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it's my birthdday!!!

sink into the couch (cuddlewme)

( i love you ) 

ima hide my voice 
that’s how ima hide the pain yeah 
remnants of myself they keep 
spilling out the container 
and i can’t contain it yeah 
no i can’t contain it 
and this like the fifth time 
that i realized i don’t know myself 
and even if i did i cant live right 
without your help
if i can’t breathe your air 
then i don’t want it 
been thinking bout the other me 
i fuckin lost em 
and i know i can’t commit to shit 
that’s who i am yeah 
i hyperventilate when nobody’s around yeah 
and nobody’s around 
i’m better in the ground

compulsive.

prod me, alkyl

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Gonna walk in ten speed
Like I gotta ride it
Duck all my enemies
Before I hit the giant
I'm a star like Orion
Before I get ignited
Get a lot in my bed
Fore I turn to gold like I'm Midas

Change my mode
Heaven and my soul
Won't break apart
You're treating me like a target
Workin' on my body
My body is feeling everything
Percocet withdrawal
While he talking is feeling menacing

Think my mind blast a mile a minute
I thought I never would quit it
But now it's take two
Scratchin' up on the linen
And now the paint ruined
I thought it kinda would fade
And now the faint ruse

I said I want it really bad
But you never had the chance to
Perky under bed but this place is just a rental
Lost inside my head, I'm feeling bent again
Percs under my dresser fill me with regret

Change my mode
Heaven and my soul
Won't break apart
You're treating me like a target
Workin' on my body
My body is feeling everything
Percocet withdrawal
While he talking is feeling menacing
Strange I know
Hell is so cold
But my body is bending
Wait till it ends again
Stuck in the sediment
Ain't no pretending I'm out of it
I been a denizen
Ever since the adrenaline hit em

I lost my head
And I need some more Prozac
Got my back 'gainst the wall
I never contacted
I lost my edge and then I got back
Came back
Never gonna wait again to cross that bridge
I lost my limbs
Another cross eyed kid
With blood upon his lips
I never lost my lid
Or lost my mind
Never lost my kin
Or broke my spine

Change my mode
Heaven and my soul
Won't break apart
You're treating me like a target
Workin' on my body
My body is feeling everything
Percocet withdrawal
While he talking is feeling menacing
Strange I know
Hell is so cold
But my body is bending
Wait till it ends again
Stuck in the sediment
Ain't no pretending I'm out of it
I been a denizen
Ever since the adrenaline hit em

CAPCHASIN

prod me

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Stars fallin' when will you call back
It's too hot to feel the way that you wanted
It won't even haunt you or weigh on your conscience
A fly on the wall
My impatience was honest

Wait I need a minute
Mistakes and my decisions are
Wasting away in a pint of Guinness
I don't know my limits and now I'm throwing a fit
Feel like my soul is ascending, feel I've atoned for my sins
But wait I need to finish
My space and no attendance is
Staked in your ways through my codependence
You make an incision and then you throw in your spit
I was a man on a mission till you revoked all my shit

Sick of being so dependent
Lost my head in faux admissions
That you never made again
Why you gotta make it tense
When I sullied the friendship
It wasn't intentional
Just need a hand to hold (Ugh)
Wait I really need a little bit
My feet won't grip the sand if I keep taking Ritalin
You say you was a fan but now you ain't even listening
I couldn't understand. I lost my head in dissonance
Wait I really need a little hit
You see it in the clouds
I couldn't even take it in
You've really done it now
I don't need a minute middleman
Running out my mouth
I'm walking into the sediment

Wait I need a minute
Mistakes and my decisions are
Wasting away in a pint of Guinness
I don't know my limits and now I'm throwing a fit
Feel like my soul is ascending, feel I've atoned for my sins
But wait I need to finish
My space and no attendance is
Staked in your ways through my codependence
You make an incision and then you throw in your spit
I was a man on a mission till you revoked all my shit

Stars fallin' when will you call back
It's too hot to feel the way that you wanted
It won't even haunt you or weigh on your conscience
A fly on the wall
My impatience was honest

CODEPENDENCE

prod me, easeupkid

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Said I lost it, but you found it
Said  you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

I'm gon pull the town away before I live within
My own mind, I cannot stay to settle in
Truth is that I've tried to take a lot of medicine
But I know that shit never works
I rub my hands through the dirt until I'm
Down Down Down to the bottom of the barrel
I don't wanna get up for work I feel so terrible
Lost out my element
Stuck in the sediment again
Maybe if I try I could really make a friendship

Put my pain out to dry
And I'ma get it right back tonight
You thought I really would lie
And I'ma get another text until I

Said I lost it, but you found it
Said  you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

Said I lost it, but you found it
Said you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

SEDIMENT

prod. sherif xr
backing vocals by babebee, yazida, & riptony

spotify & apple music✪: fanlink.tv/circus-xr

you wanna cross by my mind...

XR 2023

CIRCUS

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it