produced by @dercept

lyrics:
i done tried to speak my heart a thousand times and it gets nowhere
i thought i could change myself for the better instead i say it's not fair 
my enemies reach out to me they like it when i tear
i tried being humble think i did that for the last time
sitting in my bubble tryna figure out my past lives
like did i ever get it right?
have i changed in the slightest?
i promise i don't bite

i don't think u really get it 
wake up feeling double headed
two headaches need double the medicine
two pm so i hop out of bed
empty stomach my health in the red
i still been trippin over what u said
seventeen feet under and i can not catch a breath
maybe i'm holding on to u cuz i don't got anything left
if i let go it's for the best i don't want us to be dead
i don't want us to be dead (x2)

i dnt want us 2 b dead (dercept)

I make beats.
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i dnt want us 2 b dead (dercept)

claude