will there evert be stems available i really wanna sample those vocals

covered some of my favorite songs <3

co-prod. wishlane & soutjay

songs covered:
burbank house - tsubi club
endlessly - bixby
heck - underscores
morris island - soupandreas
rosier/punk2 - brakence
sydney - gabby start
santa monica - aries
peace sounds - james ivy

thank you for the inspiration

songs that keep me sane

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

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goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

10 of 13

In collaboration with @close-knit and @clovehitch

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-nahavi-lyrics

Nahavi

[Chorus]
Babe, you're stuck in your head
And since the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I been grinning my teeth and you been dodging my calls
Just tell me what you regret

[Verse 1]
I have a theory that the purpose of life is when you feel really weird and you don't know why
I have a theory that God is playing some kind of massive joke on us, it sucks
What's in it for the rest of us?
I said, what's in it for the rest of us?
What's in it for the rest of us? (Yeah)

[Bridge]
What do you believe in?
I think I'll never stop
The perfect kind of prison
Where time's cut in a knot

[Chorus]
Babe, you're stuck in your head
And since the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I been grinning my teeth and you been dodging my calls
Just tell me what you regret

[Verse 2]
Just tell me what you regret
Is it getting kinda scary just to keep up the guess?
I know, I'm worried too
Are you getting kinda used to being used?
Flash forward two months and I'm outta here
I can't pickup on any single plot

[Refrain]
Boys never give up
Boys never give up
Boys never give up

[Bridge]
What do you believe in?
I think I'll never stop
The perfect kind of prison
Where time's cut in a knot

[Chorus]
Babe, you're stuck in your head
And since the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I been grinning my teeth and you been dodging my calls
Just tell me what you regret

[Outro]
Just tell me what you regret
Just tell me what you regret
Just tell me what you regret
Just tell me what you regret

Boys never give up
Boys never give up
Boys never give-
(Just tell me what you regret)
Boys never give up
Boys never give up
Boys never give up

we + us

i'll do what it takes
111, my debut album, out now
prod. @st1cksyea @soupandreas and myself
mix/mastered: @soupandreas

official music video directed by @thisissully_ : 
https://youtu.be/uyH7R_G_8JA

free download/acapella for soundcloud remixes<3 : https://hypeddit.com/prodmusa/crashtestdummy

lyrics:
don’t know what to do until i’m face to face with everything that i just couldn’t get over last year  
and maybe it’s the wrong sentiment
can’t admit that i’m scared just to say
that i really missed you

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself now

and everything i say is just whispers in the moment!
something’s telling me that i wont see you again
growing up i realized that i'm just my only opponent 
i could take a train i would walk through every mile

i feel u tuggin’ and pulling 
in my head stumbling footings
i wear these scars on my body like i’m just covered in bullets
lost when i’m winning again
you said you’d change but you couldn’t 
only opposition is my self-demise

front flipping into a concrete wall!
feels real nice, watch the back-drop fall
cause your sorrow’s inviting 
with this i’ll solve it in writing
these days i’m lacking excitement
feel free to call (me up)

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would i say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself 

something tells me it’ll be a while
maybe for a minute, i’d pick up if you dialed
i could take a train i would walk through every mile
if you said okay i would fucking reconcile things with you

i’m feeling lost in the moment
quickly forming codependencies it’s all we’ve got
by the time I knew just how to judge your motives
now it’s too late and i’m really scared of growing up

(x2)

(will i ever) see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself

crash test dummy

music video :)

crash test dummy (prod. st1cks, soupandreas, musa)

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

co prod gabbyyyyyyyyy

you told me to stay, when i said this town is just another circle of hell
you don’t have to break but you find yourself counting the times you fell
i and was watching all your situations barring the missed occasions with silent regret
when you said you could never love again
too many dark rooms filled with nights to forget

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

you could never be wrong
cause this night will go on
and the dj keeps playing that stupid drake song

and you said
i’m just so tired of these kids going places to do coke in the bathroom and it’s like nobody wants to have fun and everyone just wants to get fucked up so

maybe i could never love again
in all these dark rooms filled with nights to regret

