk it up until the dusk erodes or finally gets to me
i guess we tend to trust in what we fight for
but don't let a road become an eyesore
open up your mental, persevere and take a dip
just because you weren't there, it doesn't mean they ain't exist
i create to stimulate when no one's there to fill me in
'cause when your home's a hollow body, i could a little pinch, so

we can probably make it work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect your worth
(worth) 2x
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i am just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

cans [prod. cxrter x gualabeatz]

ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｂｕｒｎｔ　ｉｔｓｅｌｆ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｘｙｇｅｎ

prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

This song was released and later removed from Bryson's SoundCloud

They told me Bryson
You always sit in silence
That shit gonna turn to violence, yuh
In a year
Yeah, so I'll lay by the violets
Right before the sky lit
'Cause finding peace in silence sheds a tear

What could I do better this time?
Four in the morning and I drive
Drinks with my friends in the night
Just hoping for a smile when I arrive
It's gonna happen
Whipping a classic
No automatic bitch
Blowing by traffic
Rolling up magic
Up in a cabin rich
'Cause I'm on my own time
I'm on my own time
Watching the sunrise
Did this shit myself
Left the drugs on the shelf
Louis V on my belt
Living life, no help
Living life without constants

They told me Bryson
You always sit in silence
That shit gonna turn to violence
In a year
I'll make sure the violets
Come before the sky lit
'Cause finding peace in silence sheds a tear

6ryson

residential. - 6ryson (killedmyself)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz) </3

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yeah i fuck with u
i promise u
no one need u like i do
had to let u know
had to let u know
u dont have a man
but u kinda do
whats new
why u always complicated
thats so u

thats so me too
i think ima leave wit u
i wanna see us thru
needed something new
no emotion
cold shoulder
coke lines
she play hard to get
she do this all the time
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely
she dont want me
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely

i think we gettin close
everytime we get it
we dont
shattered on the floor
we lie alone
maybe next time u let me go
maybe next time u let me go
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.
.

<3

-emo fruits aka i love bunneki neko 2!! bunneki neko and bunneki neko 2 are great!! i can listen to them both!!

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz)

bones (prod. cxrter)
</3
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yeah i feel it in my head
yeah u feel it in ur bones
something about us right
but something bout thats wrong
she wanna leave wit me
but she dont want that known
if it wasnt for the subtle shit
i'd probably take u home
yeah i'd probably take u home

im tired of the background
i dont wanna be no secret
if we leavin
lets leave then
u dont need no reason
all night my dawgs getting me fucked up
im geekin
this party full of strangers
i swear this shit dangerous
they all know my name
friendly to my face
wasnt always this way
yeah i miss those days
ur the only one i want really noticing me now
but u dont want the same
u been fuckin wit my brain
feel it in my bones
coke got her feelin it in her nose
why u want me now
just to feel less alone
its hurting me too tho
so i'd rather just not know
if its hurting u too tho
i'd rather just not know
.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka IM MF BACKKKKK THIS ONE RIGHT HERE BRUHH

bones (prod. cxrter)

she said something ain't right, right
cause i won't give her my time, time
sorry but i gotta write write
and make music all night night  

baby i can't stop with a grind 
standing still would make me wanna die
like a drug i need it all the time 
only thing running around in my mind
in the thick of it no ksi 
i was born like this idk why
i record do shit and i rewind 
i guess that sums up my all life 	

i might be stupid 
overthinking about all the shit i ruined
it's 1 am im gettin there

she says i'm stupid
overthinking about life and what im doin
it's 3 am and i'm here again

she said something ain't right, right
cause i won't give her my time, time
sorry but i gotta write write
and make music all night night  


she said sum ain't right (cxrter)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

S.M.L

1234 / Yes Man

1234 / Yes Man (Prod. Don Kevo)

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

Down and Out (feat. sewerperson & guccihighwaters)

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(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

she said sum ain't right (cxrter)

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