Should definietly use his voice more like this part, its sooooo good

mel by @quannnic
prod by xona

<3

-lyrics-
and I can’t catch a break
spending hours in the ash
I loved her look, I loved her laugh
I can’t take back on what was last 
and that’s my fault
I’ll put aside my flaws 
you don’t talk at all so I’ll place these walls, uh oh
seeing nothing out of far
don’t say things that’ll break apart

and I wish I could send
these texts I hold within
I’ll fully realize what I did
I’ll apologize to all my sins
and so I spent
3 years in regret
can we talk for a sec? I just want to ‘fess 
do you want that?
right now 
right now~

I hope she sees everything
I hate the look that I put on me
It’s full regret
I loved her since
I can’t fix on what I left
and whether I feel
every little color in the spectrum
I always wanna make you feel a little extra
do you feel that way?
cause I don’t think I understand these days

now we talk, everywhere I go
too much pressure on own
I wanna say, that I love you along
I don’t know if that’s my wrong…
and I fucked up
you know
I promise things have changed on
yeah I’ve realized
I’m dumb
I’m dumb

you can tell me every quality I lack
I’m falling victim to your words, I hated that
you told if it lines up, we’ll be back
so I don’t know how I feel about that
and I’m running so lost in these woods
Ill run endlessly going through the worst
I would you tell you but i swallowed my words
but I look at you, a mirror to a blur 

I’ll reframe every comment to you
oh my god I love everything about you
everything about you
everything about you
everything about, you~ (I love you x6)
about you
about you
I want us back I don’t wanna lose you…

everything about you

spotify

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

produced by xona

@caspywaspy

-lyrics-

I hate when you crash, I’m sorry you have felt like that
you idolize everything I am 
but you don’t care where I’ve been -at-
I hate who I am
you don’t seem to understand 
do you see me just like that?
but do you know that I just can’t..?

fighting against myself until the party ends
it’s not good for my health but it makes me understand 
tell me am I dying? cause I don’t feel alive 
baby I’ve been gone and I’ve been working 9-5
crying in my bedroom I don’t wanna lose my life but I keep wasting it away and it’s going by so fast

I hate when you crash, I’m sorry you have felt like that
you idolize everything I am 
but you don’t care where I’ve been -at-
I hate who I am
you don’t seem to understand 
do you see me just like that?
but do you know that I just can’t..?

take any more of this 
a new season and a new best friend 
I feel so bad, I don’t want to lose this
cause I’m in love with who she is
I’ll push everything that grew
on my chest and let you through 
and no i don’t feel deja vu
when I know I love you

forever w/ casperrr

produced by xona <3

[impersonation, to belong, panorama]

-lyrics-

I wouldn’t like me too
my aspirations for you
oh no, oh no, oh no
oh I couldn’t be you…

oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (2x)

~

do you see the silhouettes?
as they carve your head
no phantom, no puede ser 
no, oh my god
hold on 
I’m trying to help but you seem lost 

it’s a beauty that you take in
but I’m so reckless Ima break it 
yeah 
fall down, I embrace this
as everything looks painted 

~

"I feel so sick when you test my patience."
okay but I’ve been desolated, wonder why you’d take it?
the time I’m weak, I’ll let it leak
for more I’d tear through all your means
for me, it’s for me 


oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (x2)

epigone

prod by me :)

lyrics:

smokin brick in my free time, 
if he wanna test me we gon show him how the lights shine
i think you should ask him if it's brighter on the other side
don't be talkin shit if you can't back it boy it'll save your life

don't be takin shit from people I don't even understand
that's why you'll stay in my dm's actin like some fucking fan
you should really grow a pair and say it with your chest man
actin so pussy but you never even seen that

I know if I keep on talking shit things will get bad
but you hurt me and I won't forget that
If I go to hell you're gonna have to come with me


