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lyrics:
im so stuck in this quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in

why am I like this
internal conflict
ion feel shit when I fight it
stuck in the mindset
im goin under, I split my world into sunder
fuck all these lames dont give a fuck what they say
strapped wit a heart and karambit
fuck everyone fuckin round wit my bros shit
why the fuck did u do that no I cant stand it
thought u were a friend
turns out u like fuckin over ur friends so I had so I had to unfriend, hope u understand
I do what I can nothin comes easy, but ill stop shit when u need me

breathe in, feel the weight in my chest
its the best
bleedin, all I need is some rest
some rest x2

im so stuck in the quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in x2

quicksand

spotify

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

too long (ft. shinigami)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

prod. sapphire2001

lyrics:

i can feel in the air tonight
smoke seeping from my lungs tonight
i dont wanna disappoint you
i dont wanna disappoint you

yeah you are so toxic like a poison i just threw up in the bathroom
medicate myself until i feel like i dont have you
stab me in the hall, leave my body by the stairway
bag me up and throw me somewhere nobody will find me
you cut me off so the cuts are on me now
i was by myself, now im choking claustrophobic
medically diagnosed depression from my therapist
you say im faking, check the fucking trash bin

disappoint myself and everyone else thats around me
you wish you were richer oh my god now thats astounding
i wish i could be a different person than myself yeah
ive been making plays might book a show at the foundry

chemically engineered they say that im so toxic
everyone around hates when i sing cause im obnoxious
i dont wanna die but i dont wanna fucking be me
ima shoot myself the day i see my face on tv
ima get a bag like my name was louis v
ive been making music vids im on a shooting spree
i dont wanna live and i dont wanna make you cry now
all the voices in my head are telling me to die now

u cut me off so the cuts r on me now..

love you guys <3
prod Anxiety Attacks! x Bruce Leen
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS
LYRICS:

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

AA!:
you've been feeling all the love I'm faking
but it's nothing like the drugs I'm taking
you're the promise that I keep on breaking
been seeing red like the blade I'm staining
a lot of times I be afraid to feel alone now,
somethings wrong with me I'm hittin on ur phone now
don't know why but I've been feeling like a ghost now,
don't got nobody I guess that's the way it goes now
now I'm driving all alone through a new town
never had too many friends here anyway
I'm gettin sick I'm gonna learn to tie a noose now
feels like it's coming to an end here anyway
every pill that I take is a crutch 
every word that I say I've been talking too much 
you've been calling my name I don't hear it at all
what else I'm supposed to do with my back against the wall

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

I been like this since a jit
Clenching fists
Finding god in the stars 
Around my head
Still having dreams 
Of getting filled with lead
Ya I’m anxious from the topic
Plus your full of shit

I jus woke up and 
Poured champagne
Pains getting harder 
To maintain 
Clouds looking heavy
With blood rain
I pray to the sky
That my soul takes 

My soul takes
I fucked up my brain 
you're insane idolizing me
soul takes, I fucked up my brain
you're insane
I'm insane

stream on Spotify <3

LITTLE EARNHARDT - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

prod. @notmorgn

[Verse 1]
What's wrong or what's right?
I'm 'bouta take a flight, like should I say goodbye?
Fuck that I'ma hold onto my pride
Momma raised a soldier so I can't afford to cry
Lookin' back I see the knife in my back now
Lookin' at life wishin' I was in the background
Lookin' back I see the future in the past now
90 in the whip, like should I fucking crash now?

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 2]
Chemicals running through my veins, I just wanna sleep
Feelings bleeding out my brain but right now I can't feel a thing
Woke up late, time to waste away
My favorite days are the rainy days
Let it soak in then I throw it all away
I try my best but this feeling always stays
You know, I try but you gotta gimme space
(Gotta give me space)
And I don't wanna hurt you if you get in my way

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 3]
Reach out just to waste my time
It's the young waste of space
With his headphones on
Call me when you need me baby
But I know I'm the last resort
You said that you love me
How the fuck could you just love a ghost?
You said that you love me baby
I said we are not that close

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

i'm so sick of this (stripped down)

You don’t seem the same, but I should know
Feel that sinking feeling in your throat?
Told me not to call you when you go 
Words I can’t imagine that you wrote 

Can’t get away with my head in the clouds 
Had all my friends here, but where are they now? 
Told me you changed, what you talking about?
Had all my friends here, but where are they now?

Try not to think 
When you open your mouth 
But it’s harder to live
When you live for an ounce 
Do you cry when you drink 
In the hope you’ll get out of here?

I think I’ve done enough 
It’s never easy though 
It gets harder 
When all you ever want 
Is just to make them feel prouder
But still you’ll bring it up 
How I never act like you wanted

Can’t get away with my head in the clouds 
Had all my friends here, but where are they now? 
Told me you changed, what you talking about?
Had all my friends here, but where are they now?

head in the clouds

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

head in the clouds

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