thousand poems (i know that i'm a mess) - EmoFlyTrap x Emo Fruits (prod. Northeast Lights)

i'll keep on waiting
waiting's what i do
four in the morning
panic fills my room
feels like i'm watching
the world end on the news
it feels like i'm breaking
when i'm right next to you

i'll keep on waiting
waiting's what i do
three in the pm
i wait to hear from you
stare at my ceiling
what else can i lose
is this what you're feeling?
i fear i feel it too

if you don't mind me asking
whatever happened
to all the things that we'd do?
my seatbelts been fastened
fill up my glass with
something that won't make me blue
(won't make me blue, won't make me blue)
(it's overdue, it's overdue)

i'll keep on waiting
waiting's what i do
my state of being
used to depend on you
as i'm maturing
i see now all the clues
the things that i fear most
seem to never come true

if you don't mind me asking
whatever happened
to all the things that we'd do?
my seatbelts been fastened
fill up my glass with
something that won't make me blue
(won't make me blue, won't make me blue)
(it's overdue, it's overdue)

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

waiting. . .

Tethered in separation
Newfound desperation
Thru me, thru the moon
It’s in my imagination 
In a perfect situation 
With me, is you

You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru

(You cut right thru
You cut right thru, oh yes you do
You cut right thru, you cut right thru)

Smothered by medication
Newfound inspiration
Thru me, thru you
It’s all an amalgamation
With a big stipulation
For me, from you

You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru
You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru

(You cut right thru
You cut right thru, oh yes you do
You cut right thru, you cut right thru)

cut right thru

"love you too"
- dad

she sends a text at 4:44
i’m hearing knocking by the doorknob
i’ve known it all too well before
i know i’m feeling all of your love
and then some

take me in
with open arms and palms
take me in
like a water cup
we’ll take it slow
whatever you want
give me vertigo
oh, you’re all I want

she sends a text at 4:44
i’m hearing knocking by the doorknob
i’ve known it all too well before
i know i’m feeling all of your love
and then some

"love you too"
- dad

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.
featuring the voice of Steven Pryce Sr.

4:44

[lyrics]

Can’t think ima stay in this place 
I feel it creeping in 
Tore my fucking heart from my head 
So I can try and win 
Something out of losing a life 
Feels like a tragedy 
Spineless looks of a coward 
At least I’m pounding these 

Shooter I just got at spot 
Tweekers b yelling please 
Help I just need on the dot 
Or cig I got em these 
Times really mess with my brain 
I hope I wined up  on a mattress over looking the sky line 
Or just fucking dead 

Pick up pick up the phone please 
Triple dose of 2ci or ghb
Ether something to help me forget the t 
Or something to make me think till I let it bleed 

Holding on to some kinda ghost 
My parents think I was good 
I know that I’d be a rant away from 
Saying I know him good 
Ridins he threw hole fucking life away
Just so he could go kick get high in La

Can’t think ima stay in this place 
I feel it creeping in 
Tore my fucking heart from my head 
So I can try and win 
Something out of losing a life 
Feels like a tragedy 
Spineless looks of a coward 
At least I’m pounding these 

Shooter I just got at spot 
Tweekers b yelling please 
Help I just need on the dot 
Or cig I got em these 
Times really mess with my brain 
I hope I wined up  on a mattress over looking the sky line 
Or just fucking dead 

Rolling I’m rolling I’m gone 
Fake it to make it in songs 
Brighten the contrast of these photos I’m takin 
I’m taking my self to the grave I feel hated 

Taking my self to the grave I feel hated 

No matter what the people all say I hate this

Chocolate 99s

Chocolate 99s (prod. Dec4y)

i can still recall
being just sixteen
one day i rolled out of bed
and i was 23
life can pass you by
so savor every piece
its gone before you know it
so just spend it carefully

oh, lord have mercy on me
i'm not the boy that i used to be

i sometimes reflect
on distant memories
did i live inside the moment?
or did i waste my teens?
as if to relate
the stranger in my dream
sipped out of her mason jar
and then she said to me

"oh, lord have mercy on me
i'm not the girl that i used to be"

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

mercy rule

summertime
a moonlit vice
keeping me at bay
dust rolls in
a tumbleweed
six shooter by my waist
there’s no need
for words out here
there’s nothing here to say
just be cautious
after dark ‘cause
you might catch a stray

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

the stars align
could it be fate
we’re both in the same place
things unfold
the story’s told
six shooter to my face
that’s  when she
looked at me and said
goodbye’s the only way
low and behold 
the triggers pulled
but all she shot were blanks

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

honeybun

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A million birds sang a song when you died

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my time is slipping thru my fingers (feat. chemicalfarm)

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