woah wtf found this thru my related tracks but like im a fan now LMAO

took my heart, i want it back

"put that down, can we talk?" ion have that much to say to u
we went out last night so can you gimme like a day or 2
i been thru the ringer but somehow i always make it thru
talk behind my back and tell em how i was so fake to u
tell me what u want
i said im sorry for the wait
she roll me up another blunt
ion even really feel awake
she clingy she dont gimme space
i chug it ion even taste
she said she cant keep up the pace
i told that shawty go away
i dont got time tonight
dont got time
dont got time
dont got time tonight
im alright
we all fine
this a sign tonight
theres a line
theres a bind
on my mind tonight
feeling light
feeling like
i might die before i get out of this slump
sippin onnat syrup and im smokin onnat skunk
brickin all my shots but im still reachin for dat pump
do not even talk to me im stackin all these funds
i bring bitches to the function
askin me to hang but got excuses, always somethin
weight all on my chest and i can bet that it looks sunken
i cannot get up or stand up straight ill just start stumblin
bags all in my hands so u can tell i am not fumblin
ion even like u dont go running your mouth
u put so much in my head and now i constantly doubt myself
i just might kill myself 
u werent abt my health
u left then down i fell
now i just have no help
tell me what u want
i said im sorry for the wait
she roll me up another blunt
ion even really feel awake
she clingy she dont gimme space
i chug it ion even taste
she said she cant keep up the pace
i told that shawty go away
i dont got time tonight
dont got time
dont got time
dont got time tonight
im alright
we all fine
this a sign tonight
theres a line
theres a bind
on my mind tonight
feeling light
feeling like
i might

i dont got time tn (prod. frozy + lodoni)

if ur depressed, put ur head to mine [dash]

defeated on my floor, i fucking gave up finally
the person of your dreams is all ive ever tried to be
sitting on this couch by myself, i decide to leave
talkings not an option, you only can lie to me
split the difference, cause everythings the same regardless
disposition, crying all alone on the carpet
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low
when im missing you and all the things that we shared
im reminiscing, screaming at the gun like it cares
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low
id never wish this on my enemy
which is me, so i guess i deserve it
i read those messages you sent to me
and i think, "well, am i really worth it?"
tied the noose
no reason to hide the truth
years spent in my head now
all comes down to finding you
finding me is the hardest thing ive ever done
pouring rain still falls when ive had enough
oh fuck i woke up again
oh fuck i know how this ends
no fun when shes with her friends
so what? im dying instead
split the difference, cause everythings the same regardless
disposition, crying all alone on the carpet
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low
when im missing you and all the things that we shared
im reminiscing, screaming at the gun like it cares
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low

i will never get better (prod. cl6udy + yung rospo)

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Apy7xFW6RHk

screamin all my fears in the rain
i just wanna feel safe
always felt the same way
flushin all these years down the drain
go flip a switch and change
put some lies upon my name
you dont wanna deal with me and i understand
cant go when you always got the upper hand
i hate me too so i understand
cant go when you always got the upper hand
if youre not gonna mean it dont say it
2 hits and im in my room pacing
doesnt make sense to be locked when im vacant
feel like the only answers gettin wasted
gta
and i still keep your notes in that cd case
aint been seeing shit clear using vga
and i waited too long its the easy way
and i swear i dont appreciate 
the strays that i catch
when you talk to your friends
you know we got us some mutuals
sick of playin pretend
go head and say its the end
im sorry id rather be dead
you always said im the best
but i guess time is the test
i guess this shit goodbye now
higher than a bitch i can see with all the lights out
cant believe i got this after you came into my house
thanks to all that bullshit makin music outta spite now
screamin all my fears in the rain
i just wanna feel safe
always felt the same way
flushin all these years down the drain
go flip a switch and change
put some lies upon my name
you dont wanna deal with me and i understand
cant go when you always got the upper hand
i hate me too so i understand
cant go when you always got the upper hand
its hard to see my point of view
ironically i noticed you
begged me to stay
whyd you go away then ?
its hard to see my point of view
ironically i noticed you
begged me to stay
whyd you go away then ?
screamin all my fears in the rain
i just wanna feel safe
always felt the same way
flushin all these years down the drain
go flip a switch and change
put some lies upon my name
you dont wanna deal with me and i understand
cant go when you always got the upper hand
i hate me too so i understand
cant go when you always got the upper hand

gta (prod. kaadota.)

