A heavenly Happy Mother's Day to me Mum.  Happy Mother's Day all!

In Mother's Arms

My siren with ice heart
I’ll never forget our secret…

Futiles et fragiles
Dansent les sirènes
Espiègles et sauvages
Se lovent les sirènes

My siren with ice heart
I’ll never forget our secret

Dans le repère secret des sirènes
Dans le repère secret des sirènes
La mer emporte ma peine
Emportée par les vagues bleues
Je m’évade seule, dans les cieux

My siren with ice heart
I’ll never forget our secret

Dans le repère secret des sirènes
La mer emporte ma peine
Emportée par les vagues bleues
Je m’évade seule, dans les cieux

Dans le repère secret des sirènes
Dans le repère secret des sirènes

My siren with ice heart
I’ll never forget our secret…

Futiles et fragiles
Dansent les sirènes
Espiègles et sauvages
Se lovent les sirènes

My siren with ice heart
I’ll never forget our secret 
Dans le repère secret des sirènes
Dans le repère secret des sirènes
La mer emporte ma peine
Emportée par les vagues bleues
Je m’évade seule, dans les cieux
My siren with ice heart
I’ll never forget our secret 
Dans le repère secret des sirènes
La mer emporte ma peine
Emportée par les vagues bleues
Je m’évade seule, dans les cieux
Dans le repère secret des sirènes
Dans le repère secret des sirènes 

My siren with ice heart
I’ll never forget our secret…

SECRET

awyr

Your Charm's a Blade

(Dragging My Butt) Into The Sunshine

https://soundcloud.com/scratchkelly and TBD co created this piece.

Find your frozen flower. This flower appreciates it's time left way more then most human beings do. It makes itself as beautiful as it can to hold onto it's niche and attract other niches of life to help it. It's doing everything in it's power to weather the cold and for us it can represent what humanity needs to do. We are a frozen flower except we have the ability to thaw ourselves and expand our own existence yet we choose to mostly stay frozen. Maybe we should thaw ourselves out before the planet melts us altogether. We thaw ourselves living in the moment one human at a time

Why?
Forget the past unless it holds a lesson for the present you are currently experiencing. Learn the lesson and let it go. Be hopeful for the future but do not fear it. Once fear leaves your being you are in the moment in my pea head opinion...
I'm not pretending to be an expert. I leave the moment all the time and that's pretty obvious with a lot of my music and with how I am in everyday life... But I accept that's my path to peace and harmony as an individual and I would suggest it's humanities ticket to the same... We experience and project our energy on each other with empathy and apathy. Positive and negative. In my opinion other people's perceptions of who you are as an individual should not matter how you see yourself. Their opinions can be valuable assets for you but they shouldn't be the source of how you see yourself in the universe. Only you know that. Without exception no other human can truly see the world through your eyes. Society and strong relationships may challenge this for most of us but who said life was meant to be easy... Living in one moment forever... It's hard man but lots of fun when you truly make it there and the more you go the easier it is to get back there

Lyrics

(We genuinely hope they make your moment better. The fact that this has your senses now is improving ours so 🔆 thanks a centillion 🔆)

Now they say
This is me!
To the moment I pray
It's my only deity

To the moment

But what of tomorrow?
What of yesterday's marrow?
I figure my past has future answers to borrow!

To the moment
To the moment

But now they are answers
Brought to present in solution
Taught to ones self,
Fear is mind pollution
Chemicals in brain figured, not dithered
It ejects us from our now
In fear our energy is withered

The moment
The moment
The moment
The moment
For the moment
The moment
Just the moment

Lament the moment
It's your sanity enrolment
Fear is relegated
As it's never an opponent
Lament the moment
Now, in today

Fear mind profanity of old self
We've sent presence to present... hold it
In now, fud can't even get a shelf

We're in a moment
Be the moment

Now I say
I am me
To the moment I pray
One singularity

One moment
Now
Here
How
Water clear
Light
Sound
Now

it's near
Come over here
Comb over fear
Love is presence
Wow

The Moment

This song is a collab with my longtime friend "Dehaas". It was recorded partly in Delft (NL) and partly in Berlin (D).

