this song means so much to me i can't express it in words

Danny listen to this

lyrics:
i dont give a fuck, cause i know we're gonna die
and i know it doesnt matter, i can see it in your eyes
yeah we might as well go quick, just delaying our demise
yeah our lives are laid to waste while we're floating in the sky

tight noose, i knew, this is how i die
you starve, im blue, baby its alright
got a box for two, baby you and i
we're alive in death, we were dead in life

it doesnt fucking matter what we do anyway
it doesnt fucking matter not a thing that i say
im hoping for the better but it just stays the same
when you die ill follow you ill meet you dead in the grave

i wish you fucking cared what happened to you
youre everything to me if you only knew
i say it all the time but it never gets through
tell me what the fuck i would do without you

wouldnt know what to say, wouldnt know what to do
with this pain in my chest, while i scream in the booth
about the one that i love and the horrible truth, that youre gone

it doesnt fucking matter what we do anyway
it doesnt fucking matter not a thing that i say
im hoping for the better but it just stays the same
when you die ill follow you ill meet you dead in the grave

IDGAF (yes i do)

IDGAF(yes i do)

Shattered Veils (Slowed and Reverbed) [Prod.Shvrs]

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan & @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
Mix: @itsyungvan & @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
Master: @scottysplash
Production: @lilbuckethead
Cover art: @iamdavidkiernan (on twitter)
Shout out @qawikamri & @producedbyaidan for helping me extend the beat and go show love to everyone who helped make this song possible (if ya got some to share) <3


Lyrics-

Yung van:

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life

Bring me up
Shut me out
You wanna scream baby
I've learned to shout
You wanna ghost
I'll be your Phantom
Like a shadow
I'll follow till the end of 
Bring me up
Shut me out
You wanna scream baby
I've learned to shout
You wanna ghost
I'll be your Phantom
Like a shadow
I'll follow till the end of 
Time
But I don't really care 
Said you had my back then you left me in the air
Flying all alone made me feel like I was scared
I'm drowning in your problems
Baby I can't solve them 

Running away
Running away
Running away
Running away

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I need her back in my life

9TAILS:

says she wanna die with me
but thats just a lie
depression is like a virus
i see that shit in her eyes
shes up alone every night
weed is packed in the pipe
window open at night
smoke blowing by the streetlights

take me over like a virus
anti virus with the heisman
saw the bate no biting
calculate my timing

im out the door before you tell me to go
i had you blocked before i seen what you wrote
i got people to meet i got places to go
and she play the detective like murder she wrote

i dont have time for the games like its pay to play
feel like kobe how i fade away
keep you a bit behind thats screen delay
i know all your tricks no david blaine

u cant make me stress ya
u cant make me stress no
ask me whats been on your mind or else youll never know
we all will eventually die speak up before we go
put your plan back into motion hit me with the blow

tryna bring the heat like a tanning bed
get in line like its wonderland
break it off like a pencil lead

Yung Van:

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I need her back in my life

Virus w/ 9TAILS (Prod. Aquinas)

taking naps i cant even afford

with some beautiful guitar work by my friend @the-gnarly-neighbors

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an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmBDiyk9YO8
lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-morning-light-w-the-gnarly-neighbors-lyrics

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morning light (w/ the gnarly neighbors)

why do i still call knowing you won't ever answer w/ 9TAILS (prod. eel)

why do i still call knowing you won't ever answer

im scared to fall in love again
last time i lost myself and changed
im scared to trust someone again
last time my heart broke in vain

she cut her wrist and blamed on me
i dont think my heart can bear the pain
i could tell that her friends put the blame on me
nobody knows that i treated her like a queen

you can go and keep telling lies
imma move on and break ties
im still young uh living life
im still young uh tryna survive

imma go houdini imma disappear like poof
why u gotta be like that and cheat on me, here's proof
i got screenshots in my photos if that bih done goof
she gon' make lies, she gon' make lies, listen to the two sides two sides of the story
she said she needs money, she said she is hungry
so i sold my sony, so i sent her money
but she gon' spend it on a henny

why... why???
why you tryna hit my line up
why you tryna waste my time now
text me ill curve that bih
cos i don't deserve this

everyone thinks that im the bad guy
just cause im a dude doesn't mean im a bad one


she's gon' pass my eyes
cos love made me blind
she's gon' waste my time
cos love made me dumb
im so done with you uh,
im so done with fools uh
im so done with youu yea

I'm Scared To Fall In Love

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

Follow me <3

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

@ivrii

Lyrics

Lost thoughts in my head, I might slip up again
I might say the wrong thing, I wish it was the end
The reaper is reaching, my life force is leaking
I'm shaking and freaking out cause I know you don't need me

You promised that you'd never leave me
I told you this wouldn't be easy
I gave you my heart
When you gave it back, it wasn't beating

Now I'm dead again, putting my faith in the meds again
Taking whatever they recommend, I need a stronger sedative
Don't even ask, I'm not alright, I really do not wanna fight
No, not tonight, I would rather die

Than to live in this world with the way that I feel
I miss the old days, when everything was okay

Why can't I be okay?
Why can't I just feel good?
Slipping back to old ways
Just to fucking feel good
I'm a fucking waste of space
Never did a thing good
Music is the only way
I can let this shit out
I don't like to open up
It's not like you can help out
I tried to let a person in
Look how that shit turned out
Fucking up my lungs again
Smoke until I burnout
Lesson wasn't learned before
Lesson won't be learned now

spotify.

sedative. (w/ ivri) | Produced by ocean

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Life gets better 
If you say so 
You don’t understand it 
Well I guess we’re in the same boat 

I can’t honestly remember why you’re mad at me still 
And the fact that it’s not over swear it’s making me ill

I swear it’s making me stagnant 
Weighed down 
Need some rest 
I’d give you all I have so I can feel again you 
say that you wanna move along
 but you don’t show it 
You don’t give a shit 
You never did
And now I know it 

Well how am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back 

Shy away 
I try my best but Ill never change 
Go back 4 years 
And I’d feel the same  
I can’t stay afloat
I just stay awake 


All this time spent all alone 
Feel alright again and you know
Then you’ll see inside my mind 
Then I’ll wake up on my own 

If you leave then I get it, go
See the words past right over my head 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Not doing well but you could have guessed 
Think that I care the way that you dress
Look at my face 
Am I impressed?

How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back

if you leave then i get it (prod. brody)

bipolar freestyle (prod. GHXST & Dj Pain)

explicit

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

guccihighwaters - blue

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

if you leave then i get it (prod. brody)

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