(prod. dead yami)
hey u can u be mine i think that we could be smth someday
jk yea nevermind i forgot i still have my nbk
so i have little time before my brains are all over the place
you stupid fluoride minds will feel the wrath and also get a taste

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i never had a real love in my entire life
unless u count my arm who really loves my old knife
mom im so sorry but i cant take this anymore
not my fault fully its mainly all of those goth whores

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i feel like i am nothing
one day i will be something
i do not deserve loving
but my gun deserves humming

yea i feel like nothing, yea i feel like nothing but thats alright

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

cant wait till were goneeee x4

im up to something stupid

short shitty song kys (prod. wokluva)

im sorry for what i did
you did not deserve it
but its just you and me now
 too many cuts on my wrist

I LOVE YOU ISABELLA PLEASE STOP PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!! i cannot express how thankful i am that u at least enjoy listening to me all of u guys are super cool

i wanna die in a bathtub [THANKS FOR 100 FOLLOWERS!!!]

prod sickboi

smoking out in the rain
so my cigarette is wet n im angry
what u said last night fucked me up
i still dont know what made me... umm..
i still fucking suck
this isn't, a safe place, so ill show u the surface
u make this, a great place, so ill see u in person
and treat u, a princess, the only one who deserves it
oh to know, my death date, ill pick one out on purpose


ull only see the surface

self prod

Bitch your so slow
Autistic Girls are always better tho
you talkin bout pokemon go
your on team mystic im on team yellow
overstimulated and you scream
girl your a squirter but I wish youd cream 
im a harbor and your the first fleet
your a butcher   bitch and your comin for me   

love on da spectrum

prod me 
demo , didn't make it onto @holdmetillicry

im feeling sick
i can't wake up or feel again
it's another thing that'll make me dead
and all those messages u sent
i don't think i'll open all ur txts
i rly hate u
but i love u
but ur just so damn fucking weird
i might go and kill myself tomorrow
just to hope that you'll be near

i feel the sorrow
i can't sleep right
i could go and kill myself like tonight
spent my life in bed
i can't even cope
all i do is smoke
god i'm such a joke

i really wish that you could see
but i know you'll never notice me
i feel so goddamn incomplete
i'll end up dead in a few weeks

i really wish that i could see you everyday
but i know i'll only feel
just a certain type of way
i know i wanna keep u safe
baby please just be okay
i really wanna fucking kill you just so things go all my way

oh i'm so fucked
i'm cursed
and it really fucking hurts
i'm scared
oh i'm so doomed
or worse

and i'll never know
if it's meant to be
or if i'm the worst
i think i'm the worst
and i'll never know
if it's a gift or a curse
or if i'm the worst
i'm the worst, i'm the worst, i'm the worst




i think i'm the worst

wings demo remix prod rotten

ihyagsudga

sitting while
looking at the computer screen

while waiting for the text
from you

cant help but think that youre so cute

so while i wait for you to text me back

ill sit and wait

sit and wait

sit and wait

sit and wait

while i sit and wait
im looking at your fucking face
you probably dont like me 
and we'll never fucking date

so ill fucking wait

for the hope of change

hopefully she'll want me aye?
she'll want me aye?
she'll want me aye?

sitting while
looking at the computer screen

while waiting for the text
from you

cant help but think that youre so cute

so while i wait for you to text me back

ill sit and wait

sit and wait

sit and wait

sit and wait

she'll want me aye?

[VERSE 1]
Head buried deep, can’t see the sky
Rain falls heavy, but I don’t even cry
Show up a mess, you still let me near
Trace my bruises, whisper everything I fear
Fell for the chaos I can’t escape
Love the broken pieces, even when they scrape

[CHORUS]
She said,
“maybe I can fix you”
I wanted it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said,
“maybe I could kiss you”
I needed it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said…

[VERSE 2]
Tryna see the version of you that never came
Vices take control, feeding every flame
Demons at the edge, creeping in my mind
You swallow all the pain, leave the world behind
Wouldn’t trade this hurt for anyone, just let it be
Lost the friends I trusted, now it’s haunting me
Silence makes it louder, memories replay
Killed the old me, left fragments in the gray

[CHORUS]
She said,
“maybe I can fix you”
I wanted it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said,
“maybe I could kiss you”
I needed it, I needed it
(ohh)
But I’m too far gone, yeah, I’m too far gone
She said…

[OUTRO]
She tried to fix me, but I broke her instead
Baby, no matter what you do, you can’t fix my head
You should burn while you have the chance
Run, run, and never look back

fix you

Followup to SEAVENTURES! Big thanks to Jon Salem.

The Dune Sea

i wasn't meant to be here and i'll be gone with time

i think i'm the worst

cat named chris