Crash Ft Dvpressed (prod ocean beats)

Mixing, mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Artwork by Mahal Slick

Lyrics:
I wish I knew
How to get to you
I wish I knew
How to take your clues

I've been feeling bad lately
Do you really love, or do you hate me?
What I need to know is how love's gonna shape me
Is it wishful thinking, or am I crazy?

Said that I needed some time to myself
Truth is, you don't even really care for my health
All this pressure, now it's making me melt
Now I'm tripping, even hesitating asking for help

Is it much if I can't even touch your heart?
Is it even worth trying if you ain't gonna do your part?

I wish I knew
How to get to you
I wish I knew
How to take your clues

get to you (i wish i knew) [prod. dustbunnybedroom]

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick
Original art by @rosarrie

Lyrics:
Why they gotta do me like that? I've been
Stuck inside my head, it's so tiring
Everyday I wake up, wondering what to make of
All this time I have on my own, its so

Heavy, I don't think that I can take it no more (Nah)
Looking at the ceiling lying down on the floor
I've been sleeping (Sleeping)
Way too busy dreaming (Dreaming)
Lookin like I'm beaming, but I'm feeling real bored
Now I'm

Contemplating whether or not I should make it outta here
Swinging back and forth on decisions like it's a chandelier
I ain't really missing the feeling of my reality
I need a little breather before I can get it outta me

Say what's the point in living, not making the right decisions?
I just need a vision, to get myself out this prison
I'm feelin like I'm drowning, but man I ain't even swimming
Just gimme like five minutes to live through the best feeling

I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, break from

Oh, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, it all

What am I to do?
Tell me what's the use?
Still stuck inside my room?
But at least I'm letting loose!

Steady losing my mind again throughout these past few months
With time pass, life flash, but it's not that much
Not tryna grimace, but I'm timid, I'm startin to hit the limit
Wish a hand could come and reach, maybe gimme a little visit

Shit don't feel the same, like a rainy day the tears are falling, now I'm feeling grey
I don't need a change, but girl I kinda miss your pretty face
Love can't even save me, I'm alone, but I don't feel ashamed
I can rearrange, but

I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, break from

Oh, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, it all

wake up! - EP version (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick

Lyrics:
Looking up ahead, so low
Can I fly?
Stuck inside my head, don't know
Will I try?

Why am I?

zzz [interlude] (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

prod. by eeryskies

Waiting for me can’t define your suffering
Justify silence, keep your head held high
Faint reminders of ethereal somethings
Delirious nothings, the things we do inside

Lay your head, open your eyes
Stay on the light beam for all your life
Why do you lie when the truth suffice
Don’t hold it against me

Can you feel it, it’s all around
Turn in an instant, and see your found
All that dirt and mud on your gown
Don’t hold it against me

Do you got a man yet
See you in the morning
Wonder if your naked
Aye aye aye

Call you when I’ve landed
Do you need a warning
Are you not awake yet
Aye aye aye

Left sitting on a white fence
I feel, little bit pressure, pull me back in
I know, your light flickers, when the hype ends
I’m cold, looking for a reason I can slide in
Sticky from the bay,
And it feeling just like this
Know my homies sold
You on me, when I type this
I just hope you take
Care of self, and my likeness
It get kinda lonely on the side,
But I like it

The suns on wire, hang for the world
all i desire, I found in you girl
Traces you left in the waves and the curls
I’m safe in the plastic sunlight

the things we do

prod. by masked man

Everything is everything
I can still manage
Patch up my problems
The sun is my bandage
Back out my front door
I try to stay candid
Mask up when I’m still feeling damaged
I try to blame you but its not so simple
I can’t find a balance even standing on a gimble
Half an empty cup full holes like a thimble
And when I fall in love, I feel anxious and little
Past tense views breed half sense accusations
Last time I faced truth was standing in the basement
Gassed up on a string, pulling threads losing patience
The last pass waiting in a whole new rotation
You said I was everything, I said it was mutual
The lights above were closing in, the fire of the crucible
It felt like a dream in that moment, I was lucid tho
All I knew was I would die if I lose you oh oh oh oh

If God don't cry in the morning when she wake up
Then why should I
Then why should I
If God don't cry in the morning when she wake up
Then why should I
Then why should I

Where do I start from
My love here is genuine and when the time comes
Can I cry if i'm ever gone, and I know i'm not immortal
But with you I feel like God's son
Your last name should be Johnson
And i'm seldom with silence
Seems like a simulation if I ain't ever seen one so
I'm gonna have to stroll with the swagger
Pop tags till they flashing
For your eyes only, and even with mine
Cause I think I feel right, but am I right for you
Keep it 100 with me, even if i'm hypocritical
Keep it 100 with my songs, 100 with my wrongs
100 miles an hour, all my thoughts when they roam
So the mask off, so go and drop the bomb
And let me know before I'm gone, or nothing and carry on

god doesn't cry ft jay squared

prod. by eeryskies.

