i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vaeo/abandon-all-hope

abandon all hope (prod. vaeo x reesoo)

@01kon @prod_pk

lyrics:

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place, Yeah

I really want to punch my ticket
I've been low girl, I admit it
I don't think I'd pass emissions
Heart's been going a mile a minute
I saw your face come up in my mind
I hope we in it for the long ride
Said 'this is done' girl I won't let it
Not gonna live and I can't find a medic
And I know if you leave then you're gonna regret it
But if you're gone know I'll never forget it
Oh
Bet you never thought about it 'till this song
Think about you often girl don't get me wrong
Fucked up!
You need a clover girl, go get your luck up
Said put it on me girl, so why you acting stuck up
You need to quit that talking girl so shut the fuck up
Ain't seen a girl like you that's why I'm feeling lovestruck

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place

I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me
I want you to tell me now, have you been faking or you want me?
Know I said it from the start, I know that I'm life of the party
I've been wasted every day replacing water with Bacardi
I know I said it from the start if I hurt you then girl I'm sorry
I'll give you anything you want, if it's just love or you want Marni
And you know I don't play these games, this ain't no PS4 Atari
I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me

(@1sloan)
Y'all still saying Connecticut you confusing me
This is @1sloan shoutout Connecticut
(Shoutout Connecticut!)
Shoutout Connecticut

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)

connecticut plates (01kon + pk)

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

produced by xona 

-lyrics-

𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺

you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

how am i not happy no more?
i'm so tired i can't walk out the door
i tell her why i'm feeling these things
but therapy was never part of me
i could end it all
but i hate thinking only of that
now the days feel long again
i write songs to forget all of this

so you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

fragile

spotify

This song will only be available on my soundcloud and is not being monetized.

cover of 'isolation' by sleepwater (produced by speedlmt)
love you🌲

isolation cover (sleepwater)

headlights (p. sapjer)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3MyYxx8xvAuXSBjaWn3Ytx?si=ZqOKI-RpQCqi0fdaVRg1mQ
video: https://youtu.be/aSLd-sA_r8E?si=zJtO76JZEkzhwppL
amv: https://youtu.be/EFWBgiBOOsI?si=xGHMcNo8ZR7M7D4_

produced by heylog

i was looking at her eyes
i could tell she wanna die
wait, don't
i will be alone no
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go)
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go) (please don't go)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)
i was looking in her soul, she remind me of a ghoul
i think that she want me gone
come near me i'll bash your skull (bask your skull)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)

it's time to speed up
i am fed up with these people
go home
the world is falling off
i wanna go home
this ain't us
rewind
i wanna rewind back to you
beside
i wanna be beside close to you (close to you) (close to you)

backroads (guda)

claude