Made from samples of Gem Club and Sea Oleena songs while on long car rides through Europe.

Shallow Weeks

This was my 3rd track & a bit've a source of reflection for me even to thus day..

What Really Matters_HD

olive lies & elroy stacks 

set me loose for days 
in yer own 
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Cosmodromes

Ambar Lucid - Somewhere In Between

and he said i know

e a s y d o e s i t.

i really dont care anymore... this time.

as the end approaches
and i lie here in wait
as they watch with disappointment 
at the mess that i've made
i'm just another mistake
with all this hate i create
and if there is a god above me
there's a lot  on his plate

breathe
no im damned on this earth
breathe
to hurt and to hurt
and if there is a god above me that's been watching since birth
then give me one good reason, tell me what it's worth.
if there's just one good reason, tell me what it's worth

bed-ridden, tears dripping, locked in my room
downswing, aching flowers dont bloom
there's not much i can take if i take it at all
leave me alone now im crying in blue

i used to be a dancer yeah i used to swing
i used to comfort people yeah i used to sing
but now my voice is the devil
my music his horns
and my friends are dead
from this world we are torn

wont you take me away 
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im writing disease till the day im deceased 
begging you please wont you listen at least
love in decrease heeding the priest's decrees
with ease is the only way to feel peace

but nothing makes sense no more,
my eyes, heart and brain are sore.
love's a bitch love's a whore
cant take this anymore

oh lord take me in, 
wash away all my sins
and deliver me from evil
and let me begin

the end

inspired by eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
lyrics: https://genius.com/Engy-essam-im-erasing-you-and-im-happy-annotated

i'm erasing you and i'm happy

Song originally by The Tallest Man on Earth 
Cover version performed, recorded by Andrew Gavin Williams 

Kids on the Run

how far you went

There's something here for everyone.
Thank you for making me who I am. 

i really dont care anymore... this time.

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