[[retaliation & hesitance]]

clone

produced by xona 

-lyrics-

𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺

you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

how am i not happy no more?
i'm so tired i can't walk out the door
i tell her why i'm feeling these things
but therapy was never part of me
i could end it all
but i hate thinking only of that
now the days feel long again
i write songs to forget all of this

so you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

fragile

Produced by: grasior

lyrics:
how could you know what would go wrong
end of your days didn't last long
break him to pieces and hold his bones
find a solution that brings the unknown

but in the darkness that we know lies the lost
follow you back with your dreams to haunt
losing your sight, who are you
wont let it breath but its new
the hatred inside will swallow you whole         
try to hold on but you lose control
emotions n tension is building up
its too much to bear so you let him go

yet the chains consumed
who you really are
but the past is dark
for the ones who never bloomed

so can the world hold you still
for your blessing too fulfill

what is the burden that you hold
oh what's the burden that you hold

but pain can go cold
and dark slowly mold
never let I go
you might feel it hold
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

chains

produced by dazed?!

featuring @grasior <3

lyrics:
(dazed)
locked away
in her frame
get out my brain
i'll go insane
i'll grab my pillow and i'll push u to the side
plotting everything to help u with ur life
i see the hatred in ur vision, but u reap what u sow
ur just a cheating bitch so i'll decide to dip out and go
i'll isolate myself in my room but u already know
that i got eyes on the back of my head nothings on the low

delete em
i'll defeat em
i'm on the floor
steady bleedin
i know ur seeing him
i know ur feeling him
i got this part of my brain
theres no defeating him
got an oversized fit with some chains & rings
in my head 24/7 thats where i be
curl up in a corner and i'll cry for hours
the way ur getting off to me is giving u power

the sky is turning grey.

(grasior)
another day was lost
sun rise down till dawn
why's my name always in talk
cant you grasp the thought

ive been losing hope
drenched down to my soul
only hear a way to cope
do so as your told

so tell me who is at the front door
do you think that i believe hes just a friend no
cause ive been losing it
god your just a bitch
keep the vent ur to yourself
im not part of it

keep my name out your contact
cause i dont want to see a message saying you want me back

you burnt our bridge when you said that
ive had enough your just a fucking brat

desolate (feat. Grasior)

conceal [akasinceridad]

prod by me
thank you to @chalyre for some backing vocals <33

- lyrics -
I've been tryna get some rest but my room feels really warm
struggling to sleep cause outside i hear a storm
keeps me pacing in my head when it lingers for way to long
barely see the sun when i write all of these songs
put my hands up to my face getting ready to stand guard
oh my vision's getting blurry i can hear the ring its hard
if i never trusted words would i be in such a mess
if i never trusted words would there be any progress

i feel my lifespan getting thin
might just take it on the chin
now im trying just to win
cause i feel it in my skin

look around see a setting of a home
you see the butterfly see em when they roam'
i see you blister see the brightness in ur eyes
why you smiling when you jsut saw it all die
does the vision never bother you from hope
many blurry lines that you never sought
what is life where you coming from 
what's the time
not you and i

overheard who is spoken to
"just a friend" doesn't sound so new
never honest just as i knew
brought it up and ur cover blew
what's the name of the guy that you knew
asking for closure its due
feeling dread to the guy you boozed
maybe he would like the news

hold out your hands maybe i wont be that upset
see a pattern baby ima need a cigarette
who you think you are talking like you know us
keep on lying baby maybe us wont turn to dust
keep in mind you never fought for us
see a body dead strung just a shell a husk
sing or hum do whatever that's gon comfort you
can't deny whatever will come for you
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

strung

how do you gut someone?

you take a knife,
and you slit em from groin to sternum

and i don’t wanna be alone
that’s why you’re here by my side
you take it off as we go
my hand gripped around your thigh

i felt when you saw me
your eyes pierce right through
i wonder what you want
you said that you knew
you said that you understand
the things i went through
if i said i felt something
would you feel it too?

fragile

xona

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