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfcgJXT-1uE

thanks to fieldin for the cover art :D

fuck it nevermind
dont even worry abt it at all
the afterlife
isnt so scary its just a pitfall
a long way down
i hit the ground
im going face first
if youre gonna try and ruin my life could you make sure
you dont fuck up i know its a lot of anger
built up
whyd you get the wheels stuck ?
why do i feel safer when im staring right at danger ?
i dont like to listen and i hate it when you talk
i hate taking chances always end up at a loss
yellin at your face to try and get my point across
id rather jump straight off a cliff into the sharpest pit of rocks

nvm (prod. jolst + pekarot)

on the low feat. SsappyY (prod. whatafuckingbitch)

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icMzoYX7JTk

ive had plenty of time to my thoughts theyre all against me always
and now im stuck at a loss with all that tempts me still in the hallway
just when i had i thought i was enough
you just fall right back into bad habits
staying cool is hard as fuck
you 2 are never lasting
drop the act
face the facts
1 text and it said im a deadbeat
2 drinks and i know ive had plenty
whats left take a look and its empty
and all these friends of a friend wanna tell me
shes doing bad, getting worse
okay great i was first
and i got through it by my damn self
"oh youre selfish, made me hurt
gave you more than youre worth"
everybody makes mistakes
do you even understand well
just when i had i thought i was enough
you just fall right back into bad habits
staying cool is hard as fuck
you 2 are never lasting
drop the act
face the facts
ive had plenty of time to my thoughts theyre all against me always
and now im stuck at a loss with all that tempts me still in the hallway
whats even harder to process is i cant see my "friend" do great things
and the pictures are cropped its just how shit goes fuck you gravely
just when i had i thought i was enough
you just fall right back into bad habits
staying cool is hard as fuck
you 2 are never lasting
drop the act
face the facts

bad habits (prod. irby)

theres no good way to about this
let time go to waste ive been countin
ive been hiding for however long
and the sirens remind me that im wrong
all i know to do is run
(never look back, never look back, never ever gonna look back baby)
sometimes i think that youre the 1
(yeah i do that, yeah i do that, whyd you have to go and do that baby)
once i am back to where im from
it drains me
whatcha doin lately ?
feels so real now
broke my heels down
to get here
to get here
to get here
theres no good way to about this
let time go to waste ive been countin
ive been hiding for however long
and the sirens remind me that im wrong
scattered like a junk drawer
maybe i should have done more
youre telling me to come forth
im halfway out the front door
heart pounding like a drum corps
i dont know what i run for
i asked you for some support
and all you said was up yours
i'm stuck, bored
all i know to do is run
(never look back, never look back, never ever gonna look back baby)
sometimes i think that youre the 1
(yeah i do that, yeah i do that, whyd you have to go and do that baby)
once i am back to where im from
it drains me
whatcha doin lately ?
feels so real now
broke my heels down
to get here
to get here
to get here

junk drawer (prod. dream without distortion)

[chorus]

wrote this song as an apology, im sorry 
didn’t mean to fall in love, but then you went and got me
shouldn’t have done this, i know that hurt deep
made me feel important, so i started running

i do this every time that i get some attention 
it’s hard to tell if we’re just friends, but there’s intention
then i mess up, i don’t want to mention 
every time I blow up, and don’t message 

[verse 1]

while im writing this, im praying you don’t here it
i fell in love with you, but you don’t wanna hear that
i’d rather fall asleep and put in false ideas
than face reality cuz that’s what i’ve been fearing 

over time my brain finds a weird way to cope
throw the real away and start to build up false hope
i dunno what i can do cuz it feels like dope
you got me right here, and my love got me by the rope

[verse 2]

why don’t you call me when you know that im there
it’s gotten to the point i don’t think you even care
maybe i should stop to cuz i don’t wanna pull out hair
this the end and it doesn’t feel fair

you’re the reason that im still even here
i dunno what i can do, so im scared
you’ll be the reason i change i swear
just give me one chance i’ll give you the world

and maybe more
i need a world where you’re here so hit me hard
i don’t wanna see your tears, so here’s my arms

i know it’s bad, i don’t care tho
as long as you’re here, i aint hollow
you’re the only pill i can’t seem to swallow
and recently it’s been easier and i know, that’s a bad thing 

[chorus]

wrote this song as an apology, im sorry 
didn’t mean to fall in love, but then you went and got me
shouldn’t have done this, i know that hurt deep
made me feel important, so i started running

i do this every time that i get some attention 
it’s hard to tell if we’re just friends, but there’s intention
then i mess up, i don’t want to mention 
every time I blow up, and don’t message

i will never get better (prod. cl6udy + yung rospo)

CC BUFFINGTON the VERY 1ST

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