DEFEND MYSELF CUZ I CANT LOSE MY HEART AGAIN

gonna tat this first bar on myself this weekend

A @synthetickids EXCLUSIVE

@kainebot
@blackfridvy

prod 
@northeastlights
@internetjoe

Fed Up! +Fridvy & Kainebot [Northeast Lights & Internet Joe]

ft @killmesumday
prod @qqqu1ncy x @beatsbykrave

BLASTIN UZI ON THE 95 ft. KILLMESUMDAY

fly like a bird hang by a rope

produced by @dercept x @johnnyfriend

hold my breath and count to 60 so i'm red
finally came out of my shell can't believe this is what i get
back to square one it isn't new to me
i know that i'll level up again in time i'm steady moving

wait up
how come nobody ever asks me how i'm doing anymore?
broken glass i can see it shatter from the top floor
yeah this life can give me everything i'm still gon fuckin want more
got my weapons maxed out i'm bouta pull up with a god sword
defend myself cuz i can't lose my heart again
i can't fall asleep at night it gets me wondering where the comfort went
u can leave me in the next few days and i'll still wish u well
u said that ur going places only place ur going is hell

i'm barely alive like can u tell?
late at night i'm getting fried threw my roach into the well
darling i don't feel too well
u don't gotta solve all of my problems but i'm hoping that u help

wait up
how come nobody ever asks me how i'm doing anymore?
broken glass i can see it shatter from the top floor
yeah this life can give me everything i'm still gon fuckin want more
got my weapons maxed out i'm bouta pull up with a god sword
defend myself cuz i can't lose my heart again
i can't fall asleep at night it gets me wondering where the comfort went
u can leave me in the next few days and i'll still wish u well
u said that ur going places only place ur going is hell

wonder (dercept x johnnyfriend)

keyblayde808, musa & heroine diaries - walkingwithmyeyesclosed [prod. thislandis + keyblayde808 + musa]

this is all of our songs not just mine, we recorded this in new york earlier this month 2022

@keyblayde808 @prodmusa @thislandismusic s/o to them fr <3

cover art by https://www.instagram.com/yoah404

walkingwithmyeyesclosed w/ keyblayde808 & musa (prod. thislandis, key & musa)

V12 on the motor
bitch i whip right over
ask her take a seat
but im to scared just to hold her
tell these lies let me die
weight feels like a boulder
take ya dam head and rest it upon my shoulder
wishing 4 the day that u never left its over
you left me in the snow took my hoodie got colder
take the bitch the home drop her off then i scold her
long dyed hair black dress with a choker
heard he fuckin hurt u hit the dash im over
run into my dam arms and he acting like he knows her
moved to a dif state now i wish u closer
whippin in a black benz now im comin over

fuck you bitch yea im steppin up my game
she just wanna talk chit chat i dont wanna hang
he just wanna talk chit chat ima bring the pain
buss him the lip i apply the novacane
they never wanna to talk to me they think i stay the same
if u truly fucking hate me abandoned me in woods
lock me in a haunted house i wish understood

understood understood my love 4 u
yea when u left bitch it gave me the blues
scream in my face and u gotta let me know
i dont want to meet my end demise
jumping out the tree and i caught him by suprise

V12 on the motor
bitch i whip right over
ask her take a seat
but im to scared just to hold her
tell these lies let me die
weight feels like a boulder
take ya dam head and rest it upon my shoulder
wishing 4 the day that u never left its over
you left me in the snow took my hoodie got colder
take the bitch the home drop her off then i scold her
long dyed hair black dress with a choker
heard he fuckin hurt u hit the dash im over
run into my dam arms and he acting like he knows her
moved to a dif state now i wish u

NOVACANE(jayysoul)

[LYRICS]
i woke up covered in piss 
baby there’s blood on ur wrist 
i’m checking all of my pockets 
who left this fork in this socket?
like last night last night 
i tried to kill all my friends 
last night last night 
you said you were with a friend 
but last night last night 
she was with me in bed 
last night last night 

last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 

last night will be the last time 
oh ima paint the walls red 
fill my little brain with led
i’m a degenerate 
you should just love him instead 
i’ll end up breaking your heart 
cause i don’t have one at all 
my momma calls me her dear
my daddy thinks that i’m queer 
i’m not girl or a man 
some things they don’t understand 
but it’s fine 
they’re just little people tryna get by 
it’s fine oh it’s fine

last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time 
oh baby last night will be the last time
oh ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head 
oh ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head 
last night last night last night 
ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head. 

let’s get this money gang >:3

POS (lastnight)

POS (lastnight) [everestdidthis x in bloom]

u and i (stezzyxl)

Outta Here (p. Killsavage)

[Припев]
А-а, Пёрпл Девил хочет забрать меня
Чувак, просто отойди — я не дам
Улетай, давай умирать
В этой комнате нет окон
И мне сейчас тут так немного одиноко
Совсем чуть-чуть, совсем чуть-чуть
Эти дьяволы заставляют страдать, у-у

[Куплет]
Я уже убил дракона — как пять минут 
Но он снова тут, и их ещё пять штук
Пять штук, их пять штук
Это время проклято — я просто крашу
Просто покажи мне тут выход
Я хочу просто выйти отсюда
Отсюда, отсюда
Я хочу покинуть этот мир навсегда

[Бридж]
А-а, эти порталы они закрывают
А-а, не смотри туда — они всё это знают
А-а-а, они улетают, они улетают
А-а-а, они больше не знают, ничего не знают

[Припев]
А-а, Пёрпл Девил хочет забрать меня
Чувак, просто отойди — я не дам
Улетай, давай умирать
В этой комнате нет окон
И мне сейчас тут так немного одиноко
Совсем чуть-чуть, совсем чуть-чуть
Эти дьяволы заставляют страдать, у-у

wonder (dercept x johnnyfriend)

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