produced by me

lyrics:
i still have more to say
so how can i lay here like nothing's wrong
i don't wanna think about the time i lost
i don't wanna think at all
oh they wanna watch me fall
i watch it all dissolve

permanence does not exist in the slightest
think i had a feeling that i wouldn't like this
i hear sirens from wherever i've been
all i ask for is a little bit of guidance
fell onto my face and i don't really wanna try again
feel this empty space and all i'm gonna do is hold it in

fuck u
ur a bitch
talkin on my name u know that shit was fuckin useless
i come back like every single time they gon know who it is
runnin up my funds i get this money while they're clueless

permanence

produced by @dercept x ayoley

lyrics:
it's not easy for me (x2)
chemicals have taken full control and i'm not even worried
it has to be because of me

i've done nothing to prevent this
i know that all good things come to an end
but i never got a chance to begin

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use

wait four more days
i'll just recollect myself and take the blame
i guess u really gotta lose to win the game
i sit in the back of the parking lot while i waste away
every day i'm following a similar schedule
should have known it from the start my fucking heart wasn't edible
but i guess things change and u did too
all along i really was the gum under ur shoe

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use
it's not easy for me (x6)

it's not easy for me (dercept x ayoley)

written by: giabelle and i
mix & master: me

lyrics:
(@giabellee)
you know it wasn’t me 
that wanted you to leave 
cus id always take you back 
don’t wanna lose what we had 

(me)
i can't help but feel nothing but hollow
it's a downhill life please don't follow
we started off so fresh and so mellow
i remember when it started with a hello

sit in my car playing corduroy dreams
swear we'd run away cuz life ain't what it seems
if you're ever scared run up and hold onto me
but i knew i loved you more when you left without me

petrichor in the air as you kissed me on the lips
ran straight home have to tell my friends about this
sadly i was just another strike on your list
but i kno i'd take you back cuz it's your love that i miss

(@giabellee)
you know it wasn’t me 
that wanted you to leave 
cus id always take you back 
don’t wanna lose what we had 

we both knew it wasn’t meant to be 
but you made me see differently
remember where we went that day 
and told each other that this was our escape 
but i’m guessing it was all fake just one big mistake 
just don’t want you to see how i’m doing without you

(me)
petrichor in the air as you kissed me on the lips
ran straight home have to tell my friends about this
sadly i was just another strike on your list
but i kno i'd take you back cuz it's your love that i miss

petrichor +giabelle (dutchrevz)

@angelsflight 
(prod/mix/master Cody Benjamin)
@cody_benjamin

*OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

*lyrics*
Yeah 
I been trying to find 
Some peace in the middle of it

(chorus)
I can’t stand it
All the walls in my house I bleed in 
So many broken pieces 
I can’t fucking leave it 
Got the drugs it’s not enough 
I gave you what I thought was love but Fucked it up when I was drunk 
Got nothing to say to you no more

(verse)
Cause that’s the least you gotta stress now
I don’t really know where you’re going 
Gurl it’s so cold it’s really snowing 
And you’ve been all up in my head so I wrote this (Yuh) 
For so long I can’t hold on 
Cause you’re all that I think about 
Cause your all that I dream about 
And it’s so old getting hung up on 
All the things that didn’t last 
Never asked to live like that.

< 3

Can't Stand It (codybenjamin)

produced by michael harrison
with @vilsynth

you were my butterfly in the cage
cage, cage, cage, cage
can you put down that twelve gage?

and i’m fucked up everyday
can’t go to sleep without my
who?
and i’m cutting up the land
but there’s a heart up in the sand, i don’t know
who?
who it belongs to, baby

and i see it different (than everybody else does)
but you just want division (that really wouldn’t help ya)
as i struggle to find a purpose
i remember the moon

tell me if i was
too strong
i wanted to see you go
don't look above it'll only hurt
oh thats enough of

the bridge, you jumped to feel alright
you fall, look up and see the light
dependence of a god that might do you right
but i won't count it

oh god, for how I've sinned
but those won't wash away
oh devil, may you win?
you see the world in grey

cage w/ vil

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cage ft. vil

@kingtheta

lyrics:
i’m falling apart, to get on my feet
the tide is too strong and it keeps pulling me
too cold in the winter, you can hold me
i’m scared for the day that we’ll lose everything (everything)

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away
the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better? (Prod. by King Theta)

fightnight w/ 4stro (rans0m)

lyrics:
go i don't wanna see ur face anymore
cry your eyes out when you see me in a morgue
i miss you yet i hate you 
all my adoration for you it's a double edged sword

i'm sinking all the way to the bottom
"aura shouldn't care that's what i taught him"
black diamonds in my pocket is it see thru
not a scapegoat puppet is it crystal clear to you

i loathe the way, i feel every day
used to running from my problems and pushing them away
there's no escape, girl im stuck in place
last option cock a pistol and aim at my face

double-edged sword (neverforever)

Mix & Master : Myself
Produced by : https://soundcloud.com/prodbyliquor
if you wanna hit me up
https://linktr.ee/prod.deflect
OUT ON ALL PLATS
https://share.amuse.io/track/deflect-boring-song
 {LYRICS}
(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back

(VERSE 1)
i been sitting all alone inside my home (yah)
i dont care bout what you say just sing my song (yah)
ima waste all of my days just on my phone (yah)
when i talk t-t-to you i fell like your a stone

(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back

(VERSE 2)
i wont let down
feel so down
i cant let down
all this stuff happened to me so fast

(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
(X2)

boring song. (liquorrr)

@55depths

from the second album:
"and at last..."
prod. me.

lyrics:
between you and i
i want to die
run laps around the thought inside my mind
between you and i
well, things aren't fine
i'd rather be asleep

take the air from my lungs
and every chorus i've sung
for you
look at what i've become
just a shell of someone
it's true
take the air from my lungs
and every chorus i've sung
for you
look at what i've become
just a shell of someone
it's true

between you and i
i want to die
run laps around the thought inside my mind
between you and i
well, things aren't fine
i'd rather be asleep

are you having any fun?
with a barrel of a gun
to you
was there ever any use?
i'm running out of any proof to use
are you having any fun?
with a barrel of a gun
to you
was there ever any use?
i'm running out of any proof to use

between you and i
i want to die
run laps around the thought inside my mind
between you and i
well, things aren't fine
i'd rather be asleep

between you and i

last single off my upcoming ep, pre save here: https://ffm.to/miseryfm

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