Livestream 1.11

i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

this song is about someone only seeing you as the bad guy, making you analyze everything you do. you start to compare yourself to people in different situations and realize there really are evil people in this world, including the people who paint you like the villain. are you actually the bad guy?

Lyrics

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

verse 1:
but people take advantage like it's worth it
get a girl drunk with her friend think it's perfect
homie hit the three what a flex man you earned it
now they waking up with regrets but they'll never let you see it on the surface
now it's baggage
selfish in the moment
you had to have it
now they carry it around almost all the time though
seeing vivid pictures they can't keep they eyes closed

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
so get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

@sorrow - somehow i'm still the bad guy (prod. con)

prod. by: https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

lyrics:
daylight shining through the windows
i sigh under the night sky
when i'm below
our time
where did all of it go?
and i sigh 
under any sky that i'm below
that i'm below

below (recyclebin)

lyrics:D
lately i wake up and i wanna die
don’t got a gun but no i got a knife

Lately, I wake up, and I wanna die
Let’s play this game it’s called taking my life
Don’t got a gun, but no I got a knife
So put that to my throat and just tell me goodbye

Lately i just got a lot that going on inside my head
Inside i’m dying
Claiming we can be just friends
We can’t
Fuck you
My hearts here i’m still crying

All alone
12am you hit my phone you say ur drunk and ur sorry
All alone
Now I wish we never met because you played me like atari
Never said shit to my face
Play me and leave me for dead I’m forgotten
Love you, but it’s not the same
Walk to the park, take a rose from the garden
I wish I could act like it’s not that bad
But I’m thinking of the night when you colored my tats
Now I wish we never met and I mean it like that

Lately, I wake up, and I wanna die
Let’s play this game it’s called taking my life
Don’t got a gun, but no I got a knife
So put that to my throat and just tell me goodbye

Lately i just got a lot that going on inside my head
Inside i’m dying
Claiming we can be just friends
We can’t
Fuck you
My hearts here i’m still crying
Lately i just got a lot that going on inside my head
Inside i’m dying
Claiming we can be just friends
We can’t
Fuck you
My hearts here i’m still crying

stillcrying

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stillcrying [dercept x max flynn]

Fucked Up

no hearts </3

Choosin' Myself 

Produced by @isitmalloy x Ayoley
Written by Quinn
Mixed by Quinn


[Verse 1]
I been choosing myself, I'm not sorry
And you'll always on
My mind now shawty
Even though you're far away
I feel you in my body
A thousand miles can't
Undo what I feel for you, girl 

Ugh,
I had to go and say that
Pretty little lady
The queen with broke heart
I went and tried to save her
But I ain't no savior
I had to go and say that
I gotta pull myself back
Even though it's hard girl
This is for the best
Yeah that's real


[PreChorus 1]
I don't wanna say whatchu already know 
I'ma flip the station, change the show
Suffocate my heart with these marlboros
Anything to feed my high's and lows 

On a dirt road don't know where to go
How's this all gonna end?
Only the lord knows
That's forsure


[Chorus 1]
I was lost 'till I found ya
Ya grounded my haze
Beginning of the push
Pull I only felt pain
Then it turned to a
Bittersweet end in the rain
You showed how to love
Even while I walk away

Ooh, ooh,
Ooh, ooh
Yeah


[Verse 2]
December is the month where I've always felt pain
December is the month when my mom walked away
2 years ago I lost a girl I loved, it's a shame 
Last year you went ghost right before Christmas day


[PreChorus 2]
I Talked to you in March
But it fizzled out (out)
Ignored your calls in
The summers drought (ouch)
October 31st, now a name on my phone 
But I saw you had another dude
I guess you thought I wouldn't know 

I'll always love you
But I'm not okay with bein' used
(used)


[Chorus 2]
I was lost 'till I found ya
Ya grounded my haze
Beginning of the push
Pull I only felt pain
Then it turned to a
Bittersweet end in the rain
You showed how to love
Even while I walk away


[Bridge]
I don't think of you as a burden
More like a girl who is lost inside a storm 
Her heart's so battered torn 
She wants to be held and told she's important

She's so important to me
But now I've gotta go and cut myself free


[PreChorus 3]
Yeah
I been choosing myself, I'm not sorry
And you'll always on
My mind now shawty
Even though you're far away
I feel you in my body
A thousand miles can't
Undo what I feel for you, girl 


[Outro]
Ugh,
I had to go and say that
Pretty little lady
The queen with broke heart
I went and tried to save her
But I ain't no savior
I had to go and say that
I gotta pull myself back
Even though it's hard girl
This is for the best
Yeah, yeah

And that's real
Ooh

Choosin' Myself (prod. Malloy x Ayoley) - v1

“Can’t Lose” is a determined, high-energy hip-hop record built around the mindset of resilience and forward momentum. The track captures the moment when pressure is high, the stakes are real, and you choose to keep pushing because giving up is not an option. It blends sharp confidence with disciplined focus, showing how you rise from setbacks, outwork the competition, and stay locked in on your mission.

Can't Lose

Thank you bro, for your precious collaboration <3 <3
https://soundcloud.com/demxntia

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(SBANE)
Butterflies in my dreams
I got xans in my jeans
I'm a slave to your will
You know I'll slit my wrist
Yeah
Driving in my car
I'm drunk I can't see stars
I don't care I've gone too far still
Got anxiety in my heart 
Yeah Im depresse 
And I fell obsessed 
Can't take off my eyes from your dress ye
You know I can feel the pressure
I've been smoking all of my packs up 
I've lost
I Trust her
Fuck me like I'm dying
It's faster if you cry
I swear ain't gonna fly 
Higher than the sky 
I'm reaching through your lies
Stay with me tonight 
Snort another line 
I'm popin some benz
You know that we cannot be friendz 
My bitch gonna jump on Benz
Well ride till we crash on a fucking guard rail
OH take a look at the sky 
It looks so bright 
Look in my eyes
You and me 
Just stay for the night 
I don't wanna fight 
Just go for a ride
I got ex
Texting back 
Let's make sex
Get ur racks 
In the back of my van 
Listening to xxx

(demxntia)
tell me that u care even if u don't
i been doin better when i'm on my own

tell me that u care even if u don't
i been doin better when i'm all alone
but i just wanna feel your love again
so tell me baby girl this is not the end, oh

down another bottle
swear it's getting outa hand 
every time i see your pictures
i can never understand
why i feel the way i do
when i'm not here with you
thought that i would be over this now 
yeah i should be over this now 

(SBANE)
i think that i'm over this now
you know that i'm loosin my frawn
that everything's crumbling down
that once i was lost but now i'm found

you've always been kind and i'm sad
still hoping that this not the end
my life fuckin sucks and i'm sad
i'm puttin a fucking gun to my head 
ya

kiss my cheeks nd tell me that you'll stay forever here
i wish that all we had could last forever, can't you see ?
i got a fucking gun against my head and i'll pull the trigger
you know that i'm loosing my head
the time fucking heal but i'm dead

Unravel

unravel feat. demxntia (prod. SBANE // $AD$IMON)

MAKE IT Sinister x pink cig (Prod. by YoungTaylor)

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lyrics:
last night, I saw u
in the rear view of my car boo
and I cant forget you, no i cant forget x2

I saw u there in the spotlight
what I woulda done to be in your eyes
and I know nothin about how u are
but I know me and you could go far

i'd do anything for you, 
you kno its true

and ill remember what u say 
and ill do everything 
just gimme me a chance
give me yo hand 
lemme be yo man

don't doubt me i wont doubt you,
theres a lot of things we could do,
i know i jus gotta stay true for you

last nite

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last nite (prod. cayto)

holy [prod. by epileptic kid]

be you x

Prod. by POPPA

Lyrics: IVOXYGEN & brandon rabbitskin

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instagram.com/iv.oxy.gen

I wish I had a home (Prod. POPPA)

CHORUS
you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

POST CHORUS
oh you were so tied up
oh you were so tied up

DEMXNTIA
whoa
you been moving fast baby me too
tryna get a bag spend it on you
know you got a lot up on your plate babe
i know it's hard to slow down baby

maybe we can kick it for a few days
aint gotta worry about a single word that they say
i'm just tryna see what's up with you and me babe
fall asleep right in my arms while we get paid

CHORUS
you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

POST CHORUS
oh you were so tied up
oh you were so tied up

BRIDGE
pussy pop four times a week
out in hollywood
classy girl i'm tryna keep
oh she got me so good

you just got off of work
show me how to love
you going down with me
down on me
down with me
down with me

CHORUS
you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

CHORUS
you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

you were so down
got a bad lil baby so down
oh girl maybe you should slow down
make love when you're feeling so down
so down

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feeling down (w/ demxntia) [prod. Ox The Moron & cøzy]

Produced by Lavender_Txwn (@user-757072975)
Mixed & mastered by Horosha (@horoshamusic)
Featuring svnam (@svnam)
Art by svnam

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Guys Like You w/ svnam (Prod. Lavender_Txwn)

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feeling down (w/ demxntia) [prod. Ox The Moron & cøzy]

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