@blxty
@1yugenn

i feel like im better alone
is something wrong with me?
i feel like im turning into
what i don't want to be
tell me everything is alright
i need your honesty
tell me everything will be fine
just keep reminding me that

just be honest, do u hate me?
its all that im thinking bout lately
everyday feel like im going crazy
pushed me to the edge yea u made me
wanna talk ima let it out
all these thoughts inside my head need to get them out
im not happy when you're not around
not a smile its an upside down frown

i hate when i see that you're down
you know when i keep to myself
i cry but im hiding the sound
its a lie coming out of my mouth

honesty prod blxty & yugen

prod by @prodsoma
master by @chriad
all plats soon
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lyrics
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do yk what it means
wht it means 2 b alone
idk where 2 go
my eyes r on the road
im grabbing on ur letter & my hands r getting cold
realize it aint no fun & games. we rly growing old
u dk what it means, means everything to me
feels like nothing to you
u love it when i bleed
u love it when i die
wna do it slowlyy
thinkin of it everynight but im barely holding
onto the edge

i just need to go away
i gave u all my flowers n u let them all decay
i think of rotting everyday
dont count me out, just yet
eyes closed. im counting down 2my death
i need one last breath 
js2 say im upset
put a hole in my neck frm the cigarettes
the same blood that i shed became all i have left for now
if u go 
that'd be the world's way of letting me down
if u go 

so stay here for now
ur thoughts crawling push them out
they wna throw me out
nvr been the chosen one
nvr been no one to call
feel like im no one at all
tired enough, nowadays im just waiting for the fall

click here 4 spotify

nothing to you (soma)

produced by @uguwap x ely

featuring @whyhaze

lyrics:
u not in the cut
pull up on me wsup
i ain't been talkin 2 none of ya
we dont share the same blood
u aint sippin on mud
lil boy got dubbed
i was jus gettin my money up now we at a red light
couldnt watch out 4 the headlights
i wasnt havin the best life
been livin to get high
shawty said get yo bread right
i don't think i wana die :)
stackin up cash like bitch im fried
cant see the vision u blind
jus wanna fuckin rewind
i see him talkin on twitter
u need a bedtime
i jus wanna fucking get by
im gettin money u said lies
he gettin rolled like a swisher yaaaa
u see me takin a picture yaaaa

camera lights, she wan take a picture 
want me to be with her
crushing pills in my swisher
baby i kno i gotta stop
but this life it dont stop
i’ve been runnin up
now they say im on top
now they talk with me
sorry i can’t do that
stuff this money in my jeans pockets getting 2 fat
when i walk into the scene all eyes on me
she see i idc now she wanna call me

i see him talkin on twitter
u need a bedtime
i jus wanna fucking get by
im gettin money u said lies
he gettin rolled like a swisher yaaaa
u see me takin a picture yaaaa

swishr ft. whyhaze (uguwap ely)

prod. @mental :)
she cant stop herself from readin, the messages
downing drugs i guess she fiendin, illiterate
she despise the fuckin dreamland she livin in
i guess im jus gon be leaving, n keep ur bitch 
yea this mf allergic to listining
in her eyes i see u killed it, the glistining
smack the dope n say she changing its riveting
said she dont want me to leave her unless its him (what)
im like why u gotta do u like that 
why u gotta do me like
why u gotta do u like that  
ig i could never have what you had 
i could never have what you
i could never have what you had 

@k4rson
you said "you dont need me", but i think i need you
you dont wanna see me, i just wanna see you
you said "moving on is easy", but i only think about you
you dont wanna be with me, but i cant do this without you 
i just wanna be someone that you can trust 
i want you to see that i could be enough 
i want you with me, cuz ive been feeling lost 
n i don't wanna leave, i miss when it was us :(



mood swings now theres cocaine on my table
askin what are we it aint worth a label
handin her the za for distraction
i lost all the time that i clocked in :I
yea, i dont think that we should evr talk again
only shoulda treated you like u were my friend
i moved on now ur springin for less
whats ur name didnt mean to forget

like that w/ k4rson prod. mental

@victxrw @reincarnatesociety

last time i loved i think i learned the truth
and i watch as the vow that i made leaves with you
i dont wanna start over again but i have to 
move along the way without you 
and now its back to the smalltalk and the butterflies
why would i get butterflies if they all just die
no matter how hard i try, youre just unsatisfied 
theres no more tears you can wipe, cause all my tears are all dry --

nabi ft. victxrw

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

SPOTIFY

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

produced by @ilychrxme x se7en

featuring @victxrw

lyrics:
(claude)
please don't be afraid
i'll stay out the way
i wanna touch ur fangs
i would never ruin what we made
now she go to sleep when i wake up 
it's not easy to leave i need ur love
i watched u from above
she only wanted a hug
but got a taste of my blood
ur never taking enough
wouldn't erase what you've done

(victxrw)
cause we go thru everything u nd me,
would u feel the same ways abt me?
tell me something so i can finally breathe
tell me something just-

u got me feeling so sick
im fucking tired of this
i hate when we reminisce
i miss the taste of ur lips
u got me feeling so sick
i'm fucking tired of this
i just want to live in bliss
why does it feel endless?

