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Earl Stan - Nightmares

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/thiago.saluthi/ & @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics: 

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

(Verse)
You're smiling so big as we're falling to pieces
Ain't questioning why
Why the fight never ceases

I'm running from you 
I'm running from me
I wanna live life 'cause I ain't deceased yet
But my soul ain't released yet

(Bridge)

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

I'm Mentally Stable, I SWEAR

Birds

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

Cheers to my homie https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey for jumping on <3

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

a foggy bed covers home
how did I get here vision is not clear
lost in a maze of streets alone
all i do is fear, withered inside here

yeah there's a vacancy where i mistakenly 
put the trust in the ones i love
laying a wake with a knife pressed to my skull
as the nightmares take control

stuck on a cheap diet of cigarettes 
just so i can keep the hunger at bay
swear to god that someones living inside these walls, 
cus i know that hes calling me name

i don't feel like i'm making sense
when i talk yeah i just regret
every little sentence that leaves my mouth
cus you always seem to twist the words i say

whether it comes from a family, a father or lover 
or something i don't really care
try to explain what the dissociations is like
but they don't really understand

never can be perfect, yeah i know that
but its hard when you look and stare
filled with the judgment of someone else's problems
till it's more than i can bare

it's just a glitch in my personality
feel the anger lurk in me
boiling burning till the circuits 
in my spine start to collapse

pressure is building, the person on my shoulder
tells me that nothing here is real
guess that's fine, i'll just represses everything
until i cannot feel

i never wanted i never wanted all of this
i'm so disgusted, i'm so disgusted i can't quit
the faces changing, i think i'm lost inside my mind
yeah if i don't wake up soon i'm thinking of taking my life

yeah what's the point man, yeah what's the point when you just run
yeah i'm so pathetic, i couldn't understand im done.
yeah my mind is aching, i think depression has just won
yeah if i don't wake up, i think yeah my chances are gone

Sepha:

Look at you taking a part of me away
Every time u make demands and say
Its for my best u know me 
U have my best interests at heart

Our interests are not my interests
I just want to rediscover myself
Again i lost so much but
At least i wrote it all down to remind me in moments like this

Im running away now go
Not cos im a victim no
Just cos i let myself believe that i was your equal but no

U hide under pretenses
False empowerment perspectives
Everything is someone elses fault ur only using ur defences

Im flying away im
Glowing up glowing up glowing up

Look at u take a part of someone else away

Never Trust Anyone Ft. Sepha

Tsunami J. & Antent - Where Are You?

Lost in your pretty eyes
I'd rather hold you in my arms
Lying with the love and scars
That bear the pain
Baby you'll never change 
No one to take it all away 
As I'm turning to a ghost 
And I'm to blame

You say I'm to blame now for all of our problems
 According to you I'm just evil in disguise
Tears in the rain, I got a mind full of sorrow 
Loving is pain
 I gave you my trust
my everything wasn't enough
still high off your drugs
a blurry frame of who I was
a dangerous lust
you're poisonous down to the touch 
Now I'm fading to a ghost, and I'm to blame 

Lost in your pretty eyes
I'd rather hold you in my arms
Lying with the love and scars
That bear the pain
Baby you'll never change 
No one to take it all away 
As I'm turning to a ghost 
And I'm to blame

I've been losing touch with the old you
If we keep losing trust it'll happen again
Better off alone in the bad news
Only time will heal the wounds

Started caving in
And i'm admitting it now
Distant memories are haunting more than doubt
Will it be enough 
All While you're rotting in my head
Like a plague of our regret
Hope I'm the same

lost in your pretty eyes
Don't chase tears waiting on me
Wasting life away
Always because of you
The chains are getting loose

My smile is coming down 
I wanna love you now
Begging to see the sun 
Take me for another round
I need her warm embrace
Before I meet the horizon 
I know only time will heal the wounds

Crown Of Sorrow ft. Luke Mara

Heartkiller

EXIT LIFE

Lyrics:

Too much on my mind, I had to learn to keep it out of sight
Soon as I let my guard down, they're asking me if I'm alright
“Yeah I'm fine”, I reply as I fake a smile
From time to time, it's real but in reality it's been a while
Since I had some peace of mind
You wouldn't want a piece of mine
Trying to find solutions for emotions that I can't define
Or should I say I can't recall
Barely feel anything at all
I find I'm always waiting for the fall

It's gonna be alright
Take care 
When it's all too much to bear
Everything you wanted
Don't you know you've got it right there 
Long nights
Nightmares
Life don't fight fair
Look inside my mind
You might not like what you find there

Yeah, yeah
Lost myself one day and I'm still trying to find my way
Try to explain it but I never find the words to say
Searching everyday for ways to take my mind away
From the darkness, now I figure that it's here to stay
But it's okay
Honestly I'm quite acquainted
I learned from my mistakes, it takes its toll when I fake it
Used to think I'd never make it
Now every chance, I take it
If this is the hand I'm dealt then I'll play it

It's gonna be alright
Take care 
When it's all too much to bear
Everything you wanted
Don't you know you've got it right there 
Long nights
Nightmares
Life don't fight fair
Look inside my mind
You might not like what you find there

Alright

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

Alright

NTHN