Am i not okay? I thought i was this whole time! (sarcasm)

I have a disease called Perthes and it makes me feel like a burden so much. Everyone avoids me because of it. I can’t keep up with anyone.

This song explains how I feel everyday. I have had depression, anxiety, ADHD and bipolar ever since my grandma passed away. Everything was perfectly fine and then she left.

This song is about my mum and how she left me

American Dream

Unlovable

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Fallen Angel - Mass Of Man ( nightcore )

There is no agony like holding on when no one knows you’re sick.


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If I Surrender

Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender

Who else had nights like this?

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Bedroom Ceiling

You haven’t really hurt until you’ve had your struggles minimized. 🤕

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Pretend My Pain Away

Alive - EP

Open Road

Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory (Official)

We all have thoughts we’re afraid of, you’re not alone. 

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Down The Rabbit Hole

Would Anyone Care

What makes it so hard to say, "I'm not okay"?

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I'm Not Okay

Sometimes life feels so heavy, breaking feels like the only way out.
If you feel like no one can see the weight that you carry, you are not alone.

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I'm Not Okay

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