(claude)
please don't be afraid
i'll stay out the way
i wanna touch ur fangs
i would never ruin what we made
now she go to sleep when i wake up 
it's not easy to leave i need ur love
i watched u from above
she only wanted a hug
but got a taste of my blood
ur never taking enough
wouldn't erase what you've done

when i wake up ft. victxrw (01dec se7en)

@pw4prez
@resolve1k
ty sm for 1 mil streams :3

words -

interlinked.
what's it like to hold the hand of someone you love? interlinked
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do they teach you how to feel finger to finger? interlinked
interlinked.
do you long for having your heart interlinked? interlinked
interlinked.
do you dream about being interlinked?
interlinked.
do you feel that there's a part of you that's missing? interlinked
interlinked.

im falling apart inside
you act like your sorry you lied
i told you a thousand times
said goodbye and have a good life
but loving eyes are blind
i need to get out of my mind
no i dont like seeing you cry
but im falling apart inside
its getting harder and harder to breathe
girl look what you're doing to me
i didnt do anything
girl i think you just love to deceive
you were the girl of my dreams
it was gon be you and me
why do i fuck everything up(x2)
i swear we were fine
get the fuck out my mind
i hate when you lie
girl i wish you would die
i hope you're happy now
take drugs til im passing out
you said you still wanna be friends
dont expect me to come around
but now im up and its inside out
where was that through our ups and put downs
but where was that when you lied out ur mouth
when you said you would put your life down
because you lied and you know that you did
and i was sad but it was my benfit
and i hope you feel bad like shit
im tryna get into my bag and get rich

falling apart (sochi + inno)

prod @yashio20k + @neohnq
w/ @counterxo
sfx @s0lemn

@s0lemn
u nvr shoulda lied its up ,, i needa tell u  ,, : [
promised we was fine guess wat ?? . 
ur promise fell thru . .: /
i shoulda known itd b like dat. . .;  _ 
its my fault i got attached . / ;
i thought tha floor was made of glass ,, .
tha way i fell thru ....

ur ok : ] im in my bed , overthinkin everything ' ' : [
i shoulda listened2my heart its embarrassing /. . .+
found a benzo in my cup , finally i got some luck = - }
rollin up until im slump . /, smokin kerosene . . /

its aight :,/  \ ] [ i can leave if u wna tell me no ] ];.
had a feelin in my gut i should prlly fckn go .. / |
never even woulda stayed if u tried2 tell me yes / /. .
had a feelin in my chest dat we wasnt4 tha best / . ;; ; 

ik its alr as long as u tell me / . ; {
nvr ok dis prolly aint healthy / /. ..\
bb its a mess we should throw it all away. . ., 
n 2nite i feel like death ,||  but i feel it everyday / ., ,

@counterxo
I still feel like shit when it’s all said and done
In pain for so long, can’t recall where it’s from 
There’s pressure on my heart, so there’s smoke in my lungs
I told you from the start that I’m broken and 
numb

I don’t wanna talk no
You and me are lost souls
drugs just finally caught hold
You left me here to rot cold
Cup it got me slo mo
I can’t get through this solo
It’s cold inside your shadow 

I just want to feel like I can breathe again
Im losing myself and my only friend
I left before you saw my descent
And that’s why
That’s why

glass floors w/ counter [yashio + neohn]

"deserve this" produced by @prod_acu @prodpawl4k & @azami37

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(Lyrics)
I’m so cold, alone 
I don’t feel like I have grown
The parts I hate about myself are making themselves known 
I can’t fold, I won’t
I can’t turn off the phone
When I look into the mirror it’s like all my flaws are shown  
What did I do to deserve what I’ve been through?
Need an answer, cause I put my trust in you.
Is it over for me too?
I wish I knew
Cause I don’t and I have no clue
Need an answer, cause I have to find what’s true
Is there hope for something new?

All the pain and misery
Is this what you want for me?
tried so hard to push through stress so much I had to grit my teeth
All the strain and history
Sometimes I can’t even breathe
Went too far and did my best but in the end what do I see?
Nothing at all
I came all this way just to fall
So much I could say, I just wait and rot away
Do you hear my call?

deserve this (acu + pawl4k + azami)

produced, mastered by me
available on all platforms