1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

hysteria

ericdoa - good 4 u

412<3
SHOUTOUT TO JIN I FUCKING LOVE YOU BRO

Lyrics-

I don't know my right from wrong, but I gotta move along
Every move is feeling wrong, people telling me I'm on
I don't know where I belong, I'll go write a shitty song
No more feelings, to far gone.

I don't know my right from wrong, pills I'm taking got me fucked up
Got me laying on the floor, got me looking at our photos
Do you love me I don't know, I don't know where I can go
Heart is broken, feeling froze, percies going down my throat

Write a shitty song, got me singing in my bedroom, playing in my headphones
I've been going mental, everybody waste potential, why you such an asshole
Your body is a temple, to experimental, taking drugs I'm throwing up
all from my omental, why does everybody love me, I don't got a good bone

I don't got no good soul, I've been going mental, fuck the government and federal

Got you in my mental 

Now you wanna see all the red, shit is getting critical, I got your body all full of led, ask me if I'll ever come back, I aint ever gonna come back, fuck it all
This shit getting wack, level hunnid gon be my last

I would never fumble the bag, got a chopper full of metal
I might go and hit your dental, saying it was accidental
why you super sentimental, gotta learn my fundamentals
clover turned into a rebel, I've been goin waaaaaa

Write a shitty song, got me singing in my bedroom, playing in my headphones
I've been going mental, everybody waste potential, why you such an asshole
Your body is a temple, to experimental, taking drugs I'm throwing up
all from my omental, why does everybody love me, I don't got a good bone
Picking up put down the phone, baby I want you all, please stop messing with my head, I've been going fucking mental

I don't know my right from wrong, but I got to move along
Every move is feeling wrong, people telling me I'm on
I don't know where I belong, I go write a shitty song
Everybody come with wrongs, come and meet me at the pond

Jin be watching on my back, screaming fuck the federal
You guys are not credible, maybe I wont make it home
You wont ever really know, blunt is filled with medical
Having no clue where to go, I did it all alone.

ily

lyrics: 
She wanna play me like a baritone, lately I've been on my own 
I've been driving 65, to see that smile when i get home,
you don't love me, no you don't, you don't trust me, that's so funny
we lay in bed you on your phone, you got me thinking i was wrong
telling you i love you but you telling me I don't belong
you just want me for the song, you just want me fucking gone

[bridge] no why, you wanna stress me out 
you wanna, you wanna
you wanna, you wanna, kick me out 
you wanna, you wanna 
(goofy noises)
you don't want me here
(more random noises lol)

I've been driving with my windows down, so silent I don't hear a sound
I've been wondering why you kicked me out, I'm do frustrated driving to my house 
I been thinking bout you when I'm by myself, taking drugs that wont help my health, omg I'm thinking I need help, why the hell do you just stress me out, 

omg I need help, laying in bed im just trying to figure out, what did you do to me
I know I'm not the best of me, I just been happier in my dreams, thinkin that you were meant for me, I don't think that were meant to be, you don't care about my feelings

I've been driving with my windows down, so silent I don't hear a sound
I've been wondering why you kicked me out, I'm do frustrated driving to my house 
I been thinking bout you when I'm by myself, taking drugs that wont help my health, omg I'm thinking I need help, why the hell do you just stress me out

I've been driving with my windows down, no I wont ever look around, no I never made a sound, all the good ones come crashing down, no I don't want nobody else, no I really hate myself, I don't know, I don't care, I really hate myself

she wanna play me like a baritone, pop another benzo, said you love me, but you hate me, I'm stuck in a weird zone, I'm so high don't know where to go, I don't got aint nobody else but you, say you love me but you don't, I  guess you got me falling for I lost all my friends for you
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hi i hope you guys like this, february is coming up and it’s a pretty hard month for me, i’ve been really stressed out lately cause of some things that i don’t want to get into detail about here, so the name kinda felt fitting. but this song is about a relationship that i had a while back that gave me a new perspective on things, i hate myself for still thinking about things in the past, but what can i do, ya know.

Stress

had to repost cause i think someone botted... buttt, the name dont make sense, but me and my buddies have been obsessed with this bohemian grove shit the past couple days.

This isn't my favorite song that I've made, but I love the feature on it(@1stevyn) and I hope you guys like it a little more than me

lyrics coming soon.

bohemian grove, stevyn

so i wake up not knowin wat to do
so i wake up not knowing who to chose
and i cant make up my mind
im sippen henny and wine
im lettin it fuckin shine
im gettin lost in time
why, do i even try
i never, never met to lie
dont ask permission or forgiveness when i fuck up
(no no no no)
optimistic my intuition tells me to leave so i 
sorry baby i dont wanna live a lie
jus give me my sweaters their mine
lost all hope ill never be right
ill be fine, ill be

doin all the blow and heroin, till the my end begins
cant feel my face, cant feel my face
ive been doin so good, tryin to replace my sins
cant feel face, i cant feel my
seein in the distance wit no issue
crying to myself that i know i miss you
fight this life to find wats mine no i
pray to god to find whats right at night
just wanna see you fall down
idgaf if you dont care anymore
i live my life in shambles
i like u sorry to ramble
on (x2)
my brain is to gone

