sad songs :c

Sadeyes

cloudhighcomeup

i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed 
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess 
i'm sorry that i missed your call 
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show

music video

i'm sorry, i'm trying.

[prod. convolk]

its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we were golden 
then you chose to 
leave and it will always be so
complicated
im insane
its crazy that you made me make this
getting all the money that i want now
so these bitches always hit me up now
tell em i dont really wanna fuck now
tell em i dont really wanna love now
3 am im thinking bout how i am gonna die one day
not joking when i say
im choking on the friends ive made 
its ok its ok 
so many deaths ive come to face
leave me heart bleeding 
your eyes have me reeling
so leave me 
believe me 
its better off this way
its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we are gonna blow up
everyone will know us
sorry i got no love
sorry i got no trust 
we are gonna blow up
everyone will know us
sorry i got no love
sorry i got no trust 
we were golden x4
its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we were golden 


sampled real friends (pls no sue)
mixing vocals production all me
ty

ritchie makes me cry

💖  🌹  yr the one I see when I close my eyes 🌹 💖

https://soundcloud.com/combinationlock
https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

come cry with me and we'll be alright w/ G$TAR (combination lock & ʎpoqou)

luna has risen

also available on:

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spotify, and all other major music stores.

lying in the snow
so cold 
please dont leave me tomorrow
pressure on my shoulders
feels like boulders
i might crumble

be my sanctuary
you might save me
let the waves take me
on on on i wander
all alone
beneath the surface

watch me drift among
the stars and moon and sun
my journeys just begun
but all ive done is run
take away the pain
the silence of the rain
skin and bones remain
fragments of fragile remains


its time we stopped this pointless nonsense
pick yourself up its not worth it
they just wanna see you down
but miss you when youre not around

youre wasting all your time on this
thats all you do is overthink
i know you wish for this to end
i know you wish for this to end

i cant fucking stay this way
burn my body to a blaze
ash and skin and bone remain
lay me to rest in the rain x4

luna

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sanctuary pt. 2 🌠

her instagram; @xmisoyc

-lyrics

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

Heard you wanna have fun, ay/
I think i need you right now/
I think i want you here/
Baby we could fuck until you forget 'bout your fears, oh yeah/

I think i want you right x[4]

you wanted to die but i saved you/
you wanted to cry when he played you/
you wanted SoLonely to date you/
but you blew the fucking chance that i gave you/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

Could've been the one to have everything/
Whenever you wanted, whenever you wanted/
Could've been the one to have everything/
Whenever you wanted, whenever you wanted/

All my life, i've been feelin sad/
All my life, i've been wanting to die/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

careless

i cant help it (feat. guccihighwaters)

is this the best of me?

vocal mix - https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Reset 
All the thoughts that she left 
I can’t even care less
Or maybe I do 
But you don’t see it 

Pretend
Like I’m moving on and 
I just seem so distant 
I don’t wanna go 
But you don’t know
Yeah you don’t 

I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 
You don’t wanna fight 
You don’t wanna fight anymore 
I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 

Wasting all my time 
I hear your voice still in my mind
And it gets worse at night 
You don’t wanna see it 

How I can move on when I still see you when I’m sleeping 
And I try to block it out like 
Is it real or am I dreaming at all
And I swear it all gets worse
And it’s just what I deserve 
I deserve

die in your arms

produced by https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
vocal mix by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Save your breathe 
Forget it all 
your lies won’t hide the emptiness 
I care less
I know you don’t 
I know that I’m still in your head 

All the time just fading in the back now
What you though we were we never had now
I don’t care just chilling with my friends 
While you cry alone in your bed 

I don’t care i don’t feel a bit 
And my phone is off so don’t try and ring
And you say you cared well you’re of shit 
And you can cry all night I know you’re faking it 

You’ll say you’ll change, all lies, I know you won’t  
I say I’m good, I’m fine, I’m on my own 
You won’t forget this shit I know, I know 
You say I want you back I know I don’t 


Bringing all the sorrow back 
Close your eyes 
Like your heart 
it’s just fucking black 

Missing everything you had 
I don’t care 
Stay away 
I don’t want you back 

Save your breathe

save your breath (prod. sorrow bringer)

MY INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
MY TWITTER: twitter.com/yungworry

Stream on Spotify/Apple Music: smarturl.it/thistimeworry 

Lyrics:

Girl I saw it in the stars 
You broke me down you broke my heart
I fucked up this time can we have a fresh start?
I don’t think that I can live without you in my arms 

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

I hope there’s time enough to make amends
I know it’s naive but i thought that we could still be friends 
And I think that i still love you so let’s not pretend 
You ignore all of the messages that I send 

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

Yeah I fucked it up (repeat)

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

this time

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

vocal mix: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

I know I’m not the same 
I know you fucking hate it 
I give this everything 

Won’t sleep I’m wide awake 
Time slept is just time wasted 
Why’s no one listening?

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?”
 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 
You can fucking hate me 
It’s alright 
Don’t stay the night 
You’ve been off it lately 
You can try 
You can try 
Find another maybe 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 

Act like I’m fine
Another night 
I’m good Inside 
Don’t wanna fight 
Stay all alone 

It’s hard to find 
My peace of mind 
It’s not the time 
Don’t wanna die 
This time I know 

I can just hide 
I think I might 
I see the light 
Don’t go outside 
Stay up all night 
Don’t ask me why 
Don’t waste your time 
Don’t waste your time 

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?

heartless

Not Enough w/Tarusmoon

full of fear *p. foxwedding*

This song was made for "It's Raining So Hard Outside" but didn't make the cut. We decided we love it so much we still had to give it to you guys.

 <3 Heaps + SpaceMan

Cover art by @ch3xican

Make A Way w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Elijah Heaps)

You don’t seem the same, but I should know
Feel that sinking feeling in your throat?
Told me not to call you when you go 
Words I can’t imagine that you wrote 

Can’t get away with my head in the clouds 
Had all my friends here, but where are they now? 
Told me you changed, what you talking about?
Had all my friends here, but where are they now?

Try not to think 
When you open your mouth 
But it’s harder to live
When you live for an ounce 
Do you cry when you drink 
In the hope you’ll get out of here?

I think I’ve done enough 
It’s never easy though 
It gets harder 
When all you ever want 
Is just to make them feel prouder
But still you’ll bring it up 
How I never act like you wanted

Can’t get away with my head in the clouds 
Had all my friends here, but where are they now? 
Told me you changed, what you talking about?
Had all my friends here, but where are they now?