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

i’m tired of this aggression
faking love and self obsession
nobody’s got good intentions
where’s the ending

am i lost to find consistent
when people are persistent
in their own twisted way of living
i guess we call it what we want

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want
call it what you want
call it what you want

Call it what you want (co p. gabby start)

Produced by Soutjay & Cole Calico
Guitar Solo by Soutjay
Cover art: picture by Stoney art by Azucena @azuu.cena (IG)

Lyrics:

Chorus (Cole Calico)
you tell me you didn't know what I had in mind
then you said "give it all up, know where to draw the line"
you had me running in circles trying to live a lie
I couldnt catch my breath enough to save my life
theres something running at me in the shape of you
and when it hit me I fell so hard I spit out the truth
had me searching for nothing I didnt have a clue
I couldnt come up with anything but a bad excuse

Verse 1 (Cole Calico)
been so spaced out, I've been hiding my face now
I've been keeping my head down,
if I see you might pass out
don't know what I'm talking about
I just keep running my mouth
saw you headin straight at me I couldn't make a sound
and I keep getting closer,
but I don't think I'll get my closure
and I blew my cover
I just keep on thinking it'll all be over
as soon as you see my face
you say I didn't come the way you wanted
take off running at a moments notice
collided with me I could feel my heart stop
and now you're leaving me here lying on the asphalt now

Chorus:
""

Verse 2 (Wishlane)
well I think somebody's under my bed
a blown fuse corroding me out of my head
and god how I'd love to keep playing pretend
but I let my whole damn life go to waste instead
and by now that's probably what you expect
I'll let you give me a bullet before I give myself respect
escaping my own detection
I'm fiending for self rejection
deciphering my own message
and siphoning things that I can't be

Bridge (Wishlane)
I just wanna love it all the same x4

Outro (Cole Calico)
I couldn't come up with anything but a bad excuse x2

Bad Excuse feat. wishlane

@loginstrash
@brakence

Fall around
My instincts never kick in tryna calm me down
You can catch me in the wreckage where I'm far too proud
To look you in the eyes where I've lost your smile
(I am using my imagination)
Lost-lost your smile
Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I'm addicted
I could never trust you sincerely
Oh my god I don't think you love me
Be sure you sign your letters with tears please
My head is still abuzz, I breathe, I just hear

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn't stop me from falling down
Oh Icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I'll be waiting

Fall down
I had to run it back again
Fade when I cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
Not tryna fall out
(Patience, if I can't hold you, it doesn't mean that we're through)
Fall down
I had to run it back run it back run it back back back back
Cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
And bring the stars out
Think I'll find out who I am

Let go of closure fall into devotion
Flowers in this garden, bees come form an ocean
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Go figure)
(We cry and laugh on the floor)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
(I'm with you)
(You cannot catch me no more)
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
(Where in the world did I go)
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Where in the world did I go)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage

Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I never left you
(Athena)
Distant
(And I can't wait another day and stay begging just to go back home)
(And I could never trust you sincerely)
Wings just lifted
(All my friends becoming royalty father help me watch the throne)
(Cause I don't think I thought through it clearly)
Statue fixed here
(Stars kill my anxiety I won't fight this all alone)
(Hold me there in your arms I'm dreaming)
I never-
Burning
Don't let me go

Login:

Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Be-be-be-be-be

(Being togeth-th-th-th-th-th-)

Athena feat. brakence & login

original: https://soundcloud.com/trabint/shoegaze

first time i've flipped somethin.
if u like this, consider giving it a like!

brakence - shoegaze [pati flip]

Originally for performance purposes; as heard in Brooklyn, NY and Newark, DE

Now available as part of "Breathing+", a Bandcamp-exclusive compilation with proceeds going to UNRWA + PCRF, which are organizations providing aid to those affected by the genocide in Palestine

https://wishlane.bandcamp.com/album/breathing

If you don't have the funds for the whole thing, I encourage you to make a donation to any of these charities, as even $1 can go a long way:

https://unrwa.org
https://pcrf.net
https://linktr.ee/fundsforgaza
https://www.doctorswithoutborders.org/
https://support.anera.org/a/palestine-emergency

Thank you, and free Palestine 🇵🇸

Bad Excuse feat. wishlane

Cole Calico

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