03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

Most earnestly, rest easy. I will not claim complete understanding but I cannot overstate my reverence. circa May 2022

stream

rainbow bridge

neanderthal, saoirse dream, & sweeney - txtme (st1cks + neanderthal)

thank you to the awesome @patchymate for the cover art and help with arrangement and mixing! 

she'd go and take it, don’t reciprocate
end up feeling less sweet, opened wide
I’m dead in conversations, going to places i shouldn’t stay
real or on the line

feeling out of touch,
I can’t sense a numb feeling
state the obvious when I lose track of meaning
you keep on reading my mind when I don’t want you to
when I write about, write about, you
shit, go and take it, don’t reciprocate
even if it’s for the worse, I think I’ll be just fine

(patchymate)
don’t!
stop breaking your back for me
it isn’t worth the pain and the sense of a tragedy
it wasn’t no

don’t!
stop taking the edge out of everything i like
don’t!
keep me from friends ain’t like nothing that you had
don’t take it out on me, i’m your beauty queen
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have

still wanna show the do-si-do
show off the branches when the grow
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have
i wanna build an enterprise
co-divide and start to multiply and multiply and multiply and multiply

take it out of me to see the rest
lied about who lies with me in bed
fornicating on with someone else
and all my friends are getting used to it
all my friends are the best
believe me, to be the name i wasn’t then
it could have killed me in an instant
it could have got to my soul

and i love being all orderly
but it ain’t for me
i march to my own form
don’t you see?
i told you babe, it was an omen
and my friends are gonna love it when i cry

and you won’t
but you don’t have to believe me again

me/you feat. patchymate

llctheband.com

written & produced by jacob geoffrey & austin steele
add. synth production by madeleine birdsell
add. drum engineering by max morgen

So you tell me on your casual side
we’re reading too much into living with irrational eyes
but you never wanted to save the world
you wanted to say i told you so

(say what you mean, say what you mean, say)

Face, pavement sky
Scorched earth telling lies

Get relevant
Or you’re better off dying
Dying

Silence is god damn hysteria
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Get good or get god, he’ll say to you
Say what you mean

Run it back

The state shift isn’t my fault,
I’m just a kid trying to invent a new mascot
So maybe choose a hill to die on,
it’s required if you wanted to pass

(say what you mean, say what you mean, say)

False gods don’t try,
is your world on fire?

Get relevant
Or you’re better off dying
Dying

Silence is god damn hysteria
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Get good or get god, he’ll say to you
Say what you mean

Beauty stasis
Cultures fading
When did we all get so jaded?
Well the money’s buying all of the attention we accrue
And it’s up to the computers to decide what we consume
I’ve been told that getting rid of everything is overdue
Everybody wants some honesty but no one tells the truth, yeah

Say what you mean, say what you mean
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Say what you mean, say what you mean

Say what you mean

prod. @damazeinx @youngkimj

lyrics:

I'm high in the air with the crows here
Suspended in the sky with the vultures
I'm high in the air with the crows here
Suspended in the sky with the vultures

Put five in the sky
The sky the sky
I'm trying to diverge
From the road tonight
And reach high
If you are not alone in flight
I'm trying
To walk a forked road tonight
Put five in the sky
(Put five in the sky we're getting closer)
The sky the sky
I'm trying to diverge
(I'm trying to diverge and gain composure)
From the road tonight
And reach high
(And reach high till you start to feel your arms hurt)
If you are not alone in flight
I'm trying
To walk a forked road tonight

The rush
In my zone
My hands go up
I unfold
And I touch
The road
The path
To my soul
To my soul

There there in the air
Two two thoughts split off and I don't care
Breath my soul it's
A balance fallen off in all directions
And I engage devoted to the motion
Power play of wits tonight
A waiting game toward the light

Take it slow 
I know
Road is long and it goes
And my hands clutch
Until I'm gone
And open up
Reaching for the dawn reaching for the

Put five in the sky
The sky the sky
I'm trying to diverge
From the road tonight
And reach high
If you are not alone in flight
I'm trying
To walk a forked road tonight
Put five in the sky
(Put five in the sky we're getting closer)
The sky the sky
I'm trying to diverge
(I'm trying to diverge and gain composure)
From the road tonight
And reach high
(And reach high till you start to feel your arms hurt)
If you are not alone in flight
I'm trying
To walk a forked road tonight

Way To Dawn (prod. kimj & damazein)

prod gaxillic
m&m @me 

текст: 

Остался холодный свет
и я прожигаю память
Не убивай мою личность
я сам знаю, что не справлюсь.

Каждый день — как вечный сон
я — старый пустой вагон
Я слышу шепот, я стою в коридоре

Там тень лишь вдоль всей дороги
будто в тумане тревоги
Останься, я хочу тебя так запомнить....

Почувствуй мой пульс и сердце в такт с твою руку.
Я хочу загадать желанием — тебя снова
Можешь взять моё сердце
я не сделаю больно.
Пусть в твоих руках свет осветит дорогу к дому...

Дорогу к дому...

Пусть в твоих руках свет осветит дорогу к дому...

почувствуй мой пульс...

thank you to @dobimusic for help with this. 

i am moving forward with my music, trying new things. stay tuned for more projects in the future. they may be very different :)

how will i know?

https://open.spotify.com/album/0x2ZcWdttmtbwkSSfvuPcn

trusting yourself can be the hardest thing
thank you for 500 followers

produced by myself

trust yourself

ON SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/album/3rl4Ow0Cr5NfoEecRcZAsj

clearlew x @trophyphy x @ilysianofficial
(lyrics further below)

This song, originally for All Nighter Volume 6, was created in 24 hours without stopping.  We focused on trying to create something with a blend of genres, with TROPHYTROPHY having the idea of fusing indie-rock with our more current styles of music. 
It was all about not ruling out any ideas and trying everything that came to mind - clearlew

lyrics: (performed by clearlew)
Seven days
Seven days till I’d never go back
I wasn't looking to be around you
The blue linen with the golden flower

Too many questions
I never wanted to ask
She told me live in the moment
But the moment never lasted
We had seven days
And I stayed up too late
Just to communicate with you
I wasn't looking to be around you
The blue linen with the golden flower

And it's time
To leave all that shit in the past
To know that that was the last time i put myself on the line
I didn't know what was coming for me
I was too caught up in the you and me
I hope you're doing okay
I hope you're doing alright

I hope you're doing okay
I hope you're doing just fine