washed away - sighsare

Im washed away, I cant stay, so many pages
I write to you, you dont understand the truth
[1963]
And I ain't far, pull the pieces out the dark, washed away, still in my heart
I know Im scarred, I know I try too hard
people I try to guard, leave my life they are a shard
wash away in a graveyard, take my hand I need your charge
I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept
but I wont do much. I know you miss my touch
you used me as your crutch
there is no one to judge, hold my hand I'll let you smudge
I hope that I wasnt that rough, I let you go with a rush <3

you're a stranger! [stranger danger] I dont know your name and you dont know yours
detach myself from the wires, take the stairs and fucking try
YOU hide as I subside, as I see myself in your fucking eyes
all this madness I confide, trolling through ur about to die
why do you look surprised? rat me out you'Re compromised :)
Im a wasteland in disguise! german roots I fossilize 
I wash away my sorrow, I feel so fucking hollow
I'll leap in faith, I follow, digest my way you swallow

-----------------im washed up-------------------

Just breathe with me, I know you're here with me
Just breathe with me, I know you're here 

washed up in an ocean and I think Im swimming
deep down to the depths, shhh im fuckin winning
and you'll catch me with this money that im fuckin printing
you won't see me again, thats why im fucking grinning
look at the steps I make, I get it im just a flake
a crystal stuck in a crate, look at my limiting state
id rather walk alone, till im skin and bone
than see your face, on your fuckin dome
I'll never be happy, my visions get fuzzy

fuck forgiveness, its a show of fucking weakness
and my brain is close to nothing, and my systems full of sickness
im still here..

follow

washed away

prod by me<3

p-put the pedal to the floor and close my eyes
how many seconds can i last on the freeway? 
p-pull the lever shifting into overdrive
never listen to the warning signs these days
i-i’ve been in the fast lane like all my life
u gotta choose how u live or die ur own way
p-put the pedal to the floor and close my eyes
167MPH on the freeway

167MPH on the freeway
167MPH on the freeway
167MPH on the freeway
167MPH on the freeway

yeah u really think i’m gonna run out of luck? 
well, bitch shut up 
the way my cards been dealt i couldn’t give a fuck
fuck what they say i’m doing better on my own 
i got the best hand at the table 
i can see it on their face now
yeah i’m on the come up 
yuh

167MPH [GLAR3]

it just don't cut it to hate it u gotta love it
explain it until its nothing u love it when ur the subject
pull us into your stomach and throw up into the bucket
in cover when ur in public u love to feel so above it

pull us into your nothing
sorry we saw it coming
sorry they saw it coming
you'll never get to stop running
u think you're so fucking cunning
flexing your victim budget
wait for ur friends to cut it
destroy yourself oh i love it

watch you keep up the cycle
all u wan be is viral
oh im so suicidal
look at my perfect smile
you act like a fucking child
cant pull me into your spiral
i know ur not in denial

wake up
ur so fucking stuck
im so fucking cut
hate your fucking guts
tell me loosen up
oh ur all i have
shut the fuck up
i gave you all i had
told me that id be dead
"if u don't come with us"
u make no fucking sense
act like ur 21
bitch ur like 28
grow the fuck up
ill say it to your face
dare u to show up

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bridge burner / nothing learner

prod @flojy
w/ @counterxo + @6cainhurst
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503
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@s0lemn
i can tell u rn ,,  i js wna b inside .. ; / 
u dont get how i feel ,, [ ur lookin from the outside. . ']
feelings dat i design ,, js so i dont fxckn cry .. ; 
u can tell by how i look ,, ,i dont wna b alive :p .. 

ik ur leavin me . .  but where u goin2 ?. ., ?/
u told me we were meant 2b ,, but ion kno u .. ; /
js let let me hold u ,, 4 1 last time .. , <
js say ur sorry2 ,, but u dont gota lie .. 

im tryna b wat u need ,, but i nvr found out [  ' [
girl its hard bein me ya ": > i always fckn doubt / /. ,
bb ima pout , ,, n think of wat we was . . .
i could try now . .; ;  but u dont wna budge .. -

@counterxo
I just need one final kiss
In case I don’t remember this night 
I know that I’ll miss you
I can’t sleep this doesn’t sit right
erased me off your list 
and now it’s like I watched a wish die
So I need to say
You haven’t found Romeo, you haven’t settled
And your father said stay away from Juliet
You were cryin on the staircase,
cause you can’t let this go 