so i wake up not knowin wat to do
so i wake up not knowing who to chose
and i cant make up my mind
im sippen henny and wine
im lettin it fuckin shine
im gettin lost in time
why, do i even try
i never, never met to lie
dont ask permission or forgiveness when i fuck up
(no no no no)
optimistic my intuition tells me to leave so i 
sorry baby i dont wanna live a lie
jus give me my sweaters their mine
lost all hope ill never be right
ill be fine, ill be

wakeup

https://open.spotify.com/album/4GBLlw8IaDoKbVbjh4vgGt?si=iKOb42amQiSlK5J7uOrYrA

lastnight(siemspark)

spotify- https://open.spotify.com/track/6JaOlFNzvFYOOYIsfx8OyV?si=624dd895402347b6

prod. yungspoiler

lyrics

baby like i guess
you, you left your man
and now i try to be friends
i guess that this is the end 
but the flowers grow in my den

oh, oh 
again, again, again
fuck 
again, again, again

oh im dead 
im dead, im dead

i put the gun right to my head
i guess that this is the end
that's just why i try to cut ends 
i thought you'd never forget 
but now im lost in your head

i guess
you, you left your man
and now i try to be friends
i guess that this is the end 
but the flowers grow in my den

the flowers grow in my den 
why do you gotta pretend 
why do we gotta be friends
i see you right through my lense

thought you dont fuck on your friends 
i wanna fuck, now im fucking my friends
you wanna fuck, now we fuck again

you wanna fuck now we fucking again 
everyone tell me you're bad for me
you wanna go and get back at me
all of my friends they go laugh at me
my percocet 30 my ecstasy

baby like i guess
you, you left your man
and now i try to be friends
i guess that this is the end 
but the flowers grow in my den

oh, oh 
again, again, again
fuck 
again, again, again

i guess that this is the end
again, again, again

i guess you try to pretend
that yo don't 
you don't got a man
makes it hard to be friends 

glock 19 cause you know i never switch up
lsd with a tab on my tongue 
shot that dude at the bus stop 
everyone laughing like clover you fell off

baby like you 
rather hang with your friends
you told me that you love 
now you're at a party with him 
i might go kills myself 
but now youre at a party with him

now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him

all plats 

(prod me)

lyrics- 

bitch ripped out my heart
dumb bitch, bitch, bitch 
you tear me apart 

bitch ripped out my body parts
maybe they onto us 

bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch 

ripped up my body
i don’t wanna fight 
ripped up- ripped up my body
with your bloody knife 

you are not gone you don’t choose if i-
you are not gone 
i ripped out my eyes 

bitch
bitch 
bitch
bitch 

bitch 
bitch 

this 
this
this
this 

this
this 

this 
this
this
this

go and lie to my face
tell me, everything will be okay 
now 556 straight to the face 

now it’s a bloody mess bloody fade 
die 
it’s a bloody mess bloody face 

b-b-b-bloody neck, bloody k 
you just tried to get away

you don’t, you don’t 
you don’t know pain 

sending a shot my my-
brain 

dumb 

bitch
bitch
bitch 

you tear me apart 
bitch ripped out my body parts 
maybe they onto us 


bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch 

ripped up my body parts 
maybe they onto us 

bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch

abel

peace

ALL PLATS - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/para81/night-out-feat-xel
@xelsius

(para)
Plans changed I said fuck trust
Lust maintained but baby I cannot luv yuh
They say stay in the back I need to cuff yuh
Messed up when I dubbed yuh girl I must of

I’m so down like a flag on the play
I
Got you by the wrist like I need u in my face
I
Thought I had a girl she was fuckin on a lame
Now I
Got you in my life oh baby won’t u stay
I

Can’t get enough of baby boutta OD
Get u locked my cell mate I been lonely
I was trynna get it back wit my ex yuh
Now these feelings too strong think i mighta messed up

Dirty up, long night, send the late text
One thing lead to another I need a latex
Ex on yo phone I send my man he break heads
Tail tucked I don’t wanna girl I wanna make ends meet

Vault too deep I went and levelled up
Lately trip on an ex I need to step it up
Baby know I’m the man I give you betta love
Lemme in yo head now I think it’s time I mess it up

Get me that new whip
Movin kinda fast but it’s alri
Trynna treat u like my twin
Everything I ever had trynna match wit my bitch And
I got hella hella stacks on my chest ya

(xel)
Go and hop out the S-class, I been dashin
The upper section, no guest passes
Shooters on the payroll, if you’re lucky to get past ‘em
Just to get a look at all the girls with the best asses

I don’t kiss n’ tell too much but, yeah I been smashing
She been tryna run it, I put her on play-action
Show and tell with all the hunnids, I’m flashin the bape jacket
Yeah, shawty got discernment for all of you fakes acting

Yeah this drink in my cup got me seeing sideways
From the 205 to the 6, what a time change
Racks up out the bag like magician, I stack ‘em high, wait
Life done gave me lemons, how the f*ck I’m making limeade

(para)
Two man five stars, we just up the crime rate
Biphate loud, trynna bypass a lightweight
Suns out one thou boy that shi a light day
Money make me different but I swear it’s some nice change

I’m fucked up, And I’m callin
Night out need u by my side until the morning
Boys try to leave I’m beggin em round im stallin
Girl got my sprung, oh baby I think I’m fallin

Prod. Dior

bohemian grove, stevyn

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