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the oriental sessions

Fanfiction

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20220708

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nitro

Looking for the Magic (Studio ver.)

Lyrics by Daria Geske

In a world that's like a game, 
Being queer can feel the same, 
Like an NPC, 
I'm in the back, 
No control, no agency, just a hack. 

I see the players all around,  
They move with ease, their feet on the ground,  
But I am stuck, I cannot move,  
I feel invisible, like I have nothing to prove. 

I long to be a player too, 
To have a say in what I do, 
To choose my path, to make my mark,  
To be seen and heard, to light up the dark. 

But sometimes I feel like I'm not real, 
That I'm just a character in someone's reel, 
A stereotype, a token, a prop, 
A mere decoration, to be used and then dropped. 

I want to break free from this game…  
To live my life without any shame, 
To be accepted for who I am,  
To be seen as a person, not just a program. 

So let's rewrite the rules of this game, 
Let's challenge the norm, let's break the chain,  
Let's embrace the diversity of all,  
And let each individual stand tall.  

For being queer is not a flaw,
It's a unique trait, a special draw, 
And though it may feel like being an NPC, 
Together, we can create a world where all are free. 

I shed the skin I once wore, 
A transformation to adore, 
The person I was, now no more, 
A new life I embrace and explore. 

Living in fear, trying to please, 
Society's norms, their beliefs, 
But their attacks didn't cease, 
Till I decided to break free.  

I killed the person I used to be, 
To live my truth and finally see, 
The person I was always meant to be, 
Living my life fearlessly.  

A metamorphosis, painful but true, 
A journey of self-love, long overdue,
I stand tall and proud, as I pursue, 
The life I was always meant to do.
No longer living in fear and shame, I embrace my true self, unashamed,
A phoenix risen from the flames, 
A new life, a new name. 

I killed a part of me to live, 
A death that brought forth life anew,
A fear that once consumed my heart,  
No longer holds its hold so true.  

I shed the skin of who I was, 
A shell that couldn't hold my soul, 
A metamorphosis profound, 
A transformation, my life's goal.  

I couldn't bear to live in fear, 
To please those who would hate me still, 
So I cast off that mask I wore,
And let my true self have its fill.

I am reborn, a new creature now,
And though the journey's just begun,
I walk with pride and newfound grace, 
My battle hard, but it is won. 
I live with courage, not with fear,  
My heart and soul now free to soar.

And though the road may not be clear, 
My strength will guide me evermore.

2024-04-02

Poetic Soul

An electronic composition, sounds created in Pure Data.

Frisson  (naviarhaiku528)

2024-02-18

Something Rings

Birds sing and the valley cries
A vaguely blurry peach dream
Grasses get wet after the spring rain

鳥が囀り谷が鳴く
ぼんやりとした桃の夢
雨立ち上り草濡れる

Congrats to the 10th Anniversary of Naviar ! 
Thanks for the inspirations from the Naviar Haiku Fest.. and now come to this place again for naviarhaiku530 

An another experimental hypnotic track inspired from the poem of spring rain by kobayashi issa - mixed with the humbled profound Taiko drums from the liveset at Naviar Haiku Fest in Tokyo 2024- a kind of tribute track for the 10th anniversary of Naviar's long journey :) 

taking it easy
the mouse sleeps too...
spring rain

Haiku : Kobayashi Issa
Music : Nukumori Eugene / Nx  https://a-tale-of.bandcamp.com/
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Spring Rain - 春雨  [naviarhaiku530]

Lyrics by Daria Geske
In the frame of the collaboration "Fanfiction"

I want to be animated
I saw these big boobed short skirted dipped in metal 
I thought I saw them in real life

In the red light
In the library
in the club
on stage

But there was none
They were in my eye
To be selected
To be played
Cheat

The sharpest blade
Just inanimate

I Want to Be Animated

Lyrics by me

If life ends under this sunshine
Will I return in another storyline?
If there’s a restart in this game
Can I choose another power in profile?

If life ends under phoenix tree
Will I return as a seed flying in the wind? If there’s a reincarnation
I wish to be a peach blossom
Even I will fade after sunset

If there is a reincarnation
I’d live in a world with no separation
If there is a reincarnation
I’d leave all memories before arrive the other side

Reincarnation
Let us meet again in a free land 
Reincarnation
I’ll be strong enough to stay with you 
Reincarnation
Doesn’t matter what I’m going to be In another life
please break my heart again

Reincarnation
In a place we can hold our hands 
Reincarnation
I’ll be brave enough to say my love 
Reincarnation
Just another chance to die the same 
But if you allow
Let’s live on this time

Reincarnation

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