produced by @dercept

lyrics:
i done tried to speak my heart a thousand times and it gets nowhere
i thought i could change myself for the better instead i say it's not fair 
my enemies reach out to me they like it when i tear
i tried being humble think i did that for the last time
sitting in my bubble tryna figure out my past lives
like did i ever get it right?
have i changed in the slightest?
i promise i don't bite

i don't think u really get it 
wake up feeling double headed
two headaches need double the medicine
two pm so i hop out of bed
empty stomach my health in the red
i still been trippin over what u said
seventeen feet under and i can not catch a breath
maybe i'm holding on to u cuz i don't got anything left
if i let go it's for the best i don't want us to be dead
i don't want us to be dead (x2)

i dnt want us 2 b dead (dercept)

oh this must be a white dream
hold me while the night bleeds
hold me more than tightly
i need you when the light sings
every little sentiment
it bleeds into my arteries
i been feeling the pain in my chest now 
you clear the sound when my head's loud
i get upset when your not being safe but i hold inside my chest still
it's not in my place, to say what you do, but i hope when you're home that you'll text me
cause i worry about me enough
but it still hurts i know i should be tough 
i will refrain from that side of my thoughts babe
as long as i know your okay 

and babe i been told
that i'm in need of a home
i know i'll never atone
for all these sins laid in stone
and babe we're both fully grown
i hope you know where this goes
want more than just late night calls
we'll let it play it's course

oh this must be a white dream
hold me while the night bleeds
hold me more than tightly
i need you when the light sings
every little sentiment
it bleeds into my arteries
i been feeling the pain in my chest now 
you clear the sound when my head's loud
i get upset when your not being safe but i hold inside my chest still
it's not in my place, to say what you do, but i hope when you're home that you'll text me
cause i worry about me enough
but it still hurts i know i should be tough 
i will refrain from that side of my thoughts babe
as long as i know your okay

white dream

lofi cover of anxiety by sleepwater

https://on.soundcloud.com/X1JyzXRx9STGFrY3A

sleep easy jude <3

anxiety (sleepwater)

lil baby - detox (flip)

lyrics:

it's a long way from here 
and baby it's dangerous
all of this time with you i just wanna savour it 
i planned out my life with you so i might wanna stay for it
and all of the stupid shit that we talked about as kids
im glad that we made it through despite our arguments
i hope that im here with everything goes to shit
i know that we fought alot but you were my perfect fit 
girl you were my everything

bae you were heaven sent
i remember all the days we spent
lying inside my bed 
now all the aura is dead
now you just live in my head baby
now you drive me crazy
im fucking crazy
on the daily i wipe my eyes faded
you used to hold me on a thursday night and now i dont have you 
i remember all the nights where we would stare up at the moon
yeah yeah its true
you used to call me fucking handsome
but now i lost you and im on my own again bruh

it's a long way home ft. sensei (prod. killedmyself)

янтарь (mucle999, mamoru)

Grape 5s (prod 888cole)

bread

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Lyrics:

I wonder why I thought this would’ve worked out anyway 
He won’t stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page 
I wonder why I even thought you liked me anyway
It’s not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way 

When I smoke by myself 
Its no good for my health 
Im sick of these delusions 
done with fate and fairytales

Now I know your girls a liar 
It’s written on her face
He’s just a bitch boy 
I wonder who raised him that way 
How all of this transpired 
Was a big fucking mistake 
But I’m a big boy 
I’ll get over this shit one day 


Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain) 
You Don’t like me yeah I feel the same (feel the same)
Makes me laugh I wasted all that time I’m so lame
Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain)

I wonder why I thought this would’ve worked out anyway 
He won’t stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page 
I wonder why I even thought you liked me anyway
It’s not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way 

When I smoke by myself 
Its no good for my health 
Im sick of these delusions 
done with fate and fairytales

Fate & Fairytales

featuring: @jmtly & @bmurphxo
produced by: @prodbysilo

lyrics;

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[JMTLY]

ooh baby,
yeah you talkin to me,
yeah you sending all the pictures but they ain’t to me,
now i don’t know where to go,
cus it’s three weeks in a row i been on the road,
so i hit that,
yeah i hit that,
now you’re sending naked pictures tryna snap back,
but i know,
when i go,
lil crazy ass hoe you gotta go back home,
to the one, that you left,
to the one, that said,
i wasn’t the one for you,
but you didn’t have to leave me like you did

[FLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[BMURPH]

I think it’s time that i leave you alone,
yea,
i think it’s time that i find my way home,
so do not call my phone in the middle of the night,
i know that i will be alright,
we were so tight,
then we split apart,
now it’s all over without you i’m not sober,

ooooooohhhhhh,
yea u tore my apart, left me in the dark
yea u tore my apart left me in the dark

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

back pain w/ wyntley & bmurph (+ silo)

lyrics:
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

this might sit
with me wrong why am i sad tho
I dont know what the hell ive done wrong ya
wait for time
to shine up on the bad ones
I control these goals from now and Im
takin life up by the hand
while im runnin with shit
though theres a plan

mayday down were taken away
and i didnt know this ah ya

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

and i’ve been running from the lovers and the misery

cooped up in my room full of make believe ah ya
i just wanna feel like i’m more than just substance
i just wanna feel like i’m one of the others

waking up like ‘it’s all a waste of time’
straight line to the goals i have in mind
but i’m forced to take roads that were never in my sight
and it’s so hard to say that ‘it’s gonna be alright’ ya

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

ah
and I didnt know this
and im tired of searchin
im tired of searchin oh
and i know your gone
your gone

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin

leftquiet:
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www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquietverified
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twitter.com/left_quiet

sinxi:
www.soundcloud.com/sinxi​
www.twitter.com/heysinxi​
www.instagram.com/sinxi__/
open.spotify.com/artist/7gPvslUym…MtdH0d3w5Gg&nd=1

i dnt want us 2 b dead (dercept)

claude