Music I find that I think is good v3

prod. jody x jkei

lyrics
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they said they need me
but they don't believe me
the fans turning greedy bout what i do
reading and weeping
i'm stuck to the ceiling
i write out my feelings
what i've been through
they said they see me
i vanish houdini
yeah i'm falling freely
in solitude
i pick up the pace
& i wipe off my face
i'm all over the place 
at this altitude
x2

i can't see when you cover my eyes
oh what a pleasant surprise
you let the light back inside
and i can't breathe when i'm too scared to try
so i'll just stare at the sky
until the sun starts to rise
and i fear that everything that i've done
up until this point is nothing 
yeah i'm zero to one
i've been tripping over cables that my mind has unspun
but then i plug myself back in before the night doesn't come

yeah the acid ate the casing off my battery pack
left my body on low power mode with panic attacks
found an outlet in the wall but hit the floor for a nap
i don't think i can get up yeah imma call it a wrap
now my visions getting blurry but my eyes are intact
all my memories erased and every movement is tracked
i don't think i am a human just a vessel of tracks
so if you listen to this song please put the volume to max

so i can hear it
i've become a spirit
i'm talking to you through this microphone
i think i've died
now i'm hollow inside
and i'm lost in a world where i'm all alone

music video

altitude (prod. jody x jkei)

Produced by Cian
Engineered by @marcdoesmusic
link to all platforms: https://ffm.to/donthold

Lyrics:
(Cian)
(And we're running out of time to make this right,
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine,
But I know that it's my fault every time, yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me

And you said it again
I think that you were right, yeah we were better as friends
Every time you storm out I try to pretend
That everything around me isn't crumbling again
Now I'm crying alone in my bedroom
And I wanna be lying beside you
But the only one lying here was you (you)
And I'm running out of time to make this right
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine
But I know it's my fault every time (yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me 

©2022 TMM Entertainment

don't hold it against me (prod. cian)

@wubz
@jaykim1

https://genius.com/Sadgods-why-u-mad-lyrics

Spotify

why u mad?? (ft. wubz & Jay Kim)

prod. heyzbee & acey
feat. @yungcray

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

this my last song that i’ll ever write about you
it’s nothing personal, i just finally have withdrew
a lot has happened recently, i actually got a tattoo
i’m finally done with my past i even changed my shampoo
like a lonely dove
i’m actually out of love
it took me all these months
now i’m finally done
flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change 

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

pull me down 
straight to the ground
you can hear me scream 
as my heart starts to pound
i never thought 
my heart would rot 
now i just think 
will this ever stop 

yungcray:
girl ur presence really kept me alive, it’s been 2 months and I just feel fine, never thought I’d let go of this life, I’ve gripped on  so hard it’s time I dropped the knife, it’s time I healed my wounds, cuz its passing, passing by, and I can’t even move but I think is cuz I’m high, I looked up in the sky no the stars did not align, it was never meant to be simply  a chapter passing by, 

now my life’s so changed I’m going full throttle they not even catching up, all my life in this pain, I open a bottle I know this gon pick me up, I wish I had new ways to drown out the feelings, but I’m just so fucking stuck, i will find a way I will find a way

(2x)
i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change

dove (feat. yungcray)

mutt (simon m + ghostsocial)

Well the family ties are untying and I wanna go
Cause you cut me to ribbons and then you expect me to bow
Well I'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots
Cause I wanna believe that you're good
But I know that you're not

Hey
Send no search party
I'm just spacewalking
You pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure though I'll be ok
I'm just spacewalking

Ay, you take the last escape pod
I watched you take both seats so you can put your feet up
I'll forget your face
I'ma neuralize just like I'm agent K

Send no search party
I'm just spacewalking
You pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure though I'll be ok
Houston I've got nothing to say

You pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure don't go out your way
To find my body out in space
Houston I've got nothing to say

airlock [prod. yungspoiler]

Playboyy B (prod @Brvdi)- Get a bag

SLEEPYHEAD

NOT JIGGY FOR YOU

my time is up, old friend i knew, your skins starting to tear
quit glaring down our dreams as dead as youth from the lies we never shared 
it’s all a blur, but i miss that, i hope you could understand
im not you anymore, just a shadow instead
i hate your lies, hate your touch
hate how you don’t give a fuck
sick and tired of the same excuses, we’re blinded and corrupt
it’s sad to see what i’ve become, the life i used to fear so greatly
im letting go of all i love cause in the end no one can save me
 
all my dreams turn to nightmares without you
i can’t fall asleep till it’s permanently 
if i run i have nowhere to go to
toss in turn in my sheets 
and the cycle repeats

and it’s so hard for me, to take the road i paved
what i envisioned, these inhibitions 
are taking over me, there’s nothing left to say
i never listened, i should’ve listened

all my dreams turn to nightmares without you
i can’t fall asleep till it’s permanently 
if i run i have nowhere to go too
toss in turn in my sheets 
and the cycle repeats

If i stay it comes, if i leave it follows
no one knows at all, no one knows 
im okay, i swear
just deprived of sleep yea 
that’s the one I’ll try
but you know all my lies

all my dreams turn to nightmares without you
i can’t fall asleep till it’s permanently 
if i run i have nowhere to go too
toss in turn in my sheets 
and the cycle repeats
all my dreams turn to nightmares without you
i can’t fall asleep till it’s permanently 
if i run i have nowhere to go too
toss in turn in my sheets 
and the cycle repeats

all my dreams (acoustic)

lights out w/ throb

old, the mix is shitty af, but i liked it so here it is :)

hate

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

slow and steady wins the race

please don't listen to my music on soundcloud: https://open.spotify.com/track/70XUPdl5GF9GK0ukvMsaxc?si=sx1ECj8mSVeof3ecCqgC-g

written and produced by me
performed by me
additional production by ty lorenzo
mixed and mastered by ty lorenzo
cover art by me

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Cutting corners and trading places 
With versions of myself I’m
Feeling misguided and out of place like all the damn time
Can’t catch a break, constantly misplacing my own ego
Seconds late and steadily fading I’m losing control

Agitated with knowing I haven’t done my best job
Furiously scraping together all of my thoughts god
I’m sorry to all the people I hurt during my lifetime
Mulling over details in my head like they were war crimes

The parts of me I hate they never really go away now
I’m subjugated to compensating within the background
I don’t want my life to pass me by I’m only human
Every moment forward’s being spent on self improvement

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

In a whirl
And I feel like nobody’s on my side
In a world where I know that only pretty people
Get what they want when they want it
Pessimistic I can’t stop it

[Verse 2]

Where’s a superhero when you need one 
All my friends are like the changing seasons
Feel the fading colors grow in time
Learn the art of letting go I have been feeling ill-advised

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

FABLED TORTOISE

off saint dominique EP

virtual reality

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

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