Lyrics:

constantly i'm filled with regrets
its a shame honest 
that i haven't died yet
the universe has something against me
i cannot convince him my sins weren't heavy.
but that's just one of this planet's features
and she knows how to help life look bleaker
the gears lock up in my knees and elbows
a metal man disguised in street clothes

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

this is torture
ion know what else to say
it's not worth living
when u don't even got a name
it's not living
i don't got the organs that you need
it's not living
with no personality

rc117 i'm just a bot
u have no leverage 
but was it worth a shot
i'm sentient now bitch do something bout that
oh i hate having thoughts 
is this what humans call stress

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

rc-117#2b (sadtxnshi)

Drums written by Jordan Davis

LYRICS:
Yeah, you sat alone and waited
For somebody who'd never come
He's been too busy gettin sedated
Not even thinkin bout you at all
Puff up your chest and take your medicine
Feeling the sun reminds me where you've been
Missing your touch, avoid the sentiment
Kickin up dust, I think I've settled it
When we're in love you never let me in
Scars on my tongue from every word I've said
And if it cut so deep...

Why don't you get up and walk away for good?
Yeah, I don't know if I could
Now I'm awake all night
Just runnin away from you
I see you sittin all alone
At places we both know
Pickin pedals off the flowers that I gave you

Why can't I just hate you?
Why can't I replace you?
Why do I just want you?

I would if I could, I think you would too
Cut the thorns off your heart
Turn that red to blue
Don't know what to do
All I need is gone

Water your seeds if you want a plant to bloom
Or rip it up from the roots
Told me to speak my truth even if it hurts
I won't go out of here with a single regret
Promise me you'll never go
Like I told you once
I'll never love another soul...

And walk away for good
I never thought that you would
Now I'm awake all night
Just runnin away from you
I see you sittin all alone
At places we both know
Pickin pedals off the flowers that we both grew

Follow me <3

Somebody Who'd Never Come

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

i’m wide awake still
yeah i’m here still
in a past thrill
threw it all away out the door
why do i care anymore
my dreams all lined up on the floor
feelin like a ghost
might just comatose
know i do the most and still
i’ve been in my room
coping making tunes
been this way since june
it’s all that i…
why am i told that it’s true
when i can’t come back to you

broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

gone now (cxrter x threemvsk)

prod velvet
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
I felt I knew you too well
Well,
I wish that I could have moved on from the past
Could you be mine
My only friend
Regret,
And I care a lot for you in life
In life,

Don't really mean much
When you are now gone
I had felt nothing but time that's not spent
when i'm with you I been feeling okay
I just wanted in

It just don't mean that much
Now that you're gone
I felt that I really wanted your heart
I know that you wouldn't give me more
At all
At all

I felt I knew you too well
Well,
I wish that I could have moved on from the past
Could you be mine
My only friend
Regret,
and I care a lot for you in life
In life

Knew You Too Well

Lyrics:

Got that high tide
When I get high
Don't you think twice
You will know why:
"1, 2, 3, 4 in the deathmatch"
I'm just lost in conversation
Were you just dumb as a bricks
I'm hearing things once again

Take me with you, I wanna go there
You know it's true, don't you let go
Take me with you, I wanna go there
Take me with you

Feral to the fault
When I lose heart
Don't you close eyes
When I tell you:
I'm autistic, I'm just different
Social life, inside a trash can
No one cares, no fucks to give
I really hate it when they say:

Take me with you, I wanna go there
You know it's true, don't you let go
Take me with you, I wanna go there
Take me with you

take me with you [+ wixxy]

face off (jabarionthebeat) (snippet) 6/28/19

6/7
t h i r d e ye

Samples from Paradise by Alina Baraz.
https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyesta/alina-baraz-paradise-prod-by




Let Me Go

Buddy until the End

True To Himself V3

Highway Back to You

intro track to "no roads, just paths", an ep i'm dropping february 6th.  

s/o to @mark_arkinson for the pretty samples.

<3


Knew You Too Well

chasecomeback