Where are you going, baby
It’s warm in the sunlight mmm hmm
Oh baby, where are you going
It’s warm in the sunlight

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

Is a little house on the coast
With a yard for the dogs
Something kinda small
Something we can really grow up in
Make a lot of marks in the walls
All I want
Is a little fire in the back yard
When the sun down
Something kinda small
Something we can stay warm by
When the summer winds fade into fall
All I want
Is the light of your presence
Is my favorite you present
Smiling up when I’m down
Always teaching me lessons
Picture perfect no makeup
Kinda rude when you wake up
Always down to just stay up
Ain’t no plan, we just hanging out

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

Back porch sometimes
The wind in my hair
The sun on your face
I try not to stare
This ain’t everyday
But I’ll take it all
This life made of clay
I’ll shape it to you
I’ll break all the rules
I can live forever
I’ll shake the blues
Life can’t get better
Too much to lose
White tees and sweaters
Sunlight diffused
Through the clouds on a hard day
I take the 361 to the wrong place
I know that I get turned around
But I hope that you know this songs about you
And I’ll try to change
Money just an object
I can’t give you much
But I hope that it’s enough
I know I ain’t the same
I just hope it’s progress
You calling my name
I’ll be running till the sun sets up

Got my back turned to you
But my face in the sun
I was waiting for you here
I didn’t think you’d come
It’s a life so simple
But it ain’t a life for one
I was hoping for better days
They came all at once, all I want

This time I decided I won't be alone
For the first time, for the first, in a long time

in the sun

prod. by eeryskies.

I just packed up everything I own and ran toward the sunrise
Defaulted on my loans, you told me that’s unwise
Lost the code to my phone, got me a new life
I got my passport, please don’t come asking for me

So it goes written on my chest
Bullet hole covered in a vest
Blood on my chain, on my neck
That’s just the end of the story I guess
You were calling me home, I’m a mess
I don’t wanna think about nothing
Why we always gotta do something
There ain’t nothing here to figure out if we ain’t fucking, I know
Streetlight memories your best
Fire around me as I crash
Pictures filling up your trash
You don’t want nothing to do with my past
Sweep away all of the pain and the glass
I don’t wanna talk about nothing
Why I’m always bringing it up then
Why we always putting things off then fucking

I just packed up everything I own and ran toward the sunrise
Defaulted on my loans, you told me that’s unwise
Lost the code to my phone, got me a new life
I got my passport, please don’t come asking for me

passport

Love story short, 
senior me left my sophomore girlfriend
when I left for university. 
Textbook ending. 

Eight years spent complicating. 
Methodically branching like lightning slow through a slab o' wood. 
Calculating. Labyrinth mapping. 
Trial testing paths, juggling potentials.
Primed for the instant I flutter, 
when the jitters reawaken from their jittery slumber. 
I choose my own misadventure and wonder 
how this will end.

Which pain?
I know the unrequited kind 
like the back of my unheld hand. We've met. 
God forbid it's a road I haven't simulated traveling yet.
What if we click, we court, we kiss, we commit, 
and months in, you uncover to your chagrin 
the undeserving charlatan I have always been, and we split? 
The end, start again. 

Or, what if 
we join and form a bond strong enough to call home, 
a promise lifelong to forge a future only our own, 
us envisioning honeymoons, nurseries, nursing homes, 
then I meet someone new, and desecrate all we have ever known? 
I'm no saint. I won't feign like infidelity's not a feasible failstate. 
Believe me, this messenger would shoot himself 
over the pathways these possibilities pave. 
Let me count the ways your innocent heart could break
multiplied by the rate at which I blame you for mistakes 
to the power of infinity unpredictabilities. 
How many storybook togethers 
have regret splattered on their last page? 
And most frightening of all, 

what if 
we fall, 
and in your arms, I feel the fear fade, 
and you free my heart from its calculated cage? 
What if… 

There's no way. 
Which pain? There has to be pain. 
Your warmth briefly heals 
but what's real always returns more afraid. 
How will this end? 
I lie, I cheat, I do you wrong. 
How could I ever stay calm 
when even the truest love 
only lasts so long?

Heaven forbid, 
what if this lasts
forever?

The Fatalist

LYRICS ON GENIUS: https://genius.com/Mr-master-backstage-pacin-lyrics

LYRICS ON GENIUS

backstage pacin'

We Were in Love (New England Fantasy)

Chris Wright / ennis joslin / lifelike. / cemdrive

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