Artist: Lil’ A&W (Andre Winn)
• Recorded On: 3/1/2022
• Release Date: 3/2/2022
• Produced By Andre Winn
• Composer: Andre Winn
• Track Length: 3:23

℗ 2022 Plasmastar Records, LLC.

A tribute to early 80’s music, this song was inspired by the likes of Michael Mcdonald, Marvin Gaye, Eric Clapton, Glen Frey, and Phil Collins.

Nightfall

Nightfall (Instrumental Ver)

Cover art by: aka mosey 
Mixed by: DracuJa

CedroDidThis x DracuJa - “ Real Talk “ (prod.TylianMTB)

Original Song Link: https://soundcloud.com/dominic-johnson-906820625/lucif-coping-with-smoking-prod?si=02dfafea23984dc989fd0c84b9c15513&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

This is one of my first remixes; needless to say, it was fun and interesting. This song was originally done my friend Lucif (@https://soundcloud.com/dominic-johnson-906820625) and is his first. Make sure after you hear this you support him as well because after all, he came up with this song in the first place.

Lyrics (Written By Dominic Johnson (Lucif) & Andre Winn (Lil‘ A&W): 

I’m a poet, who’s self confined… so many thoughts going through my mind. 
But can’t formulate a line, the unfortunate the insubordinate. Looking at life through open blinds, but the glass pains and it’s all broken up behind so all the past rains leave watermarks, they leave broader scars, closing up open arms. I‘m soaken, I’m broken, I’m frozen, in dire need. Dying for some hopin, just a notion, to be woken, to be chosen, to cut a new cloth one that’s handwoven, I’m copin‘ with smokin‘. 

As I sit here in my room, writing all of these songs , I constantly wonder to myself what went wrong. I was born fresh and new as a motherfuckin’ prince, but since then I’ve grown up, and now that freshness has gone since. Sometimes life just too ridiculous to live.
One minute I feel good, the next I wanna just die and end. You’ve got give to get but not get to give.
Life is made to be tough, life’s to beat you again and again. 

Yeah it’s funny cuz, weed is the only thing keeping me from choking, I can deal with being broke, but kneel to being broken, I need weed to to fix it, I need the liquid, take a sip of that potion, stop the wheels in the motion, there’s a train in my brain, and I’m lying on the tracks on my back, waiting for it to be ripped open.

Swear I was born as a sin under satin, everyone’s mad at me for all of the same reasons. No one listens to me ever, is anybody hearin now?
I’ve got something to say, it seems the more mistakes I make, the more demons I believein.

God where’s the happiness I was looking for when I was growing up? I’ve been depressed ever since I was 16, it mfucking sucks! And it’s obvious that since adolescence that I’ve lost all my senses. And with no hope to cope or elope I should just fuck it! 

And be deceased, hello to new luck I’m through with this…

Copin' With Smokin'

Lucif - Copin' With Smokin' (Special Remix Ft. Lil’ A&W)

Lo and behold the final revised version of this song that will go on the album. Only a couple months left before I drops and it’s gonna be lit. I’m going to take all the time I have in it since I’m going to busy in college soon and may not be able to do such a thing again for a while. Anyway, hope you enjoy!

Artist: Andre Winn
• Composer: Andre Winn
• Recorded On: 12/30/22, 5/20/23
• Release Date: 5/20/23
• Track Length: 2:47

℗ 2022, 2023 Plasmastar Records, LLC.

Lyrics:

Sittin down in this funky donut shop
The store’s empty and outside it’s really dark
(6am)
I see this town is really run down, little to no night stuff
You’d be lucky to see one dude in a bar that’s right

Seymour, Indiana the birthplace of John Mellencamp 
Also the homeplace of the first train robbers the Reno gang
Also, flying Nate, who took his fate on a train bridge by getting hanged

As you can see, Seymour ain’t a place you wanna be
It’s a place all young people leave to get their college degrees
Like Mellencamp said, “Provides little opportunity” And I believe 
that, because in Seymour, there’s nothing for you to be
You need to get outta here, you should, you definitely gotta leave 

(6:30, donut shop)
Wait, where did all these people appear
They all came in at once, as if they just spawned from their houses to right here
This donut shop is obviously really popular, oh dear
But there’s something about it, I just can’t wrap my thumb around it
Something in here, that seems just a tad queer

Why just a cashier, and a person in the back, two people work here?
Both are Asian, I see discrimination from the caucasians
This is a racist world, probably enveloped under the evil satan
This is a racist town, the racism is enragin’
(7 am)
I’m startin’ to get really tired of looking and sittin here
I kinda don’t feel welcome, just don’t feel like I fit in here
But as long as I can a write and spit I’ll have a wheel to steer
I can take this all day, because I still have something I enjoy doing, I have a game to play
No matter when or where, writing gives me no tears, 365 of 365 days
But still I’ve gotta get out here, this place is not okay

See ya’ll in the new year! 
I’ll be 18 
Going to college
I’ll be outta here
In search of knowledge 
To make my mind clear
Gotta make my mind clean
Start fresh and new 
To be able to achieve my dreams
(7:30 am)
Goodbye, I’m leaving, I got no more time to lose

Going Up

Donut Shop

Donut Shop Freestyle

This is a heavily inspired track of the likes of Marvin Gaye, Barry White, and the Isley Brothers. Heavy reverb with expansive use of synths and electric pianos makes this a very 80’s-sounding track overall. This was made as primarily a song to finish my upcoming album, “Growing Up”.

