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Produced by Lord Pusswhip
Mix by Hafsteinn Þráinsson
Mastering by Styrmir Hauksson
Recorded by Alfreð Drexler
Visuals by Countess Malaise 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fA9a2zzGwDk
Performed by Countess Malaise
Cover Art by 5ilkworm
Graphic Design by Steinarr Ingólfsson

Lyrics:
want to be wanted and need to be needed
loving and losing has taken my reasons
broken, n shattered into million pieces
all that i hoped for and
all that i dreamed of

we aint really talking
do u think it’s for the best?
i can’t really see me falling hard
for someone else
i be trying tho
yeah i’m trynna take the steps
but all these fucking years
i can’t seem to love you less

oh
i cant fight it
that’s why i gotta sit right down and write this
i try, 
to deny it
but it hurts so fucking much
i don’t like it

anticipating for you to appreciate me
somehow i stay waiting
tho i know you aint changing

i saw us going far
i saw us with it all
i thought we were unstoppable
baby i was wrong
expect so much from love
expect so much for us
expect that this was real
but it was ...not enough

cant believe that it has come to this
my pride is hurt but i cannot resist
gotta get this of my chest
because i think it’s best
gotta get this of my chest
cus i’m a fucking mess
cus i’m a fucking mess

anticipating for you to appreciate me
somehow i stay waiting
tho i know you ain't changing

we ain't really talking
do u think it’s for the best?
i can’t really see me falling hard
for someone else
i be trying tho
yeah i’m trynna take the steps
but all these fucking years
i can’t seem to love you less

Anticipating Pt.2 (Prod. Lord Pusswhip)

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Puce Mary — The Drought
Format: LP / CD / Digital
Cat.No. PAN 87
Release Date: 5 October 2018 
Pre-order album: bit.ly/2KGmn9f / bit.ly/2KGL7Ot

Building from a reputation of arresting live performances and critically acclaimed releases Puce Mary breaks new ground with The Drought, evolving from the tropes of industrial and power electronics to forge a complex story of adapting to new realities. Remnants of noise still exist, sustaining the penetrative viscerality offered on previous records, however The Drought demonstrates an intention to expand on the vocabulary of confrontational music and into a grander narrative defined by technical and emotional growth.

Bringing together introspective examination with literary frameworks by writers such as Charles Baudelaire and Jean Genet, Puce Mary’s compositions manifest an ongoing power struggle within the self towards preservation. The traumatised body serves as a dry landscape of which obscured memories and escape mechanisms fold reality into fiction, making sense of desire, loss and control. The Drought presents both danger and opportunity; through rebuilding a creative practice centred on first person narrative and a deliberate collage of field recordings and sound sources Puce Mary injects an acute urgency across the album seeking resilience.

“To Possess Is To Be In Control” makes use of lyrical repetition as an ambiguity of two selves, or a divided self, attempting to consume one another, while “Red Desert,” named after Michelangelo Antonioni’s 1964 film, portrays the individual subsumed by surrounding environmental forces. The seven-minute epic “The Size of Our Desires” acts as the emotional tipping point of the record; amongst the ominous drone and dense feedback flutters almost-beatific melodies, while the lyrics reveal a romantic call to be swept up in the midst of an increasingly uninhabitable world.

Rather than escape, The Drought dramatises a metamorphosis in which vulnerability is confronted through regeneration. Noise and aggression no longer act as an affront to react against but part of a ‘corporeal architecture’ where space, harmony and lyricism surface from the harsh tropes of industrial music. The Drought chronologises a transformation through a psychological famine, new ways of coping akin to plant survival in a desert – to live without drying out.

The release is mastered by Rashad Becker, featuring art by Torbjørn Rødland

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The Drought

Puce Mary - Slouching Uphill (PAN 87)

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Taken from @evitceles album Нелюбов, out September 25, 2020 via @soundandmatter.

Pre-order: https://bit.ly/31LKMpj

After a brief cameo on the quadruple tape beast "Auditory" (2018), Evitceles is back on Sound+Matter / Sores. This time heʼs making a full-length appearance. Following acclaimed releases for electronic powerhouses as Opal Tapes, Yerevan Tapes, Seagrave or Sofia-based Amek Collective among others, Bulgarian producer Etien Slavchev presents 'Нелюбовʼ. Roughly translating in English as 'Nonloveʼ itʼs exactly what youʼll get from the record. "Нелюбов" is mostly occupying the lower ends of both the frequency and the emotional specters of Evitcelesʼ music.

Choosing to serve the music narrative through a fluidly morphing tracklist, Evitceles once again indulges into his signature genre-bending approach. His music doesnʼt stay on the same place for too long. Instead itʼs a relentless mixture of peaks and come-downs. From the bleak and disrupted soundscapes of Memory Loss through the sparse ambience of the self-titled track, the cavernous trip-hop vibe of Weak Eyes or his well-known post-club brutalism in Poisonous Fragnance and Percolating Crawl. Evitceles is still big on producing drum-heavy music, dripping with cut-up emotional textures. However, atmosphere is all in "Нелюбов" so donʼt be surprised when you hear him wrapping the album with not one or two, but three drifting long-form pieces, because in the end of the day everything is meant to die in silence."

Artwork by Nikola Kostov
https://www.instagram.com/nikola.kostv/

Mastering by Casper Holm

Released by Sound+Matter

Premiere: Evitceles - Hologram Sting [Sound+Matter]

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