prod. yunny goldz
w/ @yanaali
note: this is a song we made in november when i jus started music.

lyrics:
[spoder]
ive been trying my best to make things work out
can't get a minute of rest, i try to scream and shout
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's gon' be alright x2

[yanaali]
it's gon' be alright,
driving down the street at night
and you say you're fine,
no you're not, just tell me lies
yea yk i'm right by your side
know that you've always got a shoulder you can come to cry
I will always love you
no matter what you're going through
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's goin' be alright

[spoder]
ive been trying my best to make things work out
can't get a minute of rest, i try to scream and shout
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's gon' be alright x2

older

blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

@claudesdiary <3

sink ur teeth in my neck run the blade on my skin
i would tell her i dont feel safe but she'd never give a shit
try and sneak behind my back I know everything you did
i dont know why I wake up again dont really wanna live cause
baby youre driving me
so much further away than u could ever see
but i can't bring myself to leave i'd miss the memories
id miss every summer night when you were next to me
and now it seems like you can't respond a text to me

ive been walking round the sidewalk
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

(clod)

i was stuck where you left me i guess thats whats wrong with me
i could say things are indifferent but then thats an iron chain
just fuck off i dont even want your hand
you dont even listen to a word when i talk
how come when she wanna fuck me she gon fuck me with the lights off (boing)
you clean  all the blood off of my arms with a white claw
she devours his lips while i watch (stutters)

(kristin and clod)

ive been walking round the sidewalk (fuck)
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

sidewalk ft claude (stezzyxl)

[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

all plats
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

all plats

prod michael warren

my first song :d

[hook]
we don't even talk a lot right now
I do my everything to keep you happy
despite your actions tend to insist that you hate me
and I don't like that I've been thinkin' bout you lately
2x

[verse 1]
you put me to the side as the second man
I can't even fucking blame you for that
I hope I make you sad

[bridge]
cause I have no sympathy for you
and I've been taking so much my eyes turn blue
I don't spare my feelings for the likes of you
and I hope that the way that you die is cruel

[verse 2]
my life is way too awful
every person around me not thoughtful
and all my feelings are turning to a cess-pool
my ego is making me hateful

I could be better
I could be so much more than I am
and I can be anything yeah I can
and I'm gon be the best of them all thats my plan

[bridge]

[hook]

keep you happy prod. xmichaelwarren

Out on spotify 

down bad ft @staggyucrazy
prod @01kon ♥ 

lyrics:
And I'm not really one for all the talking
Think that I should try before I knock it
You don't realize that I’ve been cautious
Thinking bout your eyes just got me nauseous

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Don't you worry about me I know they're laced
Watch the makeup run right down your face
This a 1 way street I cut my brakes
This the last time you gon come my way

Cant sleep now I'm so restless
Living everyday so fast so reckless
Guess I should've taken this one as a lesson
Mean girls keep silent no wesson

You would never even know that its us
So far just to trip and then I'm stuck in the dust
So hard it dont matter there aint nun to discuss
Low bar but aint nothing getting lower than us

(so sad baby nothing getting lower than us)

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

And I'll never be enough
I been trying to tell you
But I'm feeling hella stuck
I've been trying to tell you
You're the one I'm thinking of
Like I dont want to but I might give up

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind

down bad! ft staggy (01kon)

lyrics:

stuck in these four walls
waiting for your call
waiting for your call
waiting for your call

lately ive been fucked up
i dont wanna love ya, oh
baby oh my god
tell me what you're thinkin'
did you really mean it? 
no, uh
like, i dont wanna go through this no more
late night talks, laying on the floor
yelling at me baby, just tell me what for
she don't really fuck with me, no more

we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 
we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 

i'm so fucked up
all the ti-
(shh)
i don't wanna hear a word
out of your mouth
tryna talk to me
baby what you talking about?
see the stars fall
and its going down

you've been fucking with my head
better off dead
i don't wanna think about the
shit you said 
baby fill him with lead
leave em' dead
we dont gotta talk about
this shit, baby

starfall (guda)

what u told me last week
i dont remember anymore
blacked out lights out
now im rolling on the floor
never thought about it then
7 years to 24
never cared about a thing
now im breaking down my door

hard work always leading to nothing
and i want the validation so i feel like im something
its a double edged sword i dont wanna try it
losing all my time to the music i'm loving
that thing u said i dont like it
and i dont wanna talk anymore
this shits overdone i dont want it
all the drama what happened to fun
gotta turn around 24/7
so i dont get stabbed in the back again
i dont wanna friends i dont like ur music
it’s dumb and i dont like the mix

cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on

towel song

We stopped talkin but atleast I got my drugz

keep you happy prod. xmichaelwarren

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