Artist: Andre Winn
• Composer: Andre Winn
• Recorded On: 3/1/22, 11/24/23
• Release Date: 11/24/23
• Track Length: 4:03

℗ 2022, 2023 Plasmastar Records, LLC.

Artist: Andre Winn
• Lyrics By: Andre Winn
• Composer(s): Anarchy, Andre Winn
• Recorded On: 5/18/23
• Release Date: 11/29/23
• Track Length: 3:50

℗ 2023 Plasmastar Records, LLC.

— Lyrics —

Yeah yeah yeah lil’ AИW in the house, producer Anarchy

We’re doin’ this right down here in the 513, year 2023

Now listen up… loving someone gives you courage, and being loved gives you strength 
(That’s right)

Follow me, on this little journey…
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’m tired of being lonely
Don’t want you to ever own me
(It looks like you lost another one)
Only want you to phone me, call please
Just be honest am I your only
You kept tryin to scold me, solely
Then I found out that you were lyin’
You tried to own me, and owed me
Now you got me in tears, I’m cryin‘

I need someone to hold at night 
Don’t need someone to break a fight
I’ll protect you with all of my might
So long as you stay by my side
Despite what you did last night
You have moments, and I have mine
Just as long as you stay contrite
I’ll forgive you, everything’s alright

 I don‘t ever wanna be another
Another bitch in a relationship
Just wanna, wanna be your lover
Share my love to the girl I‘m with
Key to love is find each other’s 
Each other’s own true happiness 
Without happiness, love won’t exist

You sent me a text, “Meetup At The Bar”
I got there, you’re having sex in the car
With your ex so upset I was scarred
You looked at me then, could see your memoir
Couldn’t believe you could hurt me so hard
Thought our relationship was on par
But I didn’t know shit, I was off by far
I realized you didn’t take people as they are

Sittin’ in the shower I’m thinkin’
The water drippin down I’m drinkin’
Looking back my mind keeps on thinkin’
As the water level rises I’m sinkin’
Drowning my thoughts I’m shrinkin’ and shrinkin’
In disbelief, I’m recedin’, recedin’
I don’t trust anybody now I’m leavin’
And myself I no longer believe in

I’m fuckin’ lonely 
I rely on myself only
Bet you couldn’t do that
But you did it to me
You spoiled little brat
Bitch I’m lonely
And I’ve fallin’ to pieces 
Thought I was strong till’ you came along
And did the unholy, you little phony
(Jesus!)

(I see too many cold bitches nowadays, just don’t know what happened to all the good ones)
(My luck is gone, and so is my life…)

(A fucking bitch she was, man I wish her future boyfriends luck but, it’s gon be tough)
(That bitch is a drama queen for sure)

Shall I stay or shall I go 
Or be a strong man the best I can
Jumping off a bridge I don’t know
World’s full of hate, goddamn
Confidence, strength can’t show
When hate dictates, it’s gotta go
When your brain overloads
You sensitize, less of a man

You can’t trust people that put you in jars
Jars that you can’t escape 
Ones that leave scars
Ones that deplete faith
This ain’t Andy from Shawshank
More like Packard from the Wraith
The wraith kills people and cars 
You can’t escape the Wraith

It’s real bizarre, and it’s mean as a czar
That was my bitch
Relationships are hard but so is loneliness 
Shit, just fuck it, my solution is death
Life is something I can’t deal with

(I should let her yearn)
(I should let her know)
(I don’t need her, I don’t want her)

(Bye bye bitch, bye bye family, bye bye everything)
(I’m done man, I’m fuckin’ sick of this shit)
(Goddamn, fuck everybody, fuck myself, fuck god, done)
(Ain’t done any good to me)

(I should let her yearn)
(I should let her know)
(I don’t need her, I don’t want her)

LONELY

LONELY (Prod. Anarchy)

This song was originally done by one of my classmates around a year ago and while I thought the original was decent, I saw so much more potential in it. And so I decided to take a crack at it myself and see how it would go. Hopefully my classmate (Revanant) sees this!!!

