"seen what happens" produced by @luckeyknows & @prodjayysoul

Performed/Written by @counterxo

seen what happens

seen what happens (luckey + jayysoul)

Thanka Anka for the amazing Beanka 
@lintukoto 
@r1yy

Baby you lied
You lied to my face
You lied to me all the time
I thought that you changed
But baby you never tried

Baby you lie
All the time
'till my head starts spinning
My mind and my body
They can't deal with this
I find it kind of funny how much my heart is still missing
-you, but you don't care
Who the fuck am I kidding?

Who the fuck am I kidding?
I sit in this boat all alone
And it's sinking
I can feel the weight of the ocean thicken
Everytime I speak
It's like nobody listens

I wanted to die
And I wanted it fast
Look at my life
Baby it's just a mess
You're the one I turned to whenever I'm upset
I just need some rest (baby I can't catch a breath)

baby you lied (anka + riy)

"broken key to forever" produced by @cloudbxy1
Performed/Written by @counterxo

broken key to forever

broken key to forever (cloudbxy)

@hartfxlt @6vesta @dinosaurslover @rewind214
ty for 700 followers !! 

EverythingUnsaid 10/3

dwelling w/ vesta (dinosaur + rewind)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

save it (hartfxlt + akura)

produced by @assperrr
featuring @counterxo

lyrics:
(claude)
i'm lost
u became the garden, i turned into moss
while ur life is full of wins i get a loss
u leaving me here to rot
down on my knees and i plead
that u'll be here for me

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

(counter)
It could be fate or it could be too late
You know I’d still be waiting I don’t care how long it takes
The life we could create
I can’t lie I’m amazed
captive from those eyes, so I’m always wide awake
Still remember what you told me 
even if hurts, it’s ok cause you can hold me 
Seen me at my worst, and even then you don’t leave
We’re nothing like we were, there’s baggage that we won’t keep 
Only a matter of time
Nothing’s a matter in fine
Got the disaster in mind for when things get out of line
I know you’ll still be mine
If I leave this all behind

(claude)

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

moss ༄˖°..ೃ࿔ ft. counter (asperr)

https://imgur.com/a/MZ1vfPU

produced by .. guess who .. meee 
spotify (+instrumental); https://open.spotify.com/album/1HlwnVvz5R7B5YBJuUk8vE?si=f4df2698f83e47a4

heavily ib distance by bixby <3

hiihi hi this is very very different from some of my previous vocal stuff .. but i hope you're willing to give it a shot ;D pls let me know if you'd like to see more of this kind of stuff .. i'm still learning (and trying not to be so derivative) but it was rly fun to produce and record .. even if i think this mix could be bit cleaner hahah

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

I've been thinking for way too long
of ways i can make you mine
while not making myself look dumb in the process

i know you take pity on me
but trust me that ends tonight

well i'd like to say that .. 

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless
i can't help but mask it 

i take one look at ur face
don't talk, it tells me everything
just the sight of u makes me sick

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless..  

so take ur pick
bask in the silence with no one but me 
or go w/ him and be pushed around like an object

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless..  

so take ur pick
bask in the silence with no one but me 
or go w/ him and be pushed around like an object

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

indecisive (me)

https://youtu.be/sO8oYWn6QrQ
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@pw4prez
thx for 3k! :p
#lifeline #remedy

You wanted something special baby
I like it when you let go baby
You’ve been messing with my mental lately
You know you make my heart go crazy

I’m sorry, you know it
Ignore me, ignore it
I go fast, I floor it
Don’t know where I’m going
There’s no way I’m slowing
Im alright, you know it
My waist Ralph Lauren
On my waist Ralph Lauren

Let’s do it again
Who wanted this to end?
It’s something we could mend 
I wish we could pretend
No I’m trying to be friends
I need something more than that
You said you want me back
Girl I cannot do that