isolated w/ yungfuckingaff (odece + cozin)

w/ @ripavah (cover art @rehllik)
lyrics 
i saw it coming slow
i knew your true intentions
i know the shit you used to do that you aint ever mentioned.
lying ass bitch,
with yo lying ass friends.
it aint fine by me, get the fuck up out my head.
(hook avah)
i’ve been on a tightrope, you lying asshole
don’t give a fuck about the past, you’re such a psycho
and everything that you want, you know that i know
that you’re a lying ass bitch, i won’t put diamonds on my wrist
but i’ll just stunt on you in different ways, you fucked up and now you’ll pay
make your resolutions cause this year i’ll be right here to stay
topping charts in different states i’ll take over another place
bitch you’re such a liar me and certo in a different lane
(certo verse)
i know its hard to commit 
it must be hard being a bitch
you think that hoeings a flex
this hoe is tweaking out,
easy now
i dont know how
you think its fine
to talk on mine
your boyfriend catch this .45
ill see the day when hes not alive
he a bitch like you, oh
jugging downtown had to get a new bag
boyfriends weird and you going out sad
i know you mad, i know you mad
cause you a lying hoe 
and you cant tell the truth
and everybody knows 
that you a
lying ass bitch.

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lying ass bitch w/ avah

everybody talks about me
and i don't really blame them
and everybody's laughing
i've been feeling really down i need caffeine
and my blood's pouring out i might be dying

crazy little reject
tying up these loose ends
i keep fucking losing
and im tired of it all
baby i dont really talk at all
and i always end up
im a crazy little reject
tying up these loose ends
i keep fucking losing
and im tired of it all
baby i dont really talk at all
and i always end up fucking up

i just wanna reset
go back to the past i don't need this
baby i won't be there
don't give me a mean glare
askin can i read
i don't know
ain't receive it

but i don't see it
and i'm skipping the queue
can you feel it?
everything that you do
you can't leave it
and i can't find a reason

crazy little reject

eventually (p. bloom)

https://share.amuse.io/track/vil-synth-machina
Featuring @seenyona
Produced by @prod-oc
Mixed by @vilsynth @prod-oc , Mastered by @prod-oc

My baby asked if I was scared, just a little bit
It’s hard to tell that I could care, well I submit to it
I think the bars too high
I need affection, yeah, something to shape the scars of mine
You beat the bones out my body, baby I couldn’t say
I lose control in the party, maybe I should’ve waited
A single cell trapped in the basement
Just waiting for the roof to cave in

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated
You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
You paid to play, I paid to stay out of your head
Stay out of your bed, out of your head, yeah, yeah

I’m pulling strings, I’m not being blunt
That pussy talking, turn him to the blunt
No face, no case, uh
I pray my days’ up

Babe I can feel the void
Theres a light shinning through the cracks of my door
Babe I can feel the void
Theres a light shinning through the cracks of my door

Suns beating down and I'm feeling it love
Wiping off the sweat and I'll drink some more
Blistering my skin, I'll sow it all up
I don't really think we'll keep in touch

Cause' all that talk is sounding too cheap
I'll get schorhed by the sun, chuck a blanket, and shelter me
And the source of the sun are coming in high seas
With a sandstorm coming, locking me knee deep

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated
You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
You paid to play, I paid to stay out of your head
Stay out of your bed, out of your head, yeah, yeah

Because, when I'm walking that valley below
The caverns echo, drawing me close
With the canyon collapsing around me, no
I'll fight the Machina and bring this to a close

Oh, what I could’ve said
The blood I would’ve shed
Oh, what I’d do to be healthy, cause maybe I would’ve cared
Oh, maybe I would’ve cared, to cut you out my hair

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated

Wrap up my arms, I'll take the stage and face it
Roam around the cage heated, I'm blistering
With all you know, I could have came and killed me
Play with the strings of fate, with the guided light and change them

You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
Oh, maybe I should’ve said
Maybe I should’ve cared
Maybe I should’ve said

Stream

Machina (ft. alyona, oc)

NOTHOLLYWOOD
TRACK 3/3
W/ @staggyucrazy
PROD @fum1ko & @kreokid

1am calls (fumiko + kreokid)

i was so stupid why did i ever give my all to someone

flying overseas [prod. ninewaters]

-SMILE-
Produced by me :)
It's out on every platform!! Let's blow this up fr <3

[Lyrics]
(Intro)
I said I loved you all the time
And every time you lied
I just miss your smile
Haven't seen it in a while
Cuz every time I try
I think I would die
Haven't seen you in a while
I just miss your smile
Yeah
(Verse 1)
Feels like my friends kinda left
But i don't really care about them
And I don't really feel too condemned
Cuz they never really cared about me
Feels like I'm stuck in this hole
And nothing ever really touches my soul
I guess your love took a tole
And now my heart has turned cold
(Hook 1)
I think I would die
Haven't seen you in a while
I just miss your smile
Cuz every time I try
I think I would die
Haven't seen you in a while
Baby, I just miss your smile
(Verse 2)
Why can't i just sleep
Darling, I can't keep
Another secret from you
Watch us crash and burn
The point of no return
This is not what I deserved
(Hook 2)
I think I would die
Haven't seen you in a while
I just miss your smile
Cuz every time I try
I think I would die
Haven't seen you in a while
Baby, I just miss your smile
(Outro)
I guess your love took a tole
And now my heart has turned cold
🖤🖤🖤

SMILE

prod. @xodazed
cover art by @mage12k
petals have blown away, so has my trust
i cannot speak or write any songs
words wont come out of my mouth
you made me turn into someone else
i gotta reset my life, so what
i tend to self so sabotage, so what
ive only made so many wrongs, so what
if everybody makes mistakes what have i done
that makes me so far away from your love

yeah you always wanna talk but you never make it right
ri ri 
fight so hard you must suf
e a a 
how do you expect me to right all my wrongs
when i dont even know what im on
i spend my days, laying in bed
stare at the sheets while i countdown my death
hope you forgive me, im making amends
crying all night now i lost all my friends
all you asked for is solitude
i dont even understand
i cant help but stick like glue 
everything i do is for you

i didnt ask for much i asked for comfort
comfort
c c comfort
didnt know u were jealous enough to just wanna talk

just wanna talk
a a a 
just wanna talk
a a a 
i just wanna talk

(ahhh, oh god)
(ahhhh, oh goddd)

the petals are gone

prod. jacob vallen
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
Taking me now
I held my hand out
Waiting for you to grab on
You didn't want to so then you would leave
Giving a smile, when you're looking
Giving me warmth, I felt then
Being the person that you would call your home

Why wont you turn around

Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you

Where are we now
I held my hand out
Waiting for college
Would you want that now
Is there another around?
Aside from the frown
Gently let me down
I've wondered for miles
Attached for a while
Its been your smile
The way that you treat me
When my eyes glow in solace
Now through all this
I couldn't have you
No I couldn't have you but could you
Turn around

Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you

Now my mindset is turning
Searching for reason
Looking at moons
I can feel it, I'm bleeding
How it was for you
Out of my body
Clouded by thoughts of us now
Turn around

Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you
Look in the mirror, I see your face
All that I do is for a chance
Pulling what I thought I lost
For you, for you

Turn Around

I wrote this song one morning after finding a man lying on the ground bleeding from the head. he had no way to communicate. he was from Ukraine. while we waited for help, he told his story despite the language barrier, I understood what he had been through and how difficult it is to be in a new country.

Turn Around

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