i made this album in a club today in Sun, Feb 23 2025// i hope this album makes ur week/month/year wrapping u in a blanket, i know u went thru a lot soo look at the sky tonight, the stars are there for u// this canvas represents a specific day where i almost lost my life again and once again new memories mixed with old memories resurfaces & affects the mind in certain ways to different perspectives in the end. this canvas is supposed to represent no guilt but accept how the scar is with no complaint / hope u enjoy ||♡☆

INTOXICATEDxCANVAS

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been damaged too much
not a shoulder to cry on
 traumatized too much

need some alchohol to drown on
if i don't have any sedatives
use a blade to cut my face
making a smile 
cause thats what they all wanna see

been beyond hurt
been beyond ruined
but im still living 
but im still living
i regret it
but it still feels 
that i deserve it
never asked for this
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　　　､ゞヾ∧""'∧;,
　　ヾ  　　　　　　 彡
　 ﾐ　　　　o　 o　 ミ
　~彡　　　　　　　 ﾐ
　　/ｿ,,　,０; ,;;:､０ヾ`

VEIN CONTAMINATION

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tell me im the reason for your pain
tell me why 
im the reason 
why 
you 
can't 
sleep 
/
tell me 
im the reason why you can't
eat anymore/sleep anymore
tell me 
you can't breathe anymore
feel anymore
the pain is soo sore
everything can't heal anymore
/
can the tissue heal anymore?
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　 　　　／` ミ＿xノ
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　　　 /　 ヽ　　 ﾉ
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　| (￣ヽ＿ヽ)__)
　＼二つ

PAIN REVOLVER

///<>×~\\\\\\\\\⌯'▾'⌯ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ⸝⸝^.  ̫ .^⸝⸝

INTERLUDE OF A DISTURBED REALITY

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(2x)
give me a reason
not to cut your throat this time?

this night
this time

(4x)
cutting up your twisted spine
you should pray to the god you won't find
as i put my blade inside you gently and kind
you're the true rotten apple this time

(2x)
cutting up your twisted spine
you should pray to the god you won't find
as i put my blade inside you gently and kind
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ROTTEN APPLE THROAT

---
started overthinking again
ive been missing your medicine

started missing you again
without you
overdose again
no
oh no
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▕▂╮┗┛ ╭┳┳┳       ▏
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 ▕╋╋╋╋┫┃▕╯
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OVERTHINKING MIRROR

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had you by my side
soo many times
not meant for my life
oh no
for you i would die
oh no
not the good kind

you were my ride or die
you were my champion knight
but who would have thought?
that you had the nastiest knife

i forgot this is valentines
i didn't forget about you
you/you
my death, you're saboring it
my death you're saboring it/saboring it
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.     ／￣＼
　 ( 　● ●)
　　￣UUU~
　 /ミ非ミ＝＝∈
　∥    _∥_
   爪(o仝o)
　　 ∥    ∥
　　 ∥    ∥
　　爪  爪

NASTIEST VALENTINE KNIFE

---
(2x)
if i can't fall in love again

(4x)
i'll be running away

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go ahead & lay on my shoulder
i need you & it's not over
no not yet
i know you're drunk & confused
i know the cxcaine fuels your heart (oh)
but i need you my buttercup 
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BUTTERCUP CANE

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darling ur eyes
its better than watching the world die

hold my hand
i'll take u to a place better than life

and if we fall
dont cry ur still in my arms

i love the way u smile
u look so divine when u smile
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:^ :^> :^] :^+++++++♡♡♡◇\\◇

I'LL TAKE U TO A PLACE BETTER THAN LIFE

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were tight up and dead
writing a letter
for the world 
soo nobody will forget

i just wanted
to
be
everybodys everything
but i-
im not e-
im not en-
im not enough

not enough
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.　          (＼゜。
.　 )＼／￣￣ヽ
.  /彡　    ･ ω･|
(_／＼　　　/
　  (／￣`~／


SORROWED FALLEN ANGEL

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when i wake up
everything seems to wash out
and when i wake up
everything seems to break up

break up
i don't know why i wake up
wake
up
wake
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╭━╮╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╭━╮┈ 
 ┃╭╱┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈╲╮┃┈ 
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WHEN I WAKE UP

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
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× /|||~°~  our veins cannot connect if we continue being razor blades towards each other ~\ |||/ ×


INTOXICATEDxCANVAS

clomii [>×_×]>