(Link to the original song here: https://soundcloud.com/revanant/questions?in=revanant/sets/da-chosen-one)


Lyrics:

Revanant, sometimes called Dracuja too
I love you man and have watched you grow and improve
But now it’s time to see what I can do 
Let’s see if it’s too little or too much for you
If so, let me know and song will get removed (promptly)
But anyways without further ado 

I’m like yuhhh
I’m like is you gonna hold me down
Are you someone who I shouldn’t be around
24/7, never ever let you down 
Am I someone that can keep you spellbound 

And she like, will you be there for me 
Give a care for me
Can I really come to you 
And have some fun wit you

And I’m like, can you bee my wicked queen
Can you do the things I only could dream of

If I was down, would you come around
And help me get from the ground 
Do it all without makin’ a sound

If I ran outta my money would you still not leave
If I stop being funny would you still laugh at me

(Why was it me that was chosen?)

And she like, cause I found you, and you were open, open as a showman
And since I found you, you should be golden, never heartbroken, I should be all you need 

And you can love on me yuhh
And you can love on me yuhh 
And you can love on me yuhh
And you can love on me yuhh

I’m like can you really be with me for the the rest of my life 
Because when I get weak with you it really cuts like a knife
You say that you love me but it doesn’t feel right
I can’t see us ever being as husband and wife

And she like sure I think we can, I think you’re scared of the ride
But I can assure you I’ll be there every single night
And I can see the fighter in you, I can see the might
I just think you need a little help and extra insight

After all you’re just a young man who hasn’t lived much life
But all that can change if we give it some time
Remember love isn’t crime, and being insecure is fine
And know that you’ll always be mine, mine, mine, mine, mine

Questions

Reuploaded because it wasn't until now that I realized it didn't have the "punch" in the bass and compression to leave the effect I want it to.

Artist: Andre Winn
• Lyrics By: Andre Winn
• Composer: Andre Winn
• Recorded On: 12/25/23
• Release Date: 12/30/23
• Track Length: 5:14

℗ 2023 Plasmastar Records, LLC.

Lyrics: 
 

I was an Indiana boy, then turned to Ohio man
Tryna still make real friends, failin’ time and time again
But does that phase me, hell nah it doesn’t fam
Ever since I was four years old I’ve learned to stand

On my own two feet
Mom and dad split up the home
Moved into a small little apartment dome
With just me and my mom
Didn’t know where I belonged
Kept tellin’ myself to stand strong, work on my own 

Momma was gone all time, workin’ hard for a better life
Grandparents had to look after me, gave me good advice
Couldn’t get nothin’ nice, had to shoplift and dumpster dive
Everyday afterschool be lucky to find a grain of rice
Two full meals a day would’ve been nice
Could only sell my favorite toys for half-price

Then one day, seven years old came kidney failure, almost killed me twice
Black tea colored piss, everything just wasn’t right
Got tired of sleepin’ in a hospital bed every night
Early childhood had to be the toughest years in my life
But at least that toughness gave me an extra bit of might

Who would’ve known that I’d be here in this time and age?
Doing music, cinematography, all the nontrad niches
Probably do cine more, not addicted to fame
I was always behind the scenes, doin’ the most work unseen    
You can’t change my game, you can’t turn my brain
The game was already set for me ever since I had a name
Do I believe in prophecy? Sure I don’t think we just came
I believe everything was made for a purpose somehow, someway

Funny how I see people, who can’t self depend
Anytime they go alone, they always turn themselves in
Listen up you people, this is all you’re missin’
To true self-discovery and enlightenment 


Suffer, suffer, suffer, and suffer, and suffer
Make yourself fall down like at fort sumter
Suffer, suffer, suffer, and suffer, and suffer
Only the greatest growth comes when your body starts to buffer

All the impacts that usher
Until you gettin’ covered 
Desensitize yourselves for you to all to recover 
Make each day a new day like no other
There’s always something out there to discover and uncover 

A wise man once told me, sufferin’ gives you wisdom
I don’t know that I agree with his very opinion
But what I can tell y’all in the very end that
Only the strongest men survive, and seek dominion 

Only the strong survive through the pressure and pain
Puttin’ themselves through the deepest disdain 
I ain’t no expection, I felt that pain and vain 
Now look at me now, I’m above all the rain
I said only the strong survive, stayin’ behind the closed doors
Prayin’ end of charades 
Payin’ pain equals more gain

As a tween I went through an identity crisis, and still came out same gender

Many goin’ through this same transition forgetting they can’t repeat offend and now before you question me, I don’t have anything against transgends
But I have a problem seein' them people realize it’s not the answer

All they can do then is surrender and resort to suicide 
End their lives right there, the parents suffer too, what a sight 
To see your kid die, cause’ they couldn’t toughen up couldn’t find
Their true identity in time, internet’s to blame such a shame, goodnight

OF Models, the hottest new top profession
For Gen Z women who have a real obsession 
For easy money, don’t you see all the regressions?
I feel like were going back to primal days with sex 
And drugs, nothing else to be done and manifested 
We should look at ourselves as a whole race with objective 
To improve ourselves, as a species without subjections
And set an example for the next, and next, and next generations…

Suffer

Lil’ AИW

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