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~lyrics~

yea she said "i hope u cry now"
"ur the one that i despise now"
all the time we spent together, now our love is dried out
pictures on my wall, theyll stay there til i fuckin die now
u cant look me in the eyes so youll just text me goodbye now
guess ill write another song, even tho it doesnt help me 
now im standin in my room screamin all the things youd tell me
fuckin round witchu, i cant tell u what compelled me
im losin every game wit the cards that u dealt me 

yea the smile on ur face its so evil
u love to see things burn, baby cover me in diesel 
that  pretty face, it was so deceitful 
got this look up in ur eye thats fuckin lethal

its a bad hand but ig ill fuckin deal wit it  
not a bad man im just hurt n i cant heal shit
fucked up twice, the deal is sealed bitch 
if lifes a simulation, then my mental  thats a real glitch
i been swimmin, i been gaspin for air 
water gettin deeper in the ocean of despair
baby please there aint no more i can bare 
i been drownin while these ppl fuckin stare 
u and me thats not some shit u can compare 
cuz every single day it was my soul that youd tear
got a couple fuckin warnings guess i gotta start to listen
wed be face to face, itd still feel like the farthest distance
gotta learn, turn the pain into wisdom
do better in the future so that shit ends up different 
got some shit i need to get out of my system 
u drove me away but u aint use the ignition  

yea she said "i hope u cry now"
"ur the one that i despise now"
all the time we spent together, now our love is dried out
pictures on my wall, theyll stay there til i fuckin die now
u cant look me in the eyes so youll just text me goodbye now
guess ill write another song, even tho it doesnt help me 
now im standin in my room screamin all the things youd tell me
fuckin round witchu, i cant tell u what compelled me
im losin every game wit the cards that u dealt me

ur the one that i despise (p. yvng olek)

turn around and turn off the safety

SONG OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW

bedhead

long road ft. bedhead (p. loopy!)

Vocals - Drubo
Lyrics - Drubo
Mix/Mastered - Drubo
Cover Art - @luniesluniesandmorelunies on Instagram

go  - (p. moneo)

misery

Produced by @pekarot_161
Remixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

Listen on Spotify!

Pressure! (Prod. Pekarot & Horosha)

track 4 of Self Titled Album
@carlby
prod. metlast x 5head <3

lyrics:

stuck here for a minute tryna figure shit out
looking at the edge and i dont know how
im gonna get thru all this shit
idk how to deal

cuz my mind is hell
yeah im a little bit unwell
stuck inside this cell
all i do is repell
they all say that i need some help
but they cant even figure their own shit out....
woah oh...

(carlby)
they cant even figure their own shit out
there's a hell in my head
like im peele ima get out

got a lot of problems from the trauma
maybe i was born sick
maybe this is karma

like paying for the sins of my father
but i dont wanna die a martyr
with every hit i take
i grow stronger 
with every passing day
i wear out my stay a little while longer

they cant even figure their own shit out
now they wanna tell me how to fix myself
im stuck in my mind and im tryna get out

Spotify

my mind is hell (feat. Carlby)

available on all streaming services & platforms
prod dunna 
this song is about so many things idek where to start I just poured my heart out
lyrics:
woke up this morning I brushed my teeth
what should I eat what should I wear
I put some clothes on and brush out my hair
life's been confusing feels like a nightmare
when I'm in public everyone stares
I walk around like they're not even there
and looking at me I know i'm something rare
just being myself trying just not to care
humiliated emasculated I'm exasperated no exaggeration
my generation loves to get faded and spend time complaining I hate it
maybe I'm jaded cuz I haven't made it at least I'm not faking
I feel depressed I feel dysphoric like everyday yeah

I gotta find me some peace ....
I gotta I gotta find me some peace .....