Composer: Dehaas
Lyrics & vocals: Dehaas
Additional instruments & production: c r u m i u s
Cover: Dehaas

NEW HELLO

Deep in deeper layers there the plot contains a twist 
Where are you, where are you now?
Could be the exception that so many others missed 
Where are you, where are you now?

One could think that he does not care 
Make it fizz like a new affair 
Must be that every time they meet again feels like a new hello 
Hello hello, a new hello
Hello hello
 
Feel the new sun 
Feel the morning moon 
Feel the new sun 
Feel the morning moon  
Feel the morning moon  

Absurd thoughts come stumbling from the edges of his mind
Where are you, where are you now?
Quoting miss Alonso that a copy can’t be kind 
Where are you, where are you now?

It is not to be not today 
Still, it always is anyway 

Must be that every time they meet again feels like a new hello 
Hello hello, a new hello 
Hello hello 

Can he strengthen the connection with a paper and a pen
Where are you, where are you now?
Can he bring himself to madness replicating ends 
Where are you, where are you now?

Just a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do 
Must be that every time they meet again feels like a new hello 
Hello hello, a new hello 
Hello hello 

Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do 
Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do
Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do
Like a fling to hang on to 
Like a thing that you ought to do




















Absurd thoughts come stumbling from the edges of his mind 
Where are, where are you now?
Quoting miss Alonso that a copy can’t be kind
Where are you, where are you now


Must be that every time they meet again feels like a new hello 
Hello hello, a new hello
Hello hello

© all rights reserved

New Hello

NEW HELLO  -  Dehaas

You got a bitch tooth and I’m going to pull it out

Bitch Tooth

Written and produced: Tom Cristoforo
Lyrics: Tom Cristoforo
Vocals: Zenia Lewis

It's not the message itself 
It's all that dawns on me
That I'm free to see it all a different way
Pull one brick and the tower will sway

The tower will sway...

It's not that you're crazy that threatens me
It's that your crazy can stir a thought
Slowly deface the image of all that I am
Born from the limits of what I understand 

Your entire being reminds me...

I am not this
I am not this
I am not this
But what else can I be?

What else should I be...

It's not the message itself
It's the seeds it plants
That the moral measuring stick is all a lie 
Endlessly warping through time

Warping through time...

It's not because you're wrong that I simmer
It's that you're right I fear
Every monster I can't bear to face
So strong in me, marching in place

Waiting to remind me...

I am not this
I am not this
I am not this
But what else can I be?

I am not this
I am not this
I am not this
But what else can I be?

What else should I be?
What else should I be?
What else can I be?
What else should I be?

I am not this...

It's not the message itself
It's just that
It's just that
It's just that

I am not this
I am not this
I am not this
But what else can I be?

I am not this
I am not this
I am not this
But what else can I be?

What else should I be?
What else should I be?
What else can I be?
What else should I be?

I am not this
I am not this
I am not this
But what else can I be?

Oh, what else should I be...

It's not that you're wrong

Sway

26-5-2025

third night

I make music because it is where I let go of the have-to’s, and become part of something larger than myself. The language I speak on the keyboard when I improvise expresses a part of me that only comes out there at the moment of creation - when I’m fully connected and in the flow. In those moments when I disappear in the music, those are where I’m most fully alive. The musical question I pose to myself when I play is largely this: how can I release my inhibitions and let go of patterns sufficient to bring something entirely new, unexpected, and enlightening into the world, with structure, precision, clarity, and depth of expression. These pieces are meditations that are of me, but more precisely, they come through me. When I’m in the flow, I’m channeling the energy and only moderately directing it. The challenge is to be open to take risks while maintaining a structure, melody, and tempo that makes it interesting and satisfying enough to keep listening. I keep doing this nightly because it’s a language, because it’s a connection to something greater than myself, and because it’s very very relaxing.

third night

Chris Bright

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