@6cainhurst
once again, i let u down again
in the end it feels like i cant win, even for a second
i got a confession;-; i rly luv the way u turn your tears into a blessing

cz i can't, for a second,cant get a breath in, but its all good
heads a mess im sry girl im haunted

ur on the town w ur bf, hes upset 
says u dress loose, doesnt give u respect
he doesnt trust ur feelings like i do (i do)

@s0lemn [outro]. / 
i stg ima kms but u dont give af. . . .
ima ball til im nothin ,, cuz we alwayz turn 2 dust  ;; '
i was thinkn w my <3 but u only think of lust , .;  <
u gon ask y we apart .. ,
ur js fckn hard2 trust .. .: [[ [
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feeling by design w/ counter + cainhurst [flojy]

green room (stop) ft. lucywav + witchboy (prod. illumbeats x 5tonittoo)

prod @sunrisess


@sukidied
lil bitch i aint 
just no average
yea its getting bloody 
fucking with a savage
u a loser u a bum
u not a bad bitch
imma fix ur heartstrings
with a ratchet
iFAK in my pocket
feeling like its puppet
pistol on my waist
i dont even gotta tuck it
i dont wanna kill 
but i rlly like the bloodshed
yeah she wanna fw me
but she told me im garbage
feeling like i went up now
i dont even wanna talk now
pretend that u love me
all these dumb hoes 
they can fuck off
yeah we back to back
1v1 this shit a stand off
bitch im on a killstreak
n yk this shit aint airsoft 


@lovehatee
you dont know what i been through 
crazy over you
heart is full of pain 
and its all because of you
im so nauseous 
feeling heartless
take my body dump 
it in the garbage

@0q2
told me goodbye
why u switchin sides
this is not a team deathmatch
u gotta go decide
u been playing with my life 
im gonna lose my fking mind
and if u cross me on more time
its do or die
pop out at the lobby
w my team we nvr missing
yea we gon treat u like a mission
one shot n ur finished
wrap it up in plastic
put the body in the trunk
dont need 2 be scared of it
breaking down 
ur door with a crowbar
i feel like suki
cus theres no deadends
imma need a bestfriend
yea ill find a way 
to make it work
imma put him 6ft 
down in the dirt

bloodshed w/suki & lovehate (sunrisess)

im the best shawty feel like molly sex
took me out i took her home and gave her neck
21 i was poppin skater decks
fuck the rest i go to sleep and wake up dead

i cant ever go home and show my face again
feel it in my stomach when i know its boutta end
always make it back so ion care how much i spend
real spazzholics we're the only ones left

i feel so alone
need you, call my phone
breathin hella slow
i got weed for low
girl pull up to my show
withdrawling im so cold
hate when you go home
ill turn into a ghost

ill turn into the goat
west feel just like home
shawty love me so
kiss me thru the phone

memory so gone its shit ill never even know
last year really fucked me up yea i know

way2up prod. 5v & hallow

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DEATH CERTIFICATE ft. blackwinterwells & Nosgov

Swagger 31 - Track 14

@mental
@blxty
@funeral

[mental]
i got bloody balmains bright red leave u blind
i got money in my pockets i got murder on my mind >:o
i been hiding in the shadows im somewhere that u cant find
that bitch tryna figure out what i been doin with my time

that boy talk tough like izzy made his ear leak
and we gon pop up u cant ever see me
copy everything i do u tryna be me
headshot no scope im like gg

shawty give me neck get whiplash
yea i dig that
opps got me hittin trickshots
ima clip that !!
thoughts in my head - disregard
i don't get that
why u rappin bout a bag
u dont get that

they tell me i cap so i showed em what i make
know he actin fake i can see when people change
dont care what u say idc ab ur day
lotta people snakes had  2 push em all away

[blxty]

say u homie but u talk behind r back
u gon be crying when we smokin on ur pack
feel like this is 2012 hit a trickshot
said im nothing without u i took ur spot

why u hatin on the team caus u fell off
say u gettin to the bag but u far off
when u see me u gon freeze like a mannequin
im on ur screen better pay me like a bandicam

mental & blxty - gg (funeral)

11.02.2021 Album
Vocals by wido + features from @prodpitfall @i9bonsai and tempura + A.O (with tempura) extra production by @sadworldbeats

Decision Making

thanks

167MPH [GLAR3]

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