Fire was blazing all in my face I saw the wrath of satan
Fell to my knees lord save me please I know I need to start praying
Is everyone fake just like they say or is it trust issues
Everyone's lying the governments spying everyone's watching you
Everyone's paranoid watching their back; anxiety
All of my trauma makes panic attack; PTSD
Woke up again in the middle of night, screaming
Every time that I close my eyes; demons

I, I need healing 
Need healing 
Sick of not feeling

Everyday I keep trying my best intrusive thoughts in my head
I cannot sleep I cannot rest don't wanna be no one but me
I just want peace wanna be free don't want this stress
Don't wanna be depressed

Heal

New single like I promised! I might have to chill for a bit and work on an a full project for you guys

I Just Got The Feeling That You're Gonna Waste My Time (Prod. Billy Martin)

lampost lights w/ never

reuploading, this song will never be up for profit it just means a lot and i love it <3


lyrics:

writing alone 
in my room yet again
never thought i’d be 
back in this bed
always fuxk it up 
and lose my friends
you left me broken again
open my heart, maybe you’d see
who i really want to be 
this time
feeling so blue
maybe i’m not meant for you

i really wanna be the one for you
baby i’ll just keep making tunes
all about the times we shared
i hope you actually cared 

oni boy:
black blood dripping on my finger tips
baby i be saying words but you ain’t hearing it 
you shut me out now we won’t talk again 
baby i’m in love with you so i’m not fucking standing it
i can’t fucking take the shit 
i’m staying in the pit
my broken bones can’t get me out im suffocating
my life’s fading 
this life your taking
baby i can’t breathe i just convulse and start shaking

ichorus:

i really wanna be the one for you
baby i’ll just keep making tunes
all about the times we shared
i hope you actually cared 

decks:

i just want you to care for me
i been needing some clarity 
baby things aren’t actually 
what they really seem 
i been staying up all night 
looking for the northern lights 
i jsut really need a sign
that i’ll be alright

Cared + Oni Boy & Decks (Noria)

old track i've had for a while i dont think ima do anything with
prod @4evrgone
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
pull up to the function
and im goin on a bender
i’ve been overdosing on the thought
of you and me together
tell me how and where and why
i’ll buy you things that you like
im using to falling quick for people
who make me feel alright, alright

i been having longer nights
fighting with the light inside my room
hoping that this all pays off when 
i can finally dream of you
baby what i did to you is fucked up
praying that i havent run my luck up
im sorry that i been so fuckin stuck up
i just want another chance between
you and i now
thinkin where my future lies now

everything is passing in color
remember in grayscale
seeing you here but
caught up like a hangnail
used to the past
fading in like the paper
cover my walls and
remember my labor
labor of love
when i had nothing
baby girl u were my something <3

pull up to the function
and im goin on a bender
i’ve been overdosing on the thought
of you and me together
tell me how and where and why
i’ll buy you things that you like
im using to falling quick for people
who make me feel alright, alright

someone like u (4evr)

kill me softly w/ claude (+jolst)

im. sorry

stormzy: @cherryonline
jaykae: @vieraxo
aitch: @birdbay

take me back to london w/ stormzy, jaykae & aitch

Killing Me With Kindness

prod. me
you look beautiful tonight
sorry i pulled up way too high
they talking shit about me, right?
i can not let u pass by..
you look beautiful tonight
baby i am sorry, i lied..
could u come back inside the car..?
i just hope that you're the last one

yeah, they're hating on me, i can understand it
swear i'll be living in a mansion
now, why would i stress for a bitch?
if u know im gonna be rich
baby turn it up, turn it up right now
in my room baby
we'll shut the lights out
with your naked skin against my body.. <3

you look beautiful tonight
sorry i pulled up way too high
they talking shit about me, right?
i can not let u pass by..
you look beautiful tonight
baby i am sorry, i lied.. :'/
could u come back inside the car..?
i just hope that you're the last one

vibe<3

SPOTIFY

you look beautiful tonight

First single off the EP, "Liminality: Volume II" out February 26th

"I'm trying to let them know, that in this whole world, there's at least one person who cares about them"

Heal

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