what's that 
sudden urge to feel concerned now
where was this all the way back
when it was necessary
the time surrounded by my adversaries and now
and now     
 
and you got that double barrel shotgun
once you got that double life
and you can take a shot at either        
 it won't mean it in this rife     
so you can take that ammunition 
place the shells right on the soil
observation out of question 
careful planning left to foil

i left i left  
after that outbreak it's over
of course of course  
there's a remedy for this dismay
the subtlety of being positive
not sure what's left that   i have got to give up
 

and you got that double barrel shotgun
once you got that double life
and you can take a shot at either        
 it won't mean it in this rife     
so you can take that ammunition 
place the shells right on the soil
observation out of question 
careful planning left to foil

and what's left for me  
drown out sound it's deafening
i don't wanna settle this debt for free  
we    found what wasn't meant for us right here  

double barrel ft. brecken (king theta)

lyrics

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it
hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

im chopped into spare parts
is it possible that u could lend a spare heart
i got half a mind to leave it to the deep dark
i got half a mind to burn it with a quick spark

can u hold me back 
while i detox
could there be another road
ion see one
its impossible to live in the deep end
its impossible to see when cash in

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

its never been more over (sorrowbringer)

lyrics

stuck in a station 
5 minutes late but i told u i made it
deep in the mix, deep in the swamp
drink on the job, yeah i'm lit while i'm painting

i think it's getting too easy for u 
i'll go on airplane (mode) just to conform with the norm (toxic)
i can't connect all the dots in the moshpit
but baby i love it

u say i'm off
baby i'm just in that transition phase where you move through the mountains
i'm hopping i'm bouncing
i'm on this beat like a wave
i'm surrounded, by this darkness

replenish my soul, close my eyes and i spark it 
i'm feeling lifted but really i'm grounded
where's the fountain?
bags under eyes like i'm down in the dumps

really it's hard just to rid all these bumps
aged twice as fast now with what i've become

i think you're missing the point
i've got my lips wrapped around this ol' joint
walking around with these old joints
flicking my fingers with old coins

maybe you're missing the point exactly
all of my truth is foggy and ashy
show my beliefs in the worst way
i've got an-

i've got an ear for the darkest guitar
i see the words when i poke at my heart
i need to ask more questions, make less statements
i know it's sounding bizarre

figure i should do it then say it 
i've gotta make this less complicated for u
leave u on seen for a day then i call u
picking the pieces like a machine

let me come clean to you baby
i've got these doubts all stuck in my head
i was a teen slow dripping to death
so is what i'm doing a myth

missing, i'm missing (you)
the distance is killing (me)
but i'll be ok i'm a man on a mission
this pains on my hit list

maybe it won't go, maybe it won't go
but ion need to wish it 
baby the systems in place like a prison
i keep the bad thoughts away from the vision

what for?

what for? (secre x caves)

i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
and i know where we're going
yet feeling so lost
until i open my eyes

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

and its just pulling me down
and howd this word go around
when you were last in my head
for how im feeling so dead
i been going through songs
like no one else would have known
and now im hoping theres something
that you had to give me

and so id open my eyes
knowing that we wouldnt last
and how i feel here so down
when u were here in the past
i been looking for something to get me through this
but all the pills and the liquor would never have fixed

and you had opened my eyes
you had to show me the worse
you think im doing the best
i think ill be in a hearse
before the year here would end
guess im now out of luck
what was the luck
as i was doomed in this world

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

Open My Eyes

rent's due

no mans land

no mans land (dolev talmor)

P. nomansland 

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Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

lyrics

i fear that its just me and this drink right now
im so high right now but ill still hold you down
im not sure whats going on

but its not enough
i love you so much that it hurts
you pull my cigarettes out your purse
and if i die put subwoofers on my hearse
and play my music so everyone can hear it
so they know i tried to give you the world

i think i need a break for my bones
if all my best songs when im fucked up whats the point in living sober
getting older
and she obsessed with the fact that i need closure
but really she just care for me so i felt like an asshole back when i had told her
i think you should go
put dnd on my phone
im tryna make money off this shit so let me cook and just leave me alone
baby i got a chip on my shoulder
sisyphus rolling boulders
in this fit i feel polar cause im cold
but not as cold as it is outside
ill pick you up baby you can stay the night
its lowkey pathetic all my feelings on a fucking flash drive
making folk songs
and she dont even like that style
bae i love you im not tryna get hostile
these are love songs i hope that they make you smile
i pray one day ill make something you like
thats why lately im recording every night

I dont like when we fight
i swear that its getting old
see inside of my life take a look at whats in bold
its assault
i dont need a single thing to realize
that its my fault
and you could draw out all the lines but i dont need to see the chalk
cuz i know i what ive done wrong
and its building up inside of me and breaking through the walls
you gotta understand that theres a couple reasons i dont call
i know its understandable that you dont wanna see me fall
i know life been hard
take a couole steps back
and you think you went far
yea you think you a star
well i think you should check that and see right where you are
(this anxiety been breaking down my heart)
everything inside of me been leaving hella scars
i hate this anxiety its leaving too much marks
they be laughin and they lie to me
so why cant i restart
with the thoughts in the dark
while i sit in my car

but its not enough
i love you so much that it hurts
you pull my cigarettes out your purse
and if i die put subwoofers on my hearse
and play my music so everyone can hear it
so they know i tried to give you the world

sysiphus (p. under the maple tree)

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

two pills before bed
blue pills in my head
dont remember what i said
its always like that
i forgot my heart girl ill be right back
right track
pick myself up and in that im alone
she said if you ever need me you can call my phone
girl i go to sleep so late and you so early
wouldnt want to waste your time on it its not worth it
wanna shed my mind
baby you can tell me bout your darkest times
never met another crow like you in my life
my life
tonight
can we just talk like we used to baby ill try
baby ill try to stay for you

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

help me make in the meantime
a few signs in my chest help me make it out my head
down hill dont wanna sled
i dont wanna make it down there before you admit
one chance take my hand
i know that you wont regret
its not the principle its all thats coming with
im not invincible dont shoot me til im dead
i hate the ridicule feel invisible when i hit my bed
its always feel so horrible when im walking outside
maybe maybe i dont get no sunlight cuz i wanna -
i would rather wrap up in my sheets i wish ur here tho
maybe next year ill see clear and youll be here i hope
i hit a roundabout my maps say dont exist
i try hard to make it there in time but you dont know where i am
i wont make it this time ill say that im in my head
i been in in way too long im sorry everything i missed

its getting late (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics below

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems
so oblivious to everything you do i have receipts
you wont look at them youd rather act like youre asleep

colder than ive ever been but i sweat in my sheets
but its not what you think
every part of my body push myself to the brink
you only do some things and i do a whole lot
make me feel like nothing
i wish that i could stop

baby baby quit the bluffing i know you dont wanna talk
and it feels like you’re steady runnin from everything i want
you could walk walk walk
ill be there until the end
push me out way farther than you ever thought id get
i cant admit that it was all up n my head
cuz i got eyes and i know what i see is dead

gimme time and gimme effort then youll know know
wasted lies because i saw right thru your skull skull skull
maybe try as if you’re cutting with a knife and it was dull
cuz right now how youre doing it, ur not cutting anything but my soul

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems

hate you remind me of my ex
wish that you never told me that
wish that you told me i was better than they was
when i was alone that night

cuz i was on my own had no more strength to fight
no more length in life
tortured tained eyes
and you don’t realize anything that you’ve done

Open My Eyes

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