r u on drugs (sakurasavage)

Icanthelpitijustfeelbad (andr3wj0hn)

produced by @polar333 x @remghost

lyrics:
i just cut my leg in the shower 
no one here to help me after hours
u got plenty bitches on ur side, mine badder
didn't see ur intentions yeah i couldn't see the patterns
switch up on me every day ur causing a disaster
i thought we were moving forward now it's different it's all backwards
i just been on some shit that u would never know
why u all so scared of me? ur standing on ur toes

it's not my fault i keep on falling apart
and if u tell me it's all better i might give myself a chance to restart
i just keep on spilling black blood
drank too much i'm throwing up my guts
i miss getting fucked up having fun
back when we were kids up on the run
way before i ever thought about facing a gun

i just cut my leg in the shower 
no one here to help me after hours
u got plenty bitches on ur side, mine badder
didn't see ur intentions yeah i couldn't see the patterns
switch up on me every day ur causing a disaster
i thought we were moving forward now it's different it's all backwards
i just been on some shit that u would never know
why u all so scared of me? ur standing on ur toes

disaster (polar x remghost)

prod me

Your pains dont matter
When im sure ill shatter
And its all so shallow
A faded shadow

Maybe ill be gone in the morning
Maybe i dont mind that ur all in
Honestly its that youve fallen fallen fallen

Why are u waiting all night?
For him to call back
I mean ive been here right?
Lying in the cracks


And i dont know what i did wrong
But i know im falling

Maybe ill be gone in the morning
Maybe i dont mind that ur all in
Honestly its that youve fallen fallen fallen

Why are u waiting all night?
For him to call back
I mean ive been here right?
Lying in the cracks
x2

what are u gonna be in 10 years

i wasnt lying when i called it love 
fucked up scent of liquor on ur tounge 
and i could sense that the start was the end 
i didnt really wanna fall in love again 
(in love again)
(fall in love again)
(in love again)
(fall in love again)
(in love again)
(fall in love again)
(in love again)
(fall in love again)

cuz ts feels like a waste of time
i i jus wish that i could read what was on ur mind
god im sick of all the games
god im done with the lies
wanna see u take ur last breath
god i wanna see u die

and im jus tryna figure ts out
i never fit in anyway 
no i dont fit in with the crowd 
i wanna take this fuckin blade straight to ur mouth
cut ur stomach open watchin all ur guts fall out

convoluted thoughts they all want u dead
and i could tell that the start of us was the end
i should’ve listened to my ex
i should’ve listened to my friends
now ur gone and im close to reachin the end

cuz ts feels like a waste of time
i i jus wish that i could read what was on ur mind
god im sick of all the games
god im sick of the lies
wanna see u take ur last breath
god i wanna see u die

and im jus tryna figure ts out
i never fit in anyway 
no i dont fit in with the crowd 
i wanna take this fuckin blade straight to ur mouth
cut ur stomach open watchin all ur guts fall out

guts

cry ft. k0a

★but i have no regrets with you, besides kissing you one last time★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin
https://soundcloud.com/beatsbykrave

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/moving-on-prod-recyclebin-x-krave-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
but i have no regrets with you
besides kissing you one last time

hook:
i dont mind how it felt
but i have to get better
yeah i have to move on
and see brighter weather

but what can i say
i still wont forget her
she said i looked cute
in my baggy green sweater

yeahhh

but if i wanna see you again
i have to move forward

ohhh

even though it hurts
i still look at the picture

verse:
i get inside of my feelings to often
i know this, you notice
whenever im down
when i dont make a sound for help

yeah i cant keep doing that 
now i know, everything about this is awful
your face in my brain and you looked like a model
wish i could kiss you again yeah its awful

i hate this so much

bridge:
but i have no regrets with you
besides kissing you one last time

repeat hook:
i dont mind how it felt
but i have to get better
yeah i have to move on
and see brighter weather

but what can i say
i still wont forget her
she said i looked cute
in my baggy green sweater

yeahhh

but if i wanna see you again
i have to move forward

ohhh

even though it hurts
i still look at the picture

verse 2:
but it seems so hard, i know
i wish i could hold you, time slowed
like it was that night
bathed in only the street lights

but its over, we have to accept it
i know we dont want to
i dont know how you feel now
do you still think of me?

cause i still think of you

ending:
hook:
i dont mind how it felt
but i have to get better
yeah i have to move on
and see brighter weather

but what can i say
i still wont forget her
she said i looked cute
in my baggy green sweater

disaster (polar x remghost)

claude