its not hard to be alone
i watch your spine slope
jumping out the window
take care
you know i wont
morphine tastes like sunscreen
i got a mouthful
termites follow ballpoint pens 
hand the plate to the waiter and touch his hand
what doesn’t kill me makes me small
ive been so quiet since i turned 18

carpal tunnel

I hear your breath beneath the door
I leave your toys on my carpet floor

I keep them there and think of what I had
Sometimes I feel like I was your dad

But you are leaving me
You are leaving me 

I hear your scratching up the vinyl door
I haven’t moved your bowls from the kitchen floor

I keep them there and think of what I had
Sometimes I feel like I was your dad

But you are leaving me
You are leaving me

But you are leaving me
You are leaving me

click

phantom

this is the first single from my new record.
pictured is my best friend who recently passed, his name is boudreaux but we usually called him bubba. i want you to know who he was because he deserves more than i could ever have given him.

mastered by @alexanderpanos

It's killing me this time.
The only thing ive ever known
Is how I can crack like a stone
And I want that to change
It's hard to accomplish - I lose track of time
I was killing this indigenous feeling
I never knew how to react

Atarax,
Copy that
Close enough
I catch a laugh
Call me a slab
Poured to crack
The pack
Hydrogen atoms
Will stack on my back
Untill I snap

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

I was a copycat
You were a soldier
I know what you meant-
I could hardly see

GO! GO! GO!

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

I was a copycat
You were a soldier
I know what you meant-
I could hardly see

Pre-order Bubba

stumbler

Leave it all in a pen and a paper
(Your thoughts are not your now
The times you fought made you alone now)
Though she falls, he still feels he can save her
(In time you'll find a way out
It's crossed your mind, was it your own doubt?)

You always tend to think of what you lose
Now she writes about the things you used to do
Just a pen is what she thinks of you
And another night the story's in your view

Read those lines
That you wrote for another
Friendship or lover?
Take your time
Remind me you're stubborn
And reach for the cupboard
Just grab a knife
Or smash all the dishes
And break what I wish is
The last time
Fore you make an addition
You write what you listened

You always tend to think of what you lose
Now she writes about the things you used to do
Just a pen is what she thinks of you
And another night the story's in your view

Author

121824

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I don't talk about relationships anymore
We don't even think about relationships
I'm just focused on the here and now
Baby I can't settle down (Baby I can't settle down)

I wanna ask you out but I think we're only friends
We could try it for a bit but we know how it'll end
Did you feel a little nervous when I held you by your hand
And you fell onto my shoulder I don't think you understand

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please

we need more time

New Hope, Chapter XV - My heart could explode!
Recorded 3.14.24

need you to remember that i'm always always always here
speak from love from practice and i'm always always always here
no don't try to convince yourself that i was anybody else
baby don't you see that i'm always always always here
don't try to convince yourself that you're anybody else
i tried to believe that i was always always always always this way

i know it's not fair to you now
i went there back and proud
i feel it every time that i am always always always always here
don't try to convince yourself that you're anybody else
i tried to believe that i was always always always always this way

say what you wanna say forever now (i can't think of a better way)
(always do always do always do)

tell me what you wanna say
tell me what you wanna say wanna say wanna say wanna say
she fancy that I'm someone new
i'm here with you i'm here with you
i need you right over now (tell me i'm okay now)

say i'm okay now (tell me i'm okay now)
tell me i'm okay now (say i'm okay now)
say i'm okay now

tell me i'm okay now!

New Hope

My heart could explode!

New Hope, Chapter XII - guilt
Recorded 3.14.24

guilt, nah nah nah nah no (no)
guilt, nah nah nah nah no
guilt, nah nah nah nah no (no)
guilt, nah nah nah nah no

guilt

Nox Aeterna

sometimeslove

Flow :l

come be my friend at: https://soundcloud.com/elijah-and-friends :)

original: https://soundcloud.com/closed-sessions/bubba-1
drums: https://soundcloud.com/charlie-zacks
master: https://soundcloud.com/alexanderpanos

THANK YOU SO MUCH to all my friends I love you guys

carpal tunnel

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