prod. @5vexe + @ruuuuuuuuuuush
art by instagram.com/yoruseh

lyrics:

u dont notice
i feel worthless
i cant bring myself to say its hurting
dont think i ever had a purpose
tattoo my skin with all these curses
breaking down cant bear this weight
think ive become the thing i hate
i cant handle it but so what
how u looking at me like i give a fuck
oh my god
i cant keep healing
i just cant stop
cant stop this bleeding
i miss that feeling
the way u treat me
dont think i need this
take my heart and keep it
cant decide on what to wear too much designer
#vamplyfe i stay inside my lair just like a vampire
wish i was faceless
know i wont make it
wish i was faceless
know i wont make it

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tattoo (5v + ruuuuuuuuush)

w/ @corpsekittyy

prod @9wren

lyrics:

anesthesia:

how the fuck i trust a bitch when i can’t even trust myself
ATL, i rep my city till they drag me down to hell
i been ghostin for a week but she keep tryna ring my cell
yea they tried keep me down but i crawled straight up out that well

like samara, all this ice on my wrists feelin like katara
mix the fendi bubble coat w chelsea boots from prada
got a bitch that crack your gourd open like gaara
full throttle in the i8 don’t drive no hondas

corpsekitty:

i rock up 
pull up in that bitch im so stocked up
im like the plug got all these drugs inside this prada
me n v stay cutting down the competition like katanas
b4th0ryy bitch thats the gang u never caught up

plastic surgery obsessed w precision
hands on my throat just make another incision
night falling wanna trace ur skin with crimson 
showed u my worst side but u dont listen

i had a vision
wish u were my addiction
want to succumb 2 u js let me b ur victim
infect me w ur sickness
cant be apart from u 
in love w the symptoms

anesthesia:

got a coven full of witches
know we takin care of business
you not hard bitch you a kitten
we blow brains out you blow kisses
he was talkin hella vicious
now he praying for forgiveness 
i’m no priest i’m not religious
but ill still give that bitch his penance
ain’t no case without a witness
if we ever catch you snitchin
we gon light you up like christmas
i got syrup in my cup so dark look like im sippin guinness

Ringu

ringu

ringu w/ corpsekitty (autopsy)

broken w/ mxtty (not emo)

lyrics </3

auxina:

I let you lead 
I let you breathe 
Tied my ribbon to 
My pinkie 
What was the cost 
No value lost
Falling apart
Of course it’s my fault 

A piece of me 
Breaks off into 
Deeper things 
You watch me bleed
The floor will weep 
I dropped my guard 
I broke another promise
To my heart 

I just want the end
I don’t wanna be friends 
Taking back the hand I lent 
Can’t take back the time I spent
Bleeding into my lungs
Drowning on fractured trust 
Fatal to lead with lust
Its still not enough 

@korrindotnet:
i watched u be alone
i wanted to be ur home 
sometimes i lost my dome 
i wanna stay in my zone 
sometimes I think about u
sometimes I think about what we could be 
those thoughts a horror show 
and they play on loop continuously  
i never thought it would come
the day u would finally leave
I thought I was on my throne
then why do i continue to grieve 
w/o u by my side am i on the right path?
its too dark to tell and there’s no going back

auxina:

A piece of me 
Breaks off into 
Deeper things 
You watch me bleed
The floor will weep 
I dropped my guard 
I broke another promise
To my heart 

Another broken promise to my heart
I don’t think I could ever get it to restart
I blame myself for ever taking part.....

shield break...up! + @korrinsgone (ARRAMIE & VERITATE)

prod by me<3

lyrics:
my body's a maze
legs like a spider
cut me into pieces
multiply divide her
show me all ur entrails
let me get inside her
losing myself
one day i hope to find her
x2

find her-
yeah
find her-
everyday is a reminder
lost in outer space
hyper-fem ghost rider
whatever it takes
i'll achieve my desires

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
i'm Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

show me all ur scars
where did they divide u?
tearing us apart
one day i will find u
nobody is safe
everything is haunted
one with the stars
all i ever wanted to be

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

my body's a maze
legs like a spider
cut me into pieces
multiply divide her
show me all ur entrails
let me get inside her
losing myself
one day i hope to find her

find her-
yeah
find her-
everyday is a reminder
lost in outer space
hyper-fem ghost rider
whatever it takes-
my body's a maze

where did they divide- divide u?
one day i will find u- find u
everything is Haunted- Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
I'm Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

where did they divide- divide u?
one day i will find u- find u
everything is Haunted- Haunted

Haunted

prod by me<3
ft @corpsekittyy

lyrics:

(cloudii)
always feeling like i have no one to turn to
i don’t feel alive, i always feel so awful
writhing in my own misery
the weight of my sins keeps dragging me
down down
down down
down down
down down
like a zombii in my flesh right now
all these voices they crowd up my head
so loud..

maggots crawling in my skin right now
i don’t know where to begin right now
azrael: angel of death
do what u will
lay my soul to rest
always wondering what in the world i turned to
another day alive
another day i hurt u
either drown in thoughts
or drowning them out
there’s no escape from this place
from this maze
no way out
no way out

(corpsekitty)
in love with misery
take everything that’s left of me
i don’t wanna breathe 
take lines until my nose bleeds
need u close to me
can't give u what u need from me
i think i'd rather die
so close to suicide
every fucking day i do the same thing
i hate myself and every piece of me they’re taking
don't know if ill survive think i can't take it
fucked up 
i can't fucking feel any of this pain bitch

(cloudii)
always feeling like i have no one to turn to
i don’t feel alive, i always feel so awful
writhing in my own misery
the weight of my sins keeps dragging me
down down
down down
down down
down down
like a zombii in my flesh right now
all these voices they crowd up my head
so loud..

i’m a.. 
zombii zombii
just a.. 
zombii zombii
lowly..
zombii zombii
lonely..
zombii zombii

i’m a..
zombii zombii
just a..
zombii zombii
lowly..
zombii zombii
lonely..
zombii zombii

zombii ft corpsekitty

no synergy + nosgov (pressure)

1 D0NT F33L 4L1V3

@corpsekittyy
lay my body on the floor of ur bedroom
too barred out i dont know what the fuck to do
who the fuck are you
stay away i cant fw u
vampire gang kitty wrist slit drug crew

i regret all this wasted time
want to kill myself just to see u smile
fuck my life
rail another fucking line
hurt myself know i never could survive

need a doctor im running out of options
let my life decay im so disgusted
hate everything want my soul to fade away
never want to feel this way

@cloudiiscape
all the colors looking greyed out
why does every single day
just look the same now?
doesn’t matter who i’m with or what we talk about
cause in my memory their face is always blurred out
aphantasia can’t see nothing
like the lights are out
only feeling like myself 
when no one else around
living life like it’s roulette
and i’m the gun now
roll the dice
inflicting pain like i’m a sadist

let the past decay as i fall within
only choice i have til i meet my grave
who do i run from?
who do i save?

apparition + cloudii (cloudii + corpsekitty)

u text me when he hurts
“you okay?”
been here before
a damaged door
i see you more
in my dreams
than before
i miss you more

do u realize how u hurt me
more than i have ever hurt you
always blaming never owning
life keeps going never atoning
im a target just keep aiming
hope u get me im not naming
stick to framing falsely claiming
ill